Dai chukong's every heartbeat was so painful.
Qi Bufan's words were cruel to her, but she had to listen to them.
"Lovers kiss and make love, but I feel guilty to think that I will kiss and make love to you."
"I will always remember the lovely way that you can't braid your hair and wrap it around me with a comb to let me comb your hair. I've learned how to tie my hair, and I've taught you how to do it. As long as I think about it, I'm going to be with this child who was brought up by me as my daughter. I feel guilty. I feel like a pervert... "
Qi Bufan was in great pain.
If he still has some love for Dai chukong between men and women, he dares to love and marry no matter who Dai chukong is, what status he is or what age he is.
"My feelings for her are pure, the father's love and indulgence for his daughter, and the elder's patience and tolerance for the younger generation, but there is no man's deep love for women."
"Chukong, I'm sorry. Dad has promised you so many requests, but this time, dad will let you down... "Qi Bufan's statement is incoherent, his tone is very painful, but also some at a loss.
Dai chukong listened to his inner monologue, but she didn't know that her love for this person made him so miserable. Maybe she knew, but she didn't dare to think about it.
"Stop talking." Dai chukong blocked Qi Bufan's hand with his hand.
She probably guessed why Qi Bufan brought himself to his father's grave.
Her bent body stood upright. Dai chukong raised his head slightly, gazed at Qi Bufan's red eyes, and suddenly asked him, "you want to cut off the love with me for more than ten years, right?"
Qi Bufan closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "yes!"
Then Dai chukong closed his eyes“ Why? "
"You've got the wrong thoughts for me. We'll never be family, will we?" Qi Bufan fondly caresses Dai chukong's hair. He looks at the little girl's beautiful face.
This child was raised by him.
He felt both pride and pain.
"Every day with me, for you, has become a kind of pain." Qi Bufan took back his hand, took the jade cicada carving from his neck and hung it on Dai chukong's neck.
Dai chukong looked down at the pendant and asked him, "what's this?"
"The jade cicada is carved by my wife. She said it means rebirth. Chukong, you should have another life. Leave me, it's like having a new life. "
Dai chukong will cry again“ I don't want to leave you
Qi Bufan suddenly raised the volume and yelled at her, "you must leave me! Dai chukong, you are still young, you are only 21 years old, you will experience countless beautiful accidents! You will always meet another person, he must be a good man, will be very good to you, take you as a palm treasure! When you meet that person, you will understand what I did today. "
Seeing Dai chukong in a daze, he realized that he had scared her. Qi Bufan lightened his tone and said, "you are my child. I hope you will be happy."
Qi Bufan stood up and coughed. His chest hurt badly. He pressed his chest and left the cemetery slowly. He just left a few steps, behind him suddenly rang a series of footsteps.
Qi Bufan knows that Dai chukong is catching up.
"Qi Bufan!" Dai chukong called his name hoarsely.
Qi Bufan's steps stopped at the same place.
Is it to turn back or not to turn back?
He stood where he was and got into a deadlock.
Dai chukong was standing behind him. She looked up at him and said, "if you look back, just look at me, OK?"
Qi Bufan's heart softened and he turned back slowly. As soon as his head turned, he suddenly had a beautiful cheek in his sight, which was gradually enlarging. Qi Bufan's lips were soft.
He didn't move.
Two or three seconds later, Qi Bufan's eyes drooped slightly. He saw Dai chukong's long eyelashes shaking, and saw a few drops of tears sliding down her eyes. He came back and pushed Dai chukong away.
Dai chukong was pushed back by him.
She touched her mouth, she said, "you said to go, I call you back, you are soft hearted again."
Qi Bufan's lips moved and he had nothing to say.
Dai chukong said, "you are lying."
"What... What?" Qi Bufan was confused and didn't know what Dai chukong meant.
Dai chukong came forward slowly. Her hand was on Qi Bufan's chest. She felt the rhythmic beating heart under the man's body. She cried and laughed“ You can't fall in love with another woman all your life. "
Qi Bufan seems indifferent.
Dai chukong said, "because you know, if you don't drive me away, I'll live with you." Her fingers scratched Qi Bufan's chest. She said, "you are afraid. You are afraid that you will fall in love with me. You are afraid that if you have me here, you will never let me go again."
Qi Bufan became flustered.
"Nonsense
He took a sharp step back.
He looked very calm, he sighed gently, did not speak, turned and left.
Dai chukong didn't catch up. She just watched Qi Bufan leave. When he really left, she came back to Dai RuoHeng's tombstone. Dai chukong knelt down in front of the tombstone.
After leaving the cemetery, Qi Bufan went to Binjiang city by car.
He bought a ticket, took a few hours' flight and arrived in Binjiang city. Before he arrived at Fang Yusheng's home, he received a call from the front desk of Shencheng hotel.
"Mr. Qi, do you need to return the room? It's already two o'clock in the afternoon. If you don't want to renew your room, please come to the front desk and take down your deposit... "
Qi Bufan grasped the point and asked the receptionist, "she didn't come back?"
The other party Leng next, just understand Qi Bufan mouth of she, refers to who.
She said, "No
Qi Bufan was a little flustered.
She hasn't come back yet. Where has she been? She is a girl, alone in a strange city, she will not be an accident, right? Qi Bufan's heart was full of six gods, and his heart was full of ups and downs.
The car has entered the center of Binjiang city. Qi Bufan looks at the high-rise building outside the window. As soon as he closes his eyes and opens them again, his eyes are filled with the emotion of recognizing his life“ Go back to the airport
Four hours later
In the afternoon, the city began to snow. The snow in this city is not a little fuss. It can crush the branches. With a layer of snow on the street, the city became dreamy again.
When the taxi stopped in front of the cemetery, the driver said to Qi Bufan, "guest, it's the destination." How interesting, the cemetery is a place where people die, is a lifetime, the ultimate destination.