Chapter 1169

After solving his physiological problems, he came out of the toilet and saw Ah Ming sitting on the sofa. The TV in the room is turned on, but Ah Ming is not watching. He looks out of the window and seems to be in a trance.

Fang Shan goes to Ah Ming.

Ah Ming found the shadow close. As soon as he looked up, he saw Fang Shan come near. Fang Shan sat down beside Ah Ming. Fang Shan's expression was very serious, as if he was preparing for a big event.

Ah Ming also became nervous.

"Show me your feet." Fang Shan said.

Ah Ming was stunned.

"No..." he shakes his head and subconsciously moves his left foot under his buttock. He sits on his left leg, so Fang Shan can't see it. Fang Shan glared at him and then said, "show me!"

"No way." Ah Ming resolutely disagreed. Seeing Fang Shan's angry eyes, he said in a low voice, "it's ugly. It will scare you."

Fang Shan's heart began to ache.

He took a deep breath before he let out a bad breath. Fang Shan said, "it's not ugly. I don't mind."

Smell speech, a Ming hesitated next, still refused.

He said, "I mind." He looked directly into Fang Shan's displeased eyes and told Fang Shan what he thought. Ah Ming said, "I feel inferior. You are so perfect. In front of you, I feel inferior. I don't want to show you my ugly side, so please give me some face. "

When Ah Ming said this, his tone was quiet, but his eyes were full of tears.

Fang Shan suddenly did not give a sound, turned around, supported his forehead with his hand, and choked up silently.

Seeing Fang Shan crying, Ah Ming felt uncomfortable.

"Fang Shan, don't cry."

Fang Shan said, "what do you know. You don't understand me at all Over the years, whenever Fang Shan is happy, he can't help thinking that if only his brother were alive.

But now, he met his brother, but he told him that he was very self abased and asked him to give him a little face.

There was never a moment like this when Fang Shan hated his mother so deeply. If it wasn't for his mother's ruthlessness in those years, for the sake of her secret that can't be revealed, they would have been separated for 18 years!

Eighteen years!

Ah Ming should have enjoyed the same happy life as him. With the help of Fang family, Ah Ming will surely be better than he is now.

Fang Shan's heart aches.

He wiped his tears and clenched his fist. He turned his back to Ah Ming and spoke slowly. Fang Shan said, "I'm sorry, little brother."

Ah Ming was stunned.

"... little brother?" Ah Ming blinked, some flattered, but also some happy. He is smaller than Fang Shan“ Am I younger than you? "

Fang Shan said, "yes, our biological mother fell down the stairs when she was pregnant with us, and she had an attack on the spot. Engaged in hair to the hospital, a long distance, until the hospital, the doctor gave her to do no anesthesia anatomical operation. When you were taken out, your breathing was very weak because of severe hypoxia... "

Ah Ming suddenly let go. He said, "because I was born, breathing too weak, the doctor thought I had no help, just gave up on me? Then, I was picked up by my mother-in-law and saved by her? "

Fang Shan turned his back on Ah Ming. When he heard Ah Ming's words, he was full of bitterness and could not answer. Ah Ming couldn't see Fang Shan's expression, so he didn't realize Fang Shan's painful expression.

He said happily, "I thought you didn't want me because I was born deformed. It's not like that. " It's not because of physical reasons, but because of the cruel abandonment of his parents, Ah Ming is satisfied.

When he heard Ah Ming say this, he was full of happiness. Fang Shan wanted to cry even more.

He wanted to tell Ah Ming the truth that he was abandoned.

He wanted to tell him: you were born with a deformity. When you were born, although there was a severe lack of oxygen, you still had breathing. It was our mother who was so cruel that she fell down the stairs to slander Xiao San in order to drive him away. She in order to sell miserably, in order to completely drive away that woman, and ruthlessly abandoned the birth is a deformity of you.

But Fang Shan didn't have the heart.

He suddenly didn't want Ah Ming to know the truth of that year.

Let him live in fantasy.

It's enough for him to bear the desperate truth alone.

"... yes." Fang Shan took a deep breath, looked back, and said to Ah Ming with a smile, "the doctor said you were born out of breath, plus your feet..." Fang Shan didn't say the following words, but Ah Ming could understand what he meant.

Ah Ming nodded, he said, "it's like this. It's not because I was born deformed that you abandoned me."

"No, it's a misunderstanding."

"Hey, hey." Ah Ming felt his face, some hot, he said, "I'm sorry, I'm happy, it's easy to face hot."

"Well."

Fang Shan rubbed his face, and his foot under his buttock was suddenly held by a hand. Ah Ming wants to stop it, but Fang Shan takes a step faster. Fang Shan pinched the foot and straightened Ah Ming's left leg.

In summer, Ah Ming also wears a pair of white socks.

From the protruding shape of the sock tip, Fang Shan can see that Ah Ming's feet are different from those of ordinary people. Ordinary people's feet have five toes, which are only slightly narrower than the sole of the foot.

But Ah Ming's toes were very narrow, and only two or three toes could be seen in front of him.

Fang Shan quickly removes the socks from Ah Ming's feet.

Ah Ming struggled with his left leg, but Fang Shan held it tightly and did not allow him to pull his foot back at all. Fang Shan said, "don't move. Let me see. I don't dislike you."

Ah Ming really didn't see the dislike in Fang Shan's eyes, or other things that made him feel uncomfortable, so he stopped struggling.

Fang Shan touched Ah Ming's toes with his fingers. There were really only three toes there. It was really deformed. Because of the lack of toes, the soles of his feet are also very thin. As a result, when he walks, the force is not balanced and he limps.

"Does it hurt?" Fang Shan asked. In his tone, his eyes were filled with heartache.

After meditating for a while, ah said honestly, "it hurts when I was a child. When I walk far away, when I get home and go to bed at night, I feel pain all night long. Later, when I got used to it, it didn't hurt. "

"Has anyone ever laughed at you for that?"

There must be.

Not everyone is kind. Ah Ming must have met some broken hearted people since he grew up.

"... yes." Ah Ming admitted it honestly.

If not, it is hypocrisy.

After hearing him admit it, Fang Shan felt uncomfortable again. He added, "I'm sorry that you've been wronged all these years."

"It doesn't matter. I'm used to it." At first, Ah Ming did feel inferior, but gradually, when he grew up, he found that he was not inferior to others except for his bad legs.

He has a handsome face and a very popular career.

Gradually, he did not feel inferior.