Chapter 409

"Long song now?" Wang Xiushu asked.

"It's already in the coffin," sighed Ruan Susheng. Although he has no good feelings for the long song, it's really a pity that the fragrance has gone away. Changge's love for Ruan Tianqi is too stubborn. She puts a yoke on Ruan Tianqi and Wang Xiushu with her death. "Xiushu, you don't have to feel guilty. It's not your fault. It's not anyone's fault. It's Changge's own choice."

How could Wang Xiushu not know these truths? But long song is Ruan Tianqi's soul. Is her death really acceptable to Ruan Tianqi? Wang Xiushu did not dare to think about it. She got up and got out of bed: "master, Tianqi, I want to see him."

Now is Ruan Tianqi most sad time, Wang Xiushu how can not accompany in his side“ In my own room. " Ruan Susheng replied. When Wang Xiushu heard this, she walked out of the house. The snow was falling in the night sky. Green embroidery held up a paper umbrella to block the cold snow for her.

Ruan Tianqi's courtyard is white. There is a coffin on the courtyard. Jin liefeng has already invited Mr. Maoshan to sing a long song. Large pieces of round white paper are sprinkled in the air and mixed with snowflakes. Wang Xiushu looked at the scene, her heart could not help but feel sad.

After her rebirth, she saw a lot of such white things. Wang Xiushu also experienced death. For her, death means rebirth, but I don't know what death means for long song. Wang Xiushu went straight forward and pushed open the door. Green embroidery didn't follow her. She stood in the corridor, took her umbrella and found a side room to warm her body.

There was only a candle waiting in the room, and the light was dim. Wang Xiushu went in and felt that the temperature in the room was the same as that outside. The same icy. There was a faint smell of wine in the cold air. Ruan Tianqi was sitting at the log table, holding a pot of wine in his hand. His eyes were a little cloudy. He didn't look up when he heard the footsteps, but said in a soft voice: "here we are."

Wang Xiushu sat down in front of Ruan Tianqi. She didn't reply. Instead, she took Ruan Tianqi's bottle and took a big drink. Ruan Tianqi looked at Wang Xiushu, he recaptured the wine pot in Wang Xiushu's hand: "dyed cold, don't drink." Although his voice is not half emotional, like winter in general, but Wang Xiushu can hear the warmth.

"Xiushu, if I had married Changge, would you blame me?" Ruan Tianqi asked.

Wang Xiushu pause, she nodded, whispered back: "I will." Wang Xiushu is not perfect. It would be too fake if she didn't have half hatred in her heart. She couldn't imagine what she would have done if she came to find Tianqi and found a woman by her side. You may feel heartache or have to give up.

When Wang Xiushu married Ruan Tianqi, she thought that if Ruan Tianqi changed her heart one day, or she would not want her any more. She went back to Wangjia village and spent the rest of her life with the memories she had with Ruan Tianqi. But now Wang Xiushu can't do it. Maybe Wang Xiushu can understand Changge at this moment, because she is the same. She doesn't know what to do without Ruan Tianqi's company.

Wang Xiushu thought so, then heard Ruan Tianqi smile bitterly, he said: "shu'er, can you tell me our past carefully?" Ruan Tianqi asked. Wang Xiushu heart move, she does not understand why Ruan Tianqi will suddenly sprout such an idea. Wang Xiushu once thought about her past with Ruan Tianqi, but she never found a suitable opportunity.

It has been more than one month since she came to Jin and Wei, but Wang Xiushu has never communicated with Ruan Tianqi. Ruan Tianqi was at a loss when Wang Xiushu suddenly appeared. He and her indifference relative, Wang Xiushu did not know what to do.

"Good." Wang Xiushu nodded. She opened her mouth slowly and began to talk with Ruan Tianqi from her marriage to Xie Zurong. Ruan Tianqi drank wine and listened carefully. Her eyes were as silent as ever. Wang Xiushu said that the wind and snow outside the window also gradually stopped. Ruan Tianqi listened as if he were listening to other people's stories.

But although these stories were strange to him, he also felt familiar. Ruan Tianqi is looking for the answer. He knows in his heart that when he sees Wang Xiushu, he is slowly attracted by Wang Xiushu. He always thought that he was responsible for Changge if he didn't marry Changge. Because he can't promise the future of long song.

But he can deceive others, but he can't deceive himself. Is he really responsible for the long song and refuses it again and again? Ruan Tianqi had already had the answer in his heart. Long song's death also proves this answer. He's just doing it for himself. He always thought that there was a long song in his heart, but now he knows that his heart is only grateful for the long song.

Wang Xiushu finished her talk with Ruan Tianqi, she stopped talking and looked at Ruan Tianqi. Ruan Tianqi was silent, and the wine in the pot had already been drunk“ Shu'er, I've wronged you these days. " Ruan Tianqi said. He knows how much injustice Wang Xiushu has suffered because of him these days. When Wang Xiushu suddenly fell down today, he rushed to her. He is clearly losing his mind, but his body reacts early.

Ruan Tianqi understands Wang Xiushu's importance to him. He is really sorry for Changge. He can't find an excuse to explain that he caused Changge to die for him. If he had made a clear distinction with Changge earlier and no longer given Changge expectation, maybe Changge would not have to commit suicide.

Changge once told him that he was the only person she knew in the world and the only person she wanted to be with. Because of this, when Ruan Tianqi refused her, Changge had to commit suicide, because once Ruan Tianqi left, Changge was helpless again. But if time flows again, will Ruan Tianqi marry a long song?

Ruan Tianqi doesn't know. Even if he married Changge, can he really treat Changge well? Ruan Tianqi doesn't know. The only thing he knows is that he may be doomed to lose to the long song.

"It's getting late. I'll take you back. We'll start early tomorrow." Ruan Tianqi said. Wang Xiushu nodded, Ruan Tianqi got up and led Wang Xiushu out of the bedroom. The white work in the courtyard has been done, and three or five young men are carrying coffins with long songs. Green embroider sees two people come out together, walked forward to hold up an umbrella for two people.

Ruan Tianqi looked at the coffin. Although he looked moving, Wang Xiushu clearly saw that the strength of Ruan Tianqi's clenched hands was a little heavier. He took the umbrella in the hands of green embroidery, and Wang Xiushu with the umbrella, together with watching the coffin leave. Long song has no relatives in the world. Jin liefeng finds a tombstone in the mountain for her to be buried.

This is Ruan Tianqi's idea. Long song once said that the happiest time of her life is the day when she and Ruan Tianqi were together on the mountain.

Ruan Tianqi lost a woman after all in his life.