"Maybe." Ruan Tianqi said, "maybe your life is not as miserable as it is now, but at the same time, it's not certain. Maybe after you marry me, the suffering in your heart is even worse than it is now. Long song, I don't want to persuade you any more. I think you should understand that I'm not your best choice. You may blame me and blame me. I know that in my heart,
You should blame me, too. It's all because I made you look like this now, but if I marry you, your life will be worse than it is now. Now you blame me, you hate me. After I marry you, you will still blame me and hate me.
You will blame me, why I married you will treat you so indifferently, why can't give Wang Xiushu's favor to you some
Ruan Tianqi's every word is like a hard knife, which cuts the heart of a long song one by one.
Long song has always been clear, Ruan Tianqi and her words are true, he did not deceive her, if Ruan Tianqi married her in the future, he will be negative to her, because his heart is only Wang Xiushu.
When she lived with Ruan Tianqi, Ruan Tianqi never gave her heart to Changge. Now how can Changge ask Ruan Tianqi to share his love with her.
"You have said so much just to make me accept the facts. In that case, you should have said so long ago. Why should you give up so much talk with me?" Long song wry smile, "do you think I really don't know in my heart that you love Wang Xiushu alone? You are right. I know all this, but I dare not admit it, because once I admit it, it means there is no possibility between me and you,
Tianqi, you remember a word, although I have done so many stupid things in Changge, I have never regretted that I fell in love with you at the beginning.
So you don't need to have any sense of guilt for me, I don't want the guilt you give, and I can't afford it.
I also thank you, at least you know my key Wang Xiushu, you are still willing to let me go, this may be your last gentle to me.
I accept all the good you have for me, and I also accept all the bad you have for me. I understand that you have been tolerant enough for me. You can rest assured that I will not ask for anything from you any more. "
With a long sigh, she would put it down after all. She also really should put down, but such a heavy love, such a heavy pay, she said to put down can put it down.
When Ruan Tianqi committed suicide, Changge couldn't go back. She clearly knew that the road ahead might be a dead end, but she had no way to go except to move on.
Because if she retreats, it means that everything she pursues in the past is wrong. Ruan Tianqi doesn't belong to her. Everything doesn't belong to her.
If the pursuit, she can still have a trace of life to go, perhaps Ruan Tianqi one day will wake up and find that he loves her.
If you give up, you will lose Ruan Tianqi forever. Long song is naturally reluctant to give up.
But now it seems that no matter which way, it will be a dead end for long song.
"You can take me away." The long song said, "I want to go back to the thatched cottage where I used to live and live the old days. I don't want to come back and see you any more."
Ruan Tianqi heard the speech and nodded.
"What you said is not wrong. All these things I did were in vain. At first, I thought I could serve Wang Xiushu as a husband, but now, I am wrong. Wang Xiushu and I will never serve Wang Xiushu as a husband, because you are right. I am jealous of Wang Xiushu,
I'm jealous of her because I like you. How can I get along with her? It's just a delusion
"If that's what you really think, I'll be glad." Ruan Tianqi road.
"Tianqi, have you recovered your memory?" Long song asked suddenly.
Ruan Tianqi nodded: "it has recovered."
"So you don't like me at all now?" Long song asked.
Ruan Tianqi nodded. When Changge heard the answer, she thought that she would be disappointed, but she didn't. She didn't have any disappointment in her heart, as if it was the destined answer.
Tears across the face of the long song: "for you, I may just be a burden, in this life you and I have no fate, in this life, maybe not in the next life, I don't know when the fate of you and I will come."
Ruan Tianqi did not speak. He looked at his face with a long song. He was very reluctant. She complained about Ruan Tianqi. Even after she entered the palace, she wanted to take revenge on Ruan Tianqi. But Changge was wrong after all. She didn't give up on Ruan Tianqi. How could she take revenge on Ruan Tianqi.
All she did turned out to be just a joke, a funny and sad joke.
"Tianqi, don't you have anything to say to me?" The long song bites the lip petal, opening a way, "isn't a word all have no?"
Changge knows that this may be her last conversation with Ruan Tianqi. How she hopes to talk to Ruan Tianqi more, at least let her see him again.
He once worked as her amu for several months. She thought that she could become a mu for life in these months, but the arrival of Wang Xiushu broke the expectation of long song. Now her only expectation is to get Ruan Tianqi's words.
"Amu, this may be the last time I call you amu. I just want to hear you talk to me again. Is this small request so difficult for you now..."
"What do you want me to say to you?" Ruan Tianqi sighed and said, "I've already told you what to say. What else do you want?"
"I..." the long song gave a bitter smile. Yes, what she is looking forward to has been said. She shouldn't expect any more.
"When I first met you, you were a simple girl without any scheming. I once thought about how good you would be if you didn't have me. At least you could live a lot happier than you are now.
But if I choose again, I don't regret meeting you. But I will stop you, stop you from doing so many stupid things, I will protect you, protect you to get your own happiness, although I am not the one you are destined for, but I believe someone must be the one you are destined for. He may not be me, but he definitely exists. "
Ruan Tianqi's mouth raised a smile: "this is the only thing I want to say with you, and that's all I can say."
"I understand. In fact, you only need to tell me that Princess Liuli is the only one in your heart. You can rest assured that since I have promised you to leave, I will do it. Just one word, I want you to bring Princess Liuli to me."
"What's that?" Ruan Tianqi was stunned and asked.
"Help me to apologize to Princess Liuli."
"I will bring it," Ruan Tianqi nodded, "but maybe you know in your heart that Xiushu won't care about these things."