The queen thinks so, the corner of the mouth raises a smile, light smile, very bright. Brilliance. The queen did not think that after living most of her life, Emperor Qing finally gave her the right name she wanted.
Qingdi was lying on the bed, his head was heavy, and he didn't know how to sleep for several days. When he woke up, he saw the queen beside him. The Queen's eyes light, she looked at Qing emperor, the corner of her mouth raised a touch of light smile: "you can be regarded as wake up."
Emperor Qing looked up at the queen and said, "how long have you been sleeping
"I've been sleeping so long that I don't know how many hours have passed." The queen said, and a faint bitter smile filled her mouth. When Emperor Qing heard the words, he felt a shudder. He looked at the queen, the woman who had been with her for most of her life, the woman who had been with her silently, and she was about to get old.
Emperor Qing sighed and held the Queen's hand: "queen, I don't know when I will get better. Now I have nothing to ask for. The only thing I want is to live my last days quietly.
I don't know if the queen can accompany me through this last day. In my whole life, the woman I'm most sorry for is the queen. Yes, I'm sorry for you. I used to love Princess Liu, but she is so kind to me. I've loved her son for half my life, but she's not my own son. I want to live a long life, It's quite a struggle. "
The emperor said, shaking his head and sighing. The queen looked at the emperor, her eyes had shed tears. This man, she loves ah, how can she not love ah, he loves her, like loving his life in general, but she is helpless after all. The woman in this man's heart is not her. He never loved her.
"My concubine has never said intimate words to the emperor. Is the emperor willing to listen?" The empress light mouth asks a way. The emperor looked back at the queen and nodded: "if the queen has anything to say to me, I will naturally listen."
"Emperor, I love you all my life. Although I know that there is no place for me in the emperor's heart, I am willing to give up my life for the sake of the emperor. My concubine complained about the emperor. Why does the emperor have no concubine in his heart? Is it that my concubine is not good enough?
Or is my concubine not beautiful enough? Why do I see other women in the eyes of the emperor. But now, I understand that I'm not beautiful or not good enough. It's just that I'm not destined to be a woman in the emperor's heart,
I didn't understand the emperor, so the Emperor didn't love me. The emperor now gave me an explanation. I had no complaints and no balls in my heart. I didn't want to fight for anything. I don't want to ask anything.
I just want to be with the emperor quietly and talk about my heart with him. "
The queen said, tears fell from the corner of her eyes again. Emperor Qing looked at her like this, adding a bit of melancholy in his heart. He raised his hand and brushed away the tears from the corner of his eyes for the Queen: "queen, my queen, you don't have to be sad. I always have a queen in my heart. Your position. I have never deceived you,
I still remember the first time I saw you, when I raised the red cap, the queen, your charming face had been stationed in my heart. I like you, love you and love you. There has never been such a deep feeling. I really have a queen in my heart,
But I'm not good to you. I'm a sentimental person. I can't be loyal to the queen and love her wholeheartedly. I'm wrong. I'm wrong. I'm sorry, Queen
The Queen's tears fell one after another, but his heart was gratified. He said that he had her status in his heart. He said so, he is so affectionate, how can he blame him, blame him. He doesn't complain about anything, he doesn't blame anything. She knew that he had her in his heart, and she was satisfied. What else does she have to complain about? What else does she have to blame.
The queen thought, she is also happy. Yes, she is very happy, she has his company, at least in the end, the two of them can say some intimate words, the two of them can as before, say intimate words. Who else can she blame? She won't blame anyone.
"Emperor, I always have the emperor in my heart. I love the emperor. In my next life, if the emperor doesn't dislike me, I will be willing to be husband and wife with the emperor. If the emperor dislikes me, I will go far away and turn into a bird to accompany the emperor silently."
The queen said, with a faint smile on her lips. She loves this man. She fell in love with the man from the first sight. She has been a queen for so many years. What else does she want to be with the man she loves? She is happy enough. Yes, she asked for nothing.
The empress looked at emperor Qing. His eyebrows and eyes were old, but they were still as elegant as before.
"If there is an afterlife, I must remember you, be a couple with you, and be together forever." Emperor Qing said, "I don't want you to resent me. I also know that I have been cruel to Hao'er for so many years. Hao'er is my son and his eldest son. I should have given him the crown prince long ago,
But I didn't give it all the time. I knew at that time that Princess Liu had done many things behind my back, but I still turned to this woman. Now I want to know how unfair these things are to the queen... "
Qingdi's tone is light, full of helplessness and sigh. He knew everything. He knew that he was sorry for anyone and the queen, but he failed the queen after all. His heart is also contradictory, the queen to him so good, as good as the moon in the sky, gentle as water.
But he was bewildered by the women and forgot the Queen's kindness. Now he thought about how unfair these things were to the queen.
The queen was stunned. She didn't expect that emperor Qing would tell her this. She thought that he had forgotten, or that he didn't care about her at all. But the queen heard these words, which she thought emperor Qing had forgotten.
He said that he cared about her, then what he said was the truth. The queen never had any doubt in her heart. She believed in him, the man she had loved for half her life. He said he had him in his heart, he said he loved her, and the queen believed it. She won't doubt it.
She had no doubt about Emperor Qing from the beginning to the end. Because she loved him, she was willing to believe him. She knew that this man would never cheat her.
"I don't care. As long as the emperor is with me now, I'm satisfied." Said the queen, lying in the arms of emperor Qing.