Lu Yuchi has never been afraid of anything, unless it is related to Ding Ke. He is used to being careful with Ding Ke, just as he is used to loving Ding Ke silently all the time. If he wants to go further, he is afraid that it will not be as good as it is now, so he has been dragging on all these years until he has no way out.
It's nearly 24 hours since last night's incident. Lu Yuchi finally musters up the courage to call Ding Ke. There's a beep connection coming from his mobile phone. His first reaction is that Ding Ke hasn't hacked him.
However, the beep is more than enough. It seems that there is only a long wait for him. Just when Lu Yuchi thought Ding Ke would not answer again, a familiar male voice came from his mobile phone: "Hello, Xiao Lu."
Lu Yuchi, who had been ready to burn his bridges for a long time, raised his voice in a second and said, "do you have time in the evening?"
Ding Ke said, "not tonight. I have an appointment."
Lu Yuchi asked, "when are you free?"
Ding Ke said: "I will be a little busy these days, and I may go to other places. Chu Jinxing is hospitalized in the night city. I have to go over and face to face for some things..."
Lu Yuchi said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong last night."
Ding Ke said with a smile, "don't mention it. You don't drink well. In the future, drink less and others will laugh at you all your life."
Lu Yuchi said, "I didn't drink last night."
Ding Ke didn't make a sound. Lu Yuchi took his mobile phone and looked calm. "I know what I'm doing. I apologize because I forced you without permission, not because I don't like you."
"Ding Ke, I really like you."
Without exception, the end of the mobile phone is silent. Lu Yuchi is not sad or happy. At this point, he has no fear.
For a long time, Ding Ke's voice came, "Xiao Lu, to tell you the truth, I don't know what to say. I'm not against homosexuality. I just didn't expect that you would like me."
Lu Yuchi said: "you must not have pressure, I like you is my business, I will not harass you, if you feel inconvenient, I can change the working environment, you know I have no financial pressure, I don't care..."
Ding Ke interrupted, "don't mention resigning. I won't agree either. Emotion is emotion and work is work. To say the least, if we're not together, can't we be friends or colleagues? You're doing a good job. I don't want to lose a good employee. "
Lu Yuchi said, "I understand. I'll go to work after a few days off. "
Ding Ke said: "thank you, Xiao Lu. I don't mean to be polite, but I think so from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for doing all these things for me. I keep them in mind. You can not treat me as a friend, but I will always treat you as a friend."
Lu Yuchi said with a smile, "you don't have to talk about this among friends. You know everything."
Ding Ke was silent again. After a while, he said, "thank you for liking me. You are very good, but it is not suitable for us to be lovers."
Lu Yuchi got on his horse and said, "I know that some words have been in my heart for a long time, but I just want to poke them out. Now it's much more comfortable. You don't have to worry about me. I'm ok. Feelings. Like is like, don't like is don't like. We're all adults. It's better to be cheerful than to grind and haw. Last night, I worried for half a night, If I want to go out to find you, I'm afraid you'll beat me in anger. I can't afford to hurt my face now. I should have told you if I knew you were so open-minded. Maybe I'd fall in love now“
Lu Yuchi said, "I know." in fact, he didn't know what he was talking about. He kept talking nonsense and laughing.
Ding Ke said: "you have such good conditions. There are plenty of people chasing you. When you fall in love, say hello to me and I'll treat you to dinner."
Lu Yuchi said with a smile, "yes, no problem."
Ding Ke said: "I have something else to do here. I won't talk to you first."
"Well, go ahead and talk to me later."
When the phone hung up, Lu Yuchi fooled himself into being relaxed. He just raised his hand and picked up the water cup. When he drank a mouthful of water, he couldn't swallow it. His nose was very sour and his eyes were blurred. Even the water in his mouth became sour and intolerable quietly. For seven years, he loved that person wholeheartedly. Even if he knew the ending might have been wishful thinking, it really came to this day, He still can't accept it.
The heart seems to be thrown into the meat grinder, and he is not even angry. Why can people like Ni Huan have a relationship with Ding Ke, but he can't, just because they are all men?
Lu Yuchi is not afraid of other people's gossiping and the eyes of the world. He has been here for so many years, but at this moment, he is very weak. He lies on the sofa with his eyes closed. When one can be unscrupulous, he can't cry. This is the despair from the bottom of his heart, because he knows that tears and sadness can't solve any problem.
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Min Jiangxi had just finished class when she saw the wechat sent by Cheng Shuang and asked her to go to Lu Yuchi's place. She carried four beer and hit the door with her knees. Cheng Shuang came to open the door. Seeing this, she said in a voice, "I want Cao Cao to arrive."
Then he moved the four beer into the room.
The tea table is already full of all kinds of wine bottles, red, beer and white. Cheng Shuang holds a bottle of red wine, looks up at Min Jiangxi and says, "this bottle is collected by Lao Cheng. I stole it while he's not at home. I'll wait for you to open it."
Min Jiangxi pulls a cushion and sits on the carpet. First, she opens a can of beer to moisten her throat. Tomorrow and Sunday, she doesn't have to worry about it.
The red wine is poured into a goblet, and Cheng shuangju says to Lu Yuchi: "don't be afraid. People tell you that the best medicine to forget a relationship is time and new love. When you have a new love, you will be in a good mood. Who do you love and who is Ding Ke? What he can't get is always in turmoil. In fact, he is not as good as you think. If he is perfect, how many boats can Ni Huan step on
This is cruel, but the stubborn disease needs to be cured. Cheng Shuang is also afraid that Lu Yuchi can't bear it, so he can only be black for a while.
However, Lu Yuchi was only sad when he heard this. The red wine in his glass went up. He hung his eyes and blocked the red under his eyes. He said in a deep voice: "I finally understand what Jiangxi said. Love is like winning the lottery. I only see five million people win, but I don't see that other people lose. I can fully understand Ding Ke's mood, but I can't control myself, I'm not as sick as a beggar. "
Min Jiangxi looked up and drank up the red wine in his glass. He said with a light complexion: "even if he is rich, he hopes to have five million more. I can't avoid the vulgarity because of human nature."
Lu Yuchi was immersed in grief. She didn't seem to recognize min Jiangxi's implication until she said calmly, "I'll tell you something. I'm in love."
Cheng Shuangma looks up at her. Lu Yuchi looks up later. The former is surprised, the latter is at a loss.
Min Jiangxi said: "love is very annoying. It always makes me happy and always makes me afraid that I will be unhappy one day. This kind of feeling makes me very unhappy."
Cheng Shuang didn't blink. Lu Yuchi was stunned. Five seconds later, he said, "who are you in love with?"
Min Jiangxi touched the goblet column, "Qin Zhan."