Nanyue believed in Buddhism before she was born. On the other side of the photo, Guanyin, a symbol of compassion, is worshipped. Beside Guanyin, there is Maitreya Buddha who is always smiling. Jiangdong remembers that Nanyue is kind-hearted, but seldom laughs.

Looking at the picture of Nanyue, Jiang Yueting turned his back to Jiangdong and said, "do you know why your mother believes in Buddhism?"

Jiang Dong frowned and hated Jiang Yueting's beating around the Bush and his fear of the unknown. He kept silent. Jiang Yueting was silent for a long time and said, "you should remember Shen Fanghan. When your mother was still there, she took you to worship her every year and said that they were good friends. She should have told you that even if she was gone one day, You have to make time every year to give Shen Fanghan a fragrance. "

Jiang Dong's patience was limited. He interrupted coldly: "what do you want to tell me about Aunt Shen? I'm not born to my mother. Aunt Shen is my mother?"

Jiang Dong couldn't see the expression on Jiang Yueting's face. After a long time, he heard Jiang Yueting say, "when I was young, I fell in love with Shen Fanghan. Later, I got married, and she got married. She was very happy, but she had no parents or brothers or sisters. She had been married for more than a year, and her husband died. Her family fought for her property. She was less than two months pregnant at that time, When I went to her city, I helped her. Your mother heard the wind and quarreled with me. She said that our old love had revived, that I was taking advantage of the opportunity to enter, and that the baby in other people's stomach was mine. When I was young, I had a bad relationship with your mother. Maybe I didn't give her enough sense of security, or maybe she forced me to have no chance to catch my breath, We can't communicate with each other. She sees my faults and I see her faults as well. "

"During that time, I dodged her. She ran to my company and made a scene. In a hurry, I asked her for a divorce. She left. I thought we should calm down for a while and we need to have a good talk. As a result, she directly ordered a ticket to go to Shen Fanghan. I don't know what she said to Shen Fanghan. That day, when your mother went back to Shencheng, Shen Fanghan had an accident outside the city, robbed and killed two strong girls, The police solved the case quickly and caught the suspect. Your mother was very flustered and said that she didn't do it. Of course, I know it wasn't her. She just gave Shen Fanghan a bank card and forced him to leave all night. Shen Fanghan put the card on her desk at home and wrote a letter of apology. The robber said that Shen Fanghan would give everything except the ring on her hand when she robbed. "

"I asked your mother at that time. Do you still doubt it? Do you regret it? Have you ever felt the slightest bit of guilt and guilt? I asked her, when you had a son to watch, did you ever think that if other people lost their parents and husbands, they should have children to accompany them, why did they die like this? "

Jiang Dong stretches his face and wants to retort, but his lips can't be opened. Since he has the impression, the relationship between Jiang Yueting and Nan Yue has always been tense. Jiang Yueting goes home, and they quarrel, but they don't go home. Nan Yue closes the door and smashes things. I don't know from which day, Nan Yue suddenly turns sexual, no longer irritable, no longer self pity, It's about eating fast and chanting Buddha to cultivate one's character.

Jiangdong always thought that Jiang Yueting forced him to do this, because Nanyue had no way to change him, so he had to aggrieve himself.

But Jiang Yueting said, "I know your mother's nature is not bad. It's our marriage that has gone wrong, which makes us the most annoying one step by step. When the accident happened, she was afraid that Shen Fanghan would blame her and the children in Shen Fanghan's stomach would blame her. I couldn't say that she would pay for her life, but I couldn't forgive her. She invited a room full of Buddhas and worshiped everything, If you want to make atonement, it took two years to leave only this Guanyin and Maitreya. She told me that she didn't ask Shen Fanghan and the Buddha to forgive her, but only hoped that you would not be punished. She hoped that you would be kind and always smile. "

"When you were young, I didn't do my duty as a father. You should be nice to your mother. I told your mother that I would not tell you about it. She said that you have the right to know the truth. When you grow up, she will tell you personally. In those years, her mood has been very stable. I know that the knot in her heart has not been solved, but I didn't expect that she would be so unhappy... I have an unshirkable responsibility for your mother's death. You blame me, even hate me. I have nothing to say. I can't let you go, and I can't teach you how to be kind. "

Jiang Dong's hands hanging on his side, I don't know when to clench into a fist, staring at Jiang Yueting's back, said: "since so many years, why suddenly want to tell me the truth?"

Jiang Yueting turned around, looked at Jiang Dong and said in a voice, "I want to get married."

Jiangdong didn't wait for a second. He snapped, "don't even think about it!"

In front of Nanyue's portrait, in front of Nanyue, don't even think about it.

Jiang Yueting said: "after your mother passed away, I thought for many years whether I had done too much harm to people in the shopping mall, so it was destined that people around me hated me so much. I also thought about never remarrying for a lifetime, but now I meet someone who can live a lifetime. I used to be sorry to many people, and I can't be sorry to her any more."

Jiang Dong laughed angrily, "you take the reason of my mother's death to promise other women..."

Jiang Dong was so angry that he couldn't feel anything but anger. But his eyes couldn't see clearly. It didn't matter that he couldn't see clearly. He said stubbornly, "did min Jie change her mind and want you to marry her again?"

Jiang Yueting said, "it's not that she wants to marry, it's that I have to."

Jiang Dong wanted to laugh, but his tears fell uncontrollably. His white face was as pale as paper, and his beauty was distorted. He didn't want to say anything. He turned around and wanted to leave. Jiang Yueting said, "don't go to find min Jie. I beg you, she's pregnant."

Jiang Dong's back is to Jiang Yueting. His back is stiff. He is one meter eight five tall, but he is helpless.

Jiang Dong does not speak, Jiang Yueting pleads: "I beg you, some mistakes once committed, this life can not make up, the most unforgivable person is yourself."

Jiang Dong turned around and said in a loud voice, "I don't need you to teach me the example of my mother! How are you? Have you ever loved her? Have you ever loved me? What you love most is yourself

After that, he turned around and left. He didn't want to stay for a second. At the bottom of his heart, he couldn't say whether he was more angry or sad. His mother, who has been a Green Lantern Buddha for so many years, has always been atoning for her own mistakes. His father, who has been fighting for so many years, is also hard to say. He is the only one who is not pleasing and can't learn how to please, Nanyue didn't think about him when she cut off the main artery of her neck, and Jiang Yueting didn't think about him when she cried out to marry someone else, because he was not remembered by anyone. Even the truth, he was lucky to know by others' light.