Chapter 1015

Even if the bottom of my heart has a bad idea, can really hear, or a moment of blank, min Jiangxi secretly took a breath, a few seconds later said: "I let Qin Zhan find a way to find experts in this field, now medicine is so developed, the method is always more than the problem, you don't worry, must relax, I won't tell Cheng Shuang, we solve in private."

Min jiangxisu is rational and clear-cut. Cheng Chunsheng says with a smile: "I'm completely relaxed now. There's nothing I can't think of. When people eat grains, they will always get sick. It's just my turn to get seriously ill. Uncle, thank you, but don't bother. I've seen doctors at home and abroad, and I'm afraid of misdiagnosis. There are five or six hospitals and many authoritative doctors, It's all the same

Cheng Chunsheng's tone is relaxed, but min Jiangxi doesn't know which sentence to start with. The bottom of her tongue suddenly turns sour. She wants to say something comforting, but what she says is just deceiving others and herself. If it's a little worse, it's called stealing the bell from the ear. Some things don't happen if they don't deceive themselves.

Min Jiangxi is silent. Cheng Chunsheng comforts: "it's OK. You must not have psychological burden. If you feel uncomfortable, I will feel more guilty."

Min Jiang Xiqiang calmed himself and squeezed out two words from his throat: "No."

Cheng Chunsheng said: "that's why I haven't told Cheng Shuang and the people around me. People have their own lives. I don't want to cure them. If I can't cure them now, I have to admit my life. But the last thing young people want is to admit their life. I don't want Cheng Shuang to run around because of my illness, and then be hit again and again. I'm desperate. There's no need to live to our age, You can be patient with everything. Why drag people around to suffer together? It's better to go through the last paragraph happily. "

After that, Cheng Chunsheng sighed, "I'm very sorry for you. It makes you feel bad for nothing."

Min Jiangxi choked and said in a soft voice, "no, uncle, you don't have to worry about me."

Cheng Chunsheng said: "Jiang Xi, you are a good child, and you are the most sensible one in your group. At that time, you can help your uncle persuade Cheng Shuang, so that she can't think of it. You tell her that I can't be with her, at least I can be with her mother. Her mother has been waiting for me for many years."

Min Jiang Xiwei looked down and said in a voice: "Uncle Cheng, no matter what, Cheng Shuang and I will be friends for life. Whether we are happy or not, we will take care of each other. You don't have to worry about this."

Cheng Chunsheng answered: "good, good, you accompany her to finish the road in the future, no matter where I am, I will be very relieved."

Min Jiangxi carried waves of sour, calm voice said: "but do you want to hide from Cheng Shuang, I want you to think it over again, you want her to accept without pressure, but if it's really that day, will she feel sorry for not doing her best? Will that regret accompany her through the next life? She may blame me for not giving back and let her miss the last chance to save you. I don't know which one hurts more than regret. "

When she finished, Cheng Chunsheng fell into silence unexpectedly. For a long time, min Jiangxi said again: "I have discussed with Cheng Shuang that we all have no mother. For the loss of family members, we seem to be caught off guard, which will hurt us a little more. We always think about if, if what happened that day, maybe the result will not be like this. Aunt heart disease, go very suddenly, when I was in hospital, she secretly ran to my bed, with her hand to my nose, she is too afraid of sudden loss of this thing, she said, would rather long before bed day after day suffering, but at least we try our best, always better than caught off guard, even a good-bye can not say

Cheng Chunsheng's cry is very small. He doesn't want min Jiangxi to hear it, but he can't help it. Min Jiangxi is on the phone, and she's very depressed. For her, Cheng Chunsheng is not only Cheng Shuang's father, but also half of her family. She's so sad. What's more, Cheng Shuang's pain comes from the fear of how painful people will be.

It took a long time for Cheng Chunsheng's voice to come from his mobile phone, with a strong calmness, "I know Cheng Shuang thinks about her mother, and I've tried my best to make her happy these years, but I didn't expect..."

I didn't expect that Cheng Shuang's mother's death would leave such a big shadow on her. Cheng Chunsheng cried, and min Jiangxi said, "Uncle Cheng, you don't have to worry. What I'm saying to you is that Cheng Shuang is not as soft as you think. She is no longer a child. She learns to sniff and consciously protects people around her. Everyone will grow up, She often said that God is very fair, although she does not have a mother, but you when the father and mother, so she has nothing, especially love. Before I met Cheng Shuang, I had a bad personality, and I didn't want to make any friends in the University. You said that I was the most sensible among us. In fact, I don't think they were all tolerant of me. We were all learning how to become better. Cheng Shuang is just like you. She has a happy nature. With my understanding of her, if we hide from her, she may not blame us, She will only be angry why she is not responsible enough, which makes us feel that she has no courage to accept. "

Cheng Chunsheng sighed and said in a soft voice, "it seems that I am too self righteous."

"Because you all love each other more," Min said

Cheng Chunsheng said, "Jiang Xi, do your uncle a favor. Let me think about it for another two days. I'll think about how to talk to her."

Min Jiangxi immediately heard the implication and said in a voice: "don't worry, I won't tell Cheng Shuang."

Cheng Chunsheng said, "thank you. Thank you for saying that to your uncle."

Min Jiangxi said, "I respect all your decisions. If you need me anywhere, just say it."

After a few more conversations, the phone hangs up and min Jiangxi sits on the sofa alone. In her empty room, she feels like a piece is missing. She doesn't want to cry. She just feels empty. It's like a house has been demolished and a wall has been removed. It seems that there are other sides, but home is no longer home.

There are only a few people worth thinking about in one's life. Minyi left, but Jiang yuanyinxin didn't know for decades whether she was alive or dead. Grandma left. Now even Cheng Chunsheng has received a countdown notice. He knows that it's common sense to live, old, and die, but who can face it calmly? The so-called calm is just too much experience. He uses the calm wind on the surface to replace the hysteria in his heart.

People are very vulnerable, in front of the word love.

Min Jiangxi leans on the sofa. Her mind can't tell whether it's chaotic or empty. She looks like a statue with a delicate and expressionless face. She used to think that she was very close to her real life with a layer of transparent glass. But she had a sense of distance. She protected herself carefully because she knew that no one could protect her when she was injured, She missed that man so much.

Take out the mobile phone, min Jiangxi call Qin Zhan, the phone rang twice after being connected, familiar voice came, "Hello, Xibao."

Min Jiangxi said, "what are you doing? I miss you."