Chapter 1052

Cheng Shuang is not angry with Xian Tianzuo or the congee she spills. She is just angry that she is useless. She has nothing to do with Cheng Chunsheng's life and death. She can only cheat others and herself every day, saying that she will be fine. She thinks she has managed her life well, but in fact it is a mess; She thought she was very strong, but in fact she was very strong.

She can't imagine what her life would be like without Cheng Chunsheng. It's like losing her mother. Losing is not a noun, but a continuous verb. If it's gone, she won't talk and answer her phone any more. Thinking of death, she can only tear her heart with photos. It took her many years to accept her mother's death. She has no courage or confidence to experience it again.

From choking to losing her voice, Cheng Shuang wants to let all her unhappiness flow out of her eyes. She doesn't know that when she loses control of her emotions, she grabs her hair and doesn't even feel that someone is breaking her hand. For fear of hurting her, Xian Tianzuo doesn't dare to use too much force to break it one by one and hold it in her palm.

Cheng Shuang clenches his fist in one hand and is held by Xian Tianzuo in the other. He cries until he is exhausted. His mood gradually tends to calm down, and he also gradually feels the warmth of wrapping his right hand. His legs are numb. He thinks of it, but he can't look up, as if he has a runny nose.

Burying his head, Cheng Shuang said, "you go."

The familiar male voice came from the opposite, "wait a minute, I'll buy porridge."

Cheng's eyes were hot and his nose was sour. He said in a low voice, "no, you can go."

Xian Tianzuo said, "get up and go home first."

Cheng Shuang or stubborn that sentence: "I'm ok, you go, I want to stay alone." If he doesn't leave, how can she get up? Cheng Shuang feels that her nose is running down, and she can't clean it.

But Xian Tianzuo is stubborn, "you get up and I'll go."

Cheng Shuang scolds others from the bottom of her heart. How could she not see him so haunting before? Now she's bothering people. She frowns. She says in a stuffy voice: "I'm just in a bad mood. I haven't tried to die. You don't have to be afraid of my suicide."

Xian Tianzuo didn't make a sound for a long time. Of course, he didn't move either. Cheng's legs hurt like needles. He wanted to sniff, but he was afraid that Xian Tianzuo would hear him. He just stood up.

They squat face to face, like two ostriches. The one who gets up first is the grandson. Cheng Shuang's cell phone rings when it rains at night. In his right pocket, he subconsciously moves his right hand. He holds her tightly. Cheng Shuang opens his eyes in the dark. What's the matter with his heart?

Xian Tianzuo forced her on purpose. Seeing that she couldn't get up, Cheng shuangzhen didn't get up. He just said, "let go."

Xian Tianzuo didn't let go. She couldn't see the expression on his face. After a while, Cheng Shuang said, "you don't mind holding the hand that isn't your girlfriend, I do."

Xian Tianzuo said, "I lied to you the day before yesterday... Not today."

Cheng Shuang cried until his IQ was slow. He was stunned that it took a few seconds to understand what he meant. He secretly scolded him for beating around the Bush and said, "I don't want to talk about it now. Can you go?"

Xian Tianzuo said, "get up and go home."

Cheng Shuang wants to cry without tears. His nose has rubbed against his pants. How can anyone be unlucky to lose face if he wants to be handsome? It's not that she doesn't want to get up, it's that she can't get up!

A slightly familiar male voice suddenly appeared beside him and asked tentatively, "Miss Cheng, are you ok?"

Cheng Shuang feels familiar, but he can't remember who it is for a moment, and he can't look back. He has to harden his head and say, "it's OK."

Looking at the man in a security uniform, Xian Tianzuo said, "please buy me a bag of paper towels. Thank you."

The man said, "I'll see if there is one in the guard room. Just a moment."

Hearing this, Cheng Shuang finally remembers who is the guard of the community. Even the guard is shocked. It's a shame to lose face at the door.

Not long after, the guard quickly ran over and handed Xian Tianzuo a roll of unopened paper, "only this one, can you use it?"

Xian Tianzuo took over, "thank you. I'll give you the money later."

The guard said, "it's OK. Don't mention it. I'll go first. Call me if you have anything."

Cheng Shuang hears the sound of walking away, and then the sound of unpacking. Xian Tianzuo steadfastly holds her right hand, opens the outer package of the roll of paper with one hand, pulls another section, and plugs it into Cheng Shuang's face along the gap. Cheng Shuang sees the straw, takes it without any trace, and wipes off his nose.

A few seconds later, Cheng Shuang raises her head and looks into the face of the man squatting in front of her. The first time she looks at him from such a close distance, she thinks he is not very handsome, but he is very stylish. But just at this moment, she really gets his face. She is so indifferent that she is going to be tired of the world. But her eyes may come back at any time with unburned ashes.

Four eyes opposite, Cheng Shuang unconsciously wet eyes, after all, or wronged, Xian Tianzuo whispered: "I don't hit you."

Cheng Shuang shed tears, angry to cry, secretly scold this silly force, who confessed to tell people, I don't hit you?

Seeing this, Xian Tianzuo silently handed over the roll of paper. Cheng Shuang wiped his nose with a piece of paper and pulled it along with the situation. After pulling it, he knew later. What is this? He didn't wipe her tears, she also went to pull the paper, the key two people face to face, not standing, or squatting, how to think how strange.

Xian Tianzuo was silent for a long time, and finally choked out a sentence: "Qin Zhan helped your father find the best doctor. Don't worry too much."

Cheng Shuang said angrily, "if you are your father, can you not worry?"

Xian Tianzuo's face did not change and said: "I have never met people. It has nothing to do with me whether they live or die."

Cheng Shuang chokes, and then she doesn't open her eyes. She wants to stand up. As a result, she has no consciousness in her legs and leans forward halfway up. A normal man has been holding people in his arms for a long time. Xian Tianzuo doesn't want to. He holds Cheng Shuang's hand and her arm in the other hand. He stabilizes people one meter away and says, "let's not squat so long."

Cheng Shuang said, "what's your business?"

Instead of looking at Cheng Shuang's face, Xian Tianzuo looks down at her legs. Cheng Shuang is just about to say, "what are you looking at?" unexpectedly, Xian Tianzuo suddenly takes a step forward, embracing her waist with one hand and her legs with the other. With a little effort, Cheng Shuang soars into the air.

The world became silent for a few seconds. In a trance, Cheng Shuang seemed to catch a glimpse of the night sky. She saw a few stars in the sky, especially bright. She hadn't looked up at the sky for a long time. If Xian Tianzuo hadn't held her up and scared her to look up, she wouldn't have had this chance.

Xian Tianzuo had no patience. He took Cheng Shuang in his arms and strode to the gate of the community. After more than ten steps, Cheng Shuang regained his mind and looked at him and said, "what are you doing?"

Xian Tianzuo did not squint, "send you home."

Cheng Shuang said, "my boyfriend didn't even say to hold me. Who are you

Xian Tianzuo was silent for a moment and said, "I said I like you seriously. You should think about it."