Chapter 1292

Qin Jiading's voice was very low, and min Jiangxi's heart clapped.

Both of them were holding mobile phones, but they were speechless to each other. I don't know how long later, Qin Jiading asked, "have you known for a long time?"

His voice was soft, without any questioning, as if it was just a question. In addition to being dumb, min Jiangxi felt like a lump in her throat for a moment. She really seldom could not open her mouth.

Qin Jiading waited for a few seconds, waiting for only silence. He said to himself, "I'm not angry with you. You have nothing to do with everything. Why am I angry with you?"

Qin Jiading's voice was so low that he could hear a slight choking. Min Jiangxi's throat was sour for a moment, and he blurted out: "are you ok?"

Qin Jiading said, "I've thought of many possibilities, but I didn't expect that."

Min Jiangxi and Qin Jiading have said a lot of great things, but they can't say anything at the moment. There is only silence, and Qin Jiading is also silent. They are speechless, and ordinary people can't stand it face to face. But strangely, min Jiangxi and Qin Jiading both feel that this is a kind of company. Even if they are thousands of kilometers away, even if they can't see each other, they all know that there is someone on the other side of the mobile phone.

"Ho..." for a long time, Qin Jiading suddenly sighed.

When min Jiangxi heard the depression in the sigh, he said in a voice, "if you feel uncomfortable, you just cry. There's no need to bear it."

Qin Jiading wept silently and said to himself, "I've been thinking about how my father came over these years. How hard he felt in his heart, and so did my mother. The people my father used to like, and so did she. It's hard for all of you who know about it. How can everyone be so upset?"

Min Jiangxi imagined countless kinds of reactions after Qin Jiading learned the truth. He guessed that he might not be hysterical, but he did not expect that what he cared about was the feelings of others.

Min Jiangxi said: "I shouldn't convey idealism to you, but I don't know how to explain it except that people have their own destiny."

Qin Jiading said: "am I too selfish? My father has prepared a lot of things for me to celebrate my birthday, but the birthday present I want is a secret. Watching him crying at the dinner table, he said happy birthday one second and sorry the next."

The more calm Qin Jiading was, the more painful min Jiangxi felt, which made her throat tight. "Everyone has his own responsibility. Sooner or later, he will tell you."

Qin Jiading asked: "listen to my father, he forced my mother to jump. I don't have much emotion in my heart. I just feel surprised. Do you think there is something wrong with me?"

Tears suddenly fall, min Jiangxi whispered: "you have no problem, you have never met your mother, and think your father is also a victim, if you are angry with him, also don't want him, then how can he do?"

When min Jiangxi's voice falls, Qin Jiading suddenly chokes up, and then he can't control it. He is broken by Min Jiangxi's words and his tense mood.

Min Jiangxi listened to the cry from the mobile phone, not hysterical, not crying, but collapse, helpless, like this moment lost all.

Min Jiangxi didn't persuade Qin Jiading not to cry. They cried through their mobile phones, one crying, the other crying silently. After a long time, Qin Jiading's crying stopped. Min Jiangxi said, "do you want me to pick you up?"

Qin Jiading shook his head slightly. Then he thought that Min Jiangxi couldn't see him. He said, "I'm gone. What can my father do?"

Min Jiangxi's throat seems to be firmly grasped. Qin Zhan can't make her cry. Qin Jiading can.

Adjusting her breath without any trace, min Jiangxi said, "what do you do?"

Qin Jiading said, "you have taught me so much truth and how to deal with people. Tell me what I should do."

"I understand that you don't forgive, and I respect your forgiveness. Only you can make the decision," Min said

"I'm afraid I made a mistake," Qin said

Min Jiangxi said: "the problem this time is not a mathematical problem. I can't solve it without standard answers."

Qin Jiading suddenly asked: "if one day your father came back and said it was difficult to leave, would you forgive him?"

"If you ask me this one year ago, I will tell you without hesitation that if I don't forgive him, he indirectly killed my mother and made me lose a happy childhood. But now I suddenly feel that it doesn't matter. If I don't forgive him, I can't change the fact. Maybe he will feel better when I say forgive him, but I have to depend on my mood. I'm in a good mood, Maybe one day I'll forgive him. "

After that, without waiting for Qin Jiading to make a sound, min jiangxiwu added: "in fact, it's not that I suddenly feel indifferent, but that my own state of mind has changed. I feel very happy now, and I have a new family. You, your second uncle, grandfather, your father and your grandfather are all very good to me. Now I'm in good health. It's a bit hard to hate anyone, since I can't hate anyone, Why do you always remind yourself that you don't forget your original intention and set up a person

Qin Jiading heard the speech, silent for a long time, "I know."

Min Jiangxi deliberately relaxed and suspicious tone asked: "what do you know? I don't even know what I want to say. "

Qin Jiading said: "there are still a few hours for your birthday. You can't spend it together this year. Try to spend it together next year."

"Do you want to come back on my birthday next year?"

"It depends on the mood." Qin Jiading is back to the past, cool and proud.

After chatting for a while, Qin Jiading takes the initiative to hang up. Min Jiangxi sits by the bed alone, as if he had just experienced a battle and is inexplicably tired.

On the way home, Qin Zhan received a call from Qin she, "brother."

From the other end of the mobile phone came the cry. Qin Zhan was confused and thought he had heard the wrong thing. But when he listened carefully, it was Qin's voice again, even though Qin Zhan had never seen Qin cry like this since he was young.

Leng for a few seconds, Qin Zhan tried to calm down and asked: "what's the matter, what's the matter?"

Qin he just cried. A man in his thirties was out of breath. Qin Zhanshen asked in a deep voice, "is something wrong with Jiading?"

Qin said with a cry: "ah Zhan, Jiading said he didn't blame me..."

Before finishing a sentence, Qin Hou began to cry again. Qin Zhan heard the speech and did not know whether to rest assured or sad. After a while, he said, "this is not a good thing."

Qin she cried and said: "he said it's not my fault. He didn't have the right to say anything about adults. He said to me..." Qin she choked several times. "He said that the hardest person in these years is me. It's not my fault that I've been throwing him beside you. I'm the first father, and he's also the first son..."

Qin Yu is sobbing. Qin Zhan is sitting in the car and has no chance to tell Qin Yu that the sound insulation board has not been put down. His crying is all over the car and the driver's hair is standing up.

Qin Hou has been holding on for more than ten years. From the initial escape to the later abandonment, he thinks that the day Qin Jiading knows, that is, the day when their father and son completely break up, but he never thinks, "Jiading says that he has never lacked anything, and he has been very happy all these years. Ah Zhan, thank you, thank you..."