In a trance, Ding Ding seems to hear Rong Yijing sigh, but she is not sure. Her intuition tells her that what she is most afraid of is about to happen, but she still clumsily chooses to give up resistance and accept it silently.
Rong Yijing said calmly: "the girl who ate hot pot with me last night is Yan Yan, one year younger than you. Yan Yu's father and mother's sister, whose parents are divorced and in a bad mood, came to Shencheng to relax. I invited her to have a meal. I'm afraid you'll think too much and I didn't tell you."
Ding Ding stopped his tears when he heard Yan Yu and his sister. Because of the accident and surprise, he didn't expect the answer.
When she was silent, Rong Yijing already said to herself, "I didn't understand what I said, which made you misunderstand. I apologize to you. Don't make yourself unhappy because of other people's mistakes. If you don't believe me, I'll ask Yan Yu to send you a picture of him and Yan Yan."
Rong Yijing is gentle all the way, but Ding Ding is sensitive to the "others". Rong Yijing is really angry and wants to draw a line with her.
In a hurry, Ding Ding cried and said, "sorry, brother Jing, I didn't mean to. I didn't believe you..."
Rong Yijing said in a warm voice: "it's just a misunderstanding. Don't cry. Your eyes are swollen. How can you see your classmates?"
The gentler he is, the more guilty Ding Ding is. Besides guilt, there is also a hard to hide fear. She is afraid to show an unpleasant side in front of Rong Yijing. She used to be a scum, so she studies hard; I don't know what to say, so I'm careful; I don't know how to be smart, so I'll talk less and make fewer mistakes.
But only in the matter of loving him, she couldn't do it in any way.
Blame, shame, worry, grievance, countless kinds of emotions mixed together, Ding Ding forced to cry impulse, trying to explain: "I'm sorry, really sorry, I just... Don't know how to talk to you."
Rong Yijing said, "are you afraid that I will step on two boats?"
In response to his only Ding Ding extremely restrained suppressed cry.
Rong Yijing kisses more seriously: "Ding Ding, it's not only your belief, but also my principle to be single-minded in love. Because the object is you, I won't do anything out of line. It's not a promise, it's just my idea."
"I'm sorry, Jingge. I know it's wrong..."
"I didn't say you were right. Your mistake was to suspect me of cheating. You didn't even have the courage to ask. Are you saving face for me? Or are you afraid that it's true and you can only break up? "
Without waiting for Ding Ding's reply, Rong Yijing asked himself: "no matter what kind, it's not the way I agree with. We are in love. During the period of love, you always have the right to ask about the other half's emotional discomfort. If you can't do it, no one will think you are generous, just say you are not promising."
After that, Rong Yijing then asked: "are you so afraid of breaking up, afraid to the point where you can bear to be wronged?"
Ding Ding and Rong Yijing have known each other for four years. He has not been aggressive, but it is obvious that this time he is here. Tension and fear make her forget everything and concentrate on Rong Yijing.
I don't think it's right, but when the words come to my mouth, Ding Ding still chooses to tell the truth: "I saw you in the hot pot shop, you didn't mention it. I'm afraid that if I mention it, you will be embarrassed, and I'm really afraid of breaking up. But I've thought about it for a long time, this knot in my heart can't pass. When I think about it, I'll still find a chance to mention it to you."
Speaking of the end, Ding Ding is full of tears, like this moment has broken up with Rong Yijing.
Rong Yijing asked: "find a chance to break up with me?"
Ding Ding's eyes were blurry and his throat was sore. He covered his eyes with a "hum.".
Rong Yijing said: "don't tell me the reason, just find an excuse to break up with me?"
Ding Ding responded to Rong Yijing's speculation with silence.
Rong Yijing sighed secretly. How much do you like it? Will you keep his dignity even if you leave?
"Ding Ding..."
Rong Yijing just let out a cry. Ding Ding suddenly couldn't help but sob. He cried and said: "I know I'm not good. I always do something to make you feel bad. Thank you, brother Jing. Thank you for teaching me all these years. I remember every word you said. I'll work hard. You really... Don't worry about me, I won't be too sad if I'm not with you. I'm not because I want to cry, or I'm too embarrassed. You don't have to pay attention to me“
Ding Ding tries to pinch her thigh to calm down. Don't say one thing and do another. Don't let Rong Yijing misunderstand that she is crying and sympathizing on purpose. What she says is true, really.
Rong Yijing said helplessly: "isn't the misunderstanding open? Why do you want to break up with me? "
Ding Ding covered his cell phone, took a few deep breaths, and was ready to speak when he was in a stable mood. However, as soon as he opened his mouth, his voice still trembled: "brother Jing, I know you won't take the initiative to break up with me. As long as | I don't mention it, you will always bear me..."
Rong Yijing interrupted: "don't think you scare people by breaking up. I won't tell you your mistake. Remember, no matter how much you love someone, don't give up your bottom line because of his mistake. If I cheat, what you should do is to dump me without hesitation, instead of worrying about whether I will change my ways. I know men better than you. Men will only bully and connive, People who will never leave him, but what a man loves is people who do wrong and dump him every minute. "
Finish saying, Rong Yijing changed a tone, as usual way: "you, just lack a little kill cutting decisive agile, win in the heart still have a few, if really like a person, like to even the bottom line, then I really want to be angry."
Ding Ding red eyes, whispered: "you are not angry now?"
Rong Yijing said: "I didn't make it clear that it was the trouble I caused. It's a good idea to put the blame on you."
Ding Ding smoked: "I didn't do it well, I'll improve later."
Rong Yijing seriously teases people: "Oh, is there any future? Don't you want to break up with me? "
Ding Ding can't hear these two words, even if it's a joke, tears will still fall down uncontrollably.
Rong Yijing heard the rustling sound, and quickly said: "OK, OK, don't tease you, my fault, I apologize to you face to face, OK?"
Ding Ding sat on the upper berth, his body inertia two convulsions, slow half pat way: "you are not seven o'clock car, now it's six thirty, you go quickly, I'm ok."
Rong Yijing said: "about ten minutes, I'll go to your school gate and pick up some necessary things... Forget it, you don't need to bring anything, just come out directly."
Ding Ding silly asked: "what's the matter?"
Rong Yijing said: "I haven't taught you for a long time. I haven't finished. Come out and I'll talk about you face to face."