When several people meet again, they all know it by heart. No one mentions the other party's envy. They go to the parking place together. Min Jiangxi wants to go back to live in the countryside. Min Jie says, "play for a few days and then go. You're not in a hurry to come this time."
Min Jiangxi said: "it's not easy for us to live in your old house. We'll come back to accompany you in the new year."
Min Jie said: "then you leave me. You go to play and I'll take care of me."
Min Jiangxi calmly tossed the pot: "you ask Qin Zhan."
Qin Zhan also responded quickly: "I can do it. Look at Jiading."
Min Jie set her eyes on Qin Jiading, "Ding Ding, why don't you stay? Let's play together."
Qin Jiading said, "Auntie, do you want to hear what I mean?"
Min Jie was a bit surprised, "you say."
Qin Jiading said: "I really want to accompany you. It doesn't matter if I'm a good boy. He doesn't know anything now. I can deal with it after eating, sleeping and eating every day. But I really don't want to watch cartoons from two to five years old. I want to be quiet."
This successfully amused min Jiangxi, Qin Zhan saw min Jiangxi smile, lips also curved upward arc.
Min Jie smelled the speech and said with a distressed look on her face: "Oh, you see that my aunt didn't take good care of you. Have you been noisy these two days?"
Qin Jiading said: "in fact, I'm not afraid of noise. I'm afraid that the response is not enough, which makes my aunt feel perfunctory."
Min Jiangxi teased from the side: "look back and fall a name of unfilial."
Min Jie also said solemnly: "I'll talk about her when I go back. I don't have an elder like me..."
A few people walk to the parking space while talking. Because of Qin Jiading's sacrifice, min Jie no longer strongly invites a few people to stay. After saying hello, they go back to their respective cars. Qin Zhan and min Jiangxi take one, and Qin Jiading sits with them in the other.
On the way back to her hometown, min Jiangxi always kicks her left hand in her coat pocket. When she comes here, she does the same thing, because there is a small accessory in her pocket. Qin Zhan says that it contains Jiang Yuan's ashes. She believes it, but she doesn't know if there are more in the tomb, so she selfishly leaves the last hope to min Yi, which contains Jiang Yuan's ashes, Gave it to the cemetery staff and told them to put it in later.
Min Jiangxi doesn't think that if she does this, she will feel less sorry for Jiang Yuan. She can't even convince herself that if she lives in the same bed and dies in the same cave, she will die. There's no spirit in the world. She just can't help it. In the face of such a fucked life, if she doesn't die in front of the grave, it's her unfair resistance to the world, It's also a two-way guard for these people around us.
She has no chance to say sorry to the dead and doesn't want to say sorry to the living.
Qin Zhan has been paying close attention to min Jiangxi's mood. He doesn't want to change the topic rashly. There is no silver here. When he is thinking about what to say, he doesn't expect min Jiangxi to say: "are you tired?"
Qin Zhan immediately side head, "not tired, how?"
Min Jiangxi: "it's OK. I just came here yesterday. Today I have to go to the grave and go back to the bottom. I'm afraid you're tired."
Qin Zhan said: "the paper was burned in Jiading, and he watched cartoons with me. I'm not tired at all."
Min Jiangxi was poked to a laughing point again and said with a smile: "pity my brother Ding. I have to take care of my darling. I've been looking haggard these two days."
Qin Zhan said, "it's time for him to report back."
Min Jiangxi half true and half false said: "brother if you know Jiading now live this kind of life, must be distressed to death."
Qin Zhandao said: "who let him hide for so many years, it's good to forgive him. I really hope to play father's kindness and son's filial piety around him all my life."
Min Jiangxi felt that Qin Zhan had something to say in his words. He looked at him and said, "what do you mean?"
Qin Zhan didn't want to make min Jiangxi feel sad about Jiang Yuan. He didn't even want to think about it. He sold his brother for glory: "Qin Jiading didn't plan to leave this time when he came back. He said he couldn't get along with his father and my father."
Min Jiangxi is really willing to hear its detailed, "which aspects can't get together?"
Qin Zhan's eyes were more or less crossed, a little disgusted, "some people are too attentive. They coax Qin Jiading like a three-year-old every day. It's strange that they can get along with each other."
Qin Jiading never mentioned this matter to min Jiangxi. He only gave Qin Zhan two simple and comprehensive examples. Qin Zhan said in his original words: "he said that my father talks to him every day with a child under five years old. Every time he asks if the food is suitable for his taste, Qin Jiading is afraid that his next sentence is to say: come on, eat more food, which makes Qin Jiading have a bad appetite every day."
"Besides, my brother, because he was so guilty that he wanted to go up to heaven to pick the stars to make up for Qin Jiading. He was so good to Qin Jiading that he was so close to him that he was like a shadow."
"Qin Jiading wanted to be magnanimous and understand. One night, my brother played games with him for four hours. When Qin Jiading said that he wanted to go to bed, he was still grinding and hawing and didn't want to leave. Finally, he euphemistically said that he wanted to tell Qin Jiading a bedtime story, and then he ordered the dynamite barrel. Qin Jiading felt that if he didn't stay away from this abnormal atmosphere, In the future, mental health can't rely on self-regulation, but on the prescription of a psychologist. "
Qin Zhan said with disgust, as if Qin Jiading had suffered a lot of grievances abroad. Min Jiangxi made up for the above scene, resisted the impulse of shivering, and said seriously: "really want to come back, don't make everyone insane."
Qin Zhandao: "some things can get a result is good."
Min Jiangxi answered: "well, that's right."
Qin Zhan suddenly realized something and said in a hurry, "I didn't say you."
Min Jiangxi said: "it's the same for everyone. It's good to have a result."
There are really not so many good things to have the best of both worlds. If you make a mistake and apologize, you can feel at ease as if it never happened. Everything can start from scratch. Green's fairy tales are not so beautiful.
Qin Jiading can forgive Qin she, but he can't get along with his son; Min Jiangxi can let min Yi and Jiang Yuan die at the same acupoint, but can't let Jiang Yuan hear her sorry. The world is always unfair when it is fair, and unexpected fairness when it is unfair.
Qin Zhan clenched Min Jiang Xi's hand, Min Jiang Xi's head laughed, "I'm really OK, are you afraid I can't think of it?"
Qin Zhan only said: "I don't care what other people think, anyway, I think my parents must be very happy now, because they know you are very good."
Min Jiangxi suddenly red eyes, even camouflage opportunities are not, eyebrow micro motion, she slowed a few seconds before the way: "do you know the end of my heart?"
Qin Zhan said, "you don't have to do anything. If you say it, I will have it."
Min Jiangxi is very useful, but turned a glance, pretended to be cold and said: "big brother's lesson."
Qin Gu is "dead" in greasy crooked, Qin Zhan said: "he wants to tell bedtime story, Qin Jiading won't let him tell."
Min Jiangxi immediately said, "I didn't ask you to tell me."
Qin Zhan said: "you asked me not to tell you before, but now you don't ask. Inside and outside, you just want me to tell you, and then round it up. You just like me like this."
Min Jiangxi's face couldn't agree with the ridicule, but his mouth didn't keep up, because Qin Zhan was really right.