When Qin Zhan called min Jiangxi, he knew what she was dreaming about. Seeing her eyes looking at a place without focus, he helped her wipe away the tears from her face and whispered, "my parents won't go."
Qin zhanben wanted to say that they would not leave you alone, but min Jiangxi was not a three-year-old child after all. She had a definition of whether she was left behind or not. It was because she couldn't change it that she was miserable and unwilling. Even though she was tortured, she was abnormal and happy.
Min Jiangxi didn't look at Qin Zhan. She looked at a place, as if there were three other people sitting there. Her hope was more than sadness. She said in a soft voice, "I haven't dreamed of them for a long time."
Qin Zhan knew which three were after a while, and said to himself, "if you go to see them today, they all know. Don't cry. They will feel sad when they see them."
The tears flowed silently and quickly fainted and dyed in the pillow case. Min Jiangxi was calm and calm in his voice: "the North said that they would get on the bus and get off the bus with dumplings. They ate dumplings and cooked a bowl of noodles for me. They said that they would leave after eating and let me go home."
Qin Zhan was caught off guard when he heard that he was stabbed with a sword. He didn't feel the same way in the world, but min Jiangxi's pain was enough for him.
Without saying a word, Qin Zhan quietly takes min Jiangxi to his arms. Min Jiangxi's voice is as usual: "I'm ok."
Qin Zhan said: "don't have to be OK. I won't persuade you to put it down. No one will force you to forget it. Just remember that you feel uncomfortable. When you miss them, close the door and I'll cry with you."
Min Jiangxi raises her lips and thinks of Qin Zhan crying with her. It's funny.
Qin Zhan didn't look at Min Jiangxi's face, only said two words: "don't laugh."
He was doomed to be unable to make up for min Jiangxi's regret, but at least he didn't want her to smile.
Min Jiangxi said, "I don't want to cry with you. I'm afraid I'll laugh."
Qin Zhan asked in a low voice, "what can I do to make you feel better?"
Min Jiangxi put his hand around Qin Zhan's waist. As soon as he hugged her, she hugged him back. With a kind of gentle tone, she said, "be confident. If you don't say that your appearance is because of my existence, you don't have to do anything. Just stay."
Many people need Qin Zhan, but min Jiangxi is the only one who needs Qin Zhan.
Qin Zhan didn't feel powerless for the first time. He could only close his arms more tightly, hoping that the possessiveness of strong integration could dilute min Jiangxi's sense of loneliness of being homeless.
Min Jiangxi raised his hand and touched Qin Zhan's back brain, which was similar to appeasing: "don't worry, I want to open up, let them go, they have their life, and I have my own life."
Having said that, Qin Zhan clearly felt the hot liquid flowing into his neck, and his throat was itchy. Qin Zhan said in a low voice, "don't force yourself. You don't choose to lose, let alone accept."
Min Jiangxi said: "I just accept that they are no longer here. I don't want to deceive myself any more. I can bring them back again and again in my dreams. Grandma said that she was worried about me. My mother said that she missed me. My father said that he never blamed me..."
Qin Zhan is careful. He doesn't know which is more important, sad or happy. In the final analysis, he is selfish. Min Jiangxi can let him go.
Min Jiangxi closed her eyes and recalled her dream again and again. "I'll think about it all my life, but I don't want to see them sad again. I don't have to worry about me any more."
Qin Zhan almost cried, excited and happy.
Min Jiangxi stopped her tears for a while, only to find that Qin Zhan's face was wet. She asked, "Why are you crying again?"
Qin Zhan closed his eyes and said, "No
With that, he added: "you rubbed my face."
Min Jiangxi squinted, "did I rub your pillow?"
Qin Zhan didn't say a word. Min Jiangxi raised his hand to pick his eyelids. Qin Zhan held her wrist. Min Jiangxi said, "open your eyes and let me have a look."
Qin zhanyan is simple and comprehensive: "sleep."
Min Jiangxi said, "I didn't find you cry so much before."
Qin Zhan: "regret?"
Min Jiangxi: "not to the point of regret."
Qin Zhan: "where is that?"
Min Jiangxi did not hesitate: "slightly dislike."
Qin Zhan seems to have expected that, just waiting for her words, min Jiangxi's voice just fell, Qin Zhan quickly hit min Jiangxi in the ribs, min Jiangxi is not a ticklish person, but out of crisis protection, or instinctively shrink up, two people in bed fluttering together.
The old house, the old bed, the old decoration, and even the wall next door are separated by prefabricated boards. If the movement is a little bigger, you will hear something from the next door.
Qin Jiading was lying on the bed next door and didn't sleep. He just had a chat with Qin she on wechat. Qin she wanted to ask him to live abroad for a few days, but was dismissed by Qin Jiading's saying, "second aunt is in a bad mood, I'll accompany her for a while.".
After quitting wechat, as soon as he opened the game, there was a plop at the head of the bed. At the beginning, Qin Jiading was startled. Then the sound of the bedboard came up again, vaguely accompanied by Qin Zhan's voice. Qin Jiading subconsciously wanted to listen carefully, but it took only a few seconds. Then he suddenly realized something and hurriedly took out the earphone box from his bag and plugged his ears.
He's 16 or 17 years old, and he's really not a child, especially after spending a year abroad. Men and women of his age don't know how many times they've changed. He once played basketball in the gymnasium by skipping classes. He thought he didn't have one person. Who knows that Qin Jiading was able to walk when he got up from the back row. But the other person looked at him, Clearly with suspicion that he has no eyesight to see the son's displeasure, well, Qin Jiading twisted his head, raised his hand to throw a ball, he still did not go, who is more cheeky than, anyway, he is not the only one.
At five o'clock, Qin Zhan knocked on Qin Jiading's door at four fifty-five. Qin Jiading's voice was clear: "come in."
Qin Zhan opened the door and looked at Qin Jiading, who was dressed and sitting on the chair playing with his mobile phone, "didn't you sleep?"
”No Originally wanted to sleep, was suddenly surprised, this process does not need to elaborate.
Qin Zhan closed the door, mysterious, low voice asked: "what did you say before?"
Just as Qin Jiading finished, he looked up and said, "when?"
Qin Zhan: "when burning paper."
Qin Jiading: "what's the matter?"
Qin Zhan: "she had a dream at noon. When she got up, she said that she would never go to the top again."
Qin Jiading pondered for a moment: "it seems that sending mahjong table is right."