Chapter 1586

Some things just can't be pondered. The more pondered, the more difficult it is. Ding Ding thought it was OK to meet Rong Yijing three or four times a month. Rong Yijing was very busy, and she was also very busy. Sometimes Rong Yijing sent a message to her, she was in class, sometimes he called her, she was in the anatomy room, and vice versa, She is also used to not disturb, two people are tacitly maintaining the same rhythm.

Sometimes Liu Yuting will say: "you never meet your boyfriend. It's obvious that you are in the same place as you are in another place. It's not a long-term plan to go on like this, is it?"

Ding Ding will comfort others and himself: "he is the age to work, I am the age to study. If I don't do my job, something will happen."

Similar words, min Jiangxi told her, Rong Yijing also said, Ding Ding think their words must be right, so bear in mind, practice.

But on the track of fixed cycle, there will be external interference from time to time. For example, Zhou Qi and Li Mingke, who can meet each other every day, have been classmates since junior high school and classmates in senior high school. Now they are admitted to the same university as they wish. Several people chat in private. Zhou Qi said: "we are going to interview the Affiliated Hospital of Shenzhen University together after graduation. Of course, it's best for both of us to enter, Even if you can't get in, it doesn't matter. There are so many large and small hospitals in Shencheng, public and private. As long as the salary is stable, work hard for five years, and get married with a little savings in hand... "

When it comes to the topic of marriage, Ding Ding is afraid to take over. Rong Yijing said that he would not get married. Liu Yuting had not broken up with Gao Wenpeng at that time, and vowed: "we don't care. I always scare him. Do you dare to get a license at any time? He said, "at any time, whoever doesn't go will be the grandson."

They have been in love for more than four years. Now the people who have vowed have gone half the way to the sky. Ding Ding can't sleep at night. Many times she thinks about where the future of her and Rong Yijing is. Let alone getting married, four years is a long time.

In the private room of the hotel, a group of people are sitting around the table. There is no class tomorrow and Saturday. There are two cases of beer on the corner floor, and everyone has several cans of beer on hand. Liu Yuting raised her glass and said, "today our table is too high in gold, worth 400000 yuan."

Everyone laughs. Led by Liu Yuting, she clinks glasses to celebrate. Ding Ding's throat eats throat candy and drinks again. At first, it's cold and painful, but after drinking two cans, she is strangely paralyzed. She just can't eat food, so she doesn't move chopsticks and drinks beer.

Liu Yuting will not be in a good mood tonight. Although she has never shown it, Ding Ding and Zhou Qi know that she was hurt by Gao Wenpeng because of her indefatigable drinking posture.

Liu Yuting could not drink enough beer, and he asked for a few bottles of Baijiu. The boys also drank high on the table. They refused to accept the rules. They knew the rules of the liquor, that is, Baijiu one or two, beer can, beer white, and everyone was chosen. Ding Ding was also a big drink. He really couldn't drink it, so he had to turn his head white.

Entrance Baijiu Baijiu, sweet and sour, spicy, not difficult to drink, the only advantage is that the amount of less, a bite of the throat will also swallow, Ding Ding did not expect that after the liquor so strong, she drank 22, fingers began to numb, the head can not be too fast, dizzy.

Halfway, Liu Yuting gets up to go to the bathroom, and Ding Ding also gets up. They go to the bathroom together. Liu Yuting pouts in the compartment, and Ding Ding pats her on the back: "I want you to drink less. Don't drink later."

Liu Yuting didn't spit out, and her eyes turned red. She closed her eyes, and tears welled up silently. Ding Ding took a long time to find out, and quickly advised: "Hey, Lao Liu... Don't cry..."

Liu Yuting choked out. Ding Ding didn't know what to do. The key was that he couldn't pretend that he didn't know the reason. He could only say in a low voice: "you also said that there's no need to be nostalgic for that kind of person. I think he's doing it by himself. You're so good, but you can't find a better one?"

Liu Yuting really drank too much. She squatted on the floor with her back against the wall of the compartment and cried: "I know I'm cheap, but I can't help it. I can't tell whether I hate him or myself, and I don't know whether I still love him or not..."

Ding Ding squatted on the opposite side of her, "of course, it's not reconciled. You can throw a rag by yourself, and you can't let others steal it. But if you think about it carefully, it's useless for you to take it back. If you throw it again, you'll get dirty hands. If someone doesn't feel dirty, you'll give it to her."

Liu Yuting covered her eyes with both hands and repressed: "my mind is full of his kindness to me before. He was really not like this before. Did I turn him into a rag?"

Ding Ding grabs Liu Yuting's wrist. Although her voice is small, she says firmly: "don't talk nonsense, let alone think so. You're not in a bad temper. You don't find fault for no reason. Is there nothing wrong with him? Every time you lose your temper, it's not caused by him. You're trying to control your temper, but you don't like him, and he hasn't changed. Can you tolerate it unconditionally? When you break up, you lower your head first. Originally, it's not a big deal. He has to make a big deal. It seems that he can't get through this. Before he leaves, he still holds the black pot on your head. Lao Zhou is right. His so-called long-standing resentment is in fact a temporary intention. When you have a new lover, he won't make do with you. It's enough for you to sober up and reflect on yourself, Don't make excuses for such people. "

Liu Yuting tried to stop her tears. She gritted her teeth and endured the pain. After a while, she took a deep breath. "During the time when I separated from him, I found a substitute and secretly hid in the bathroom to cry. I even slapped myself. How can I die without him? Maybe I'm not reconciled. It's not that I'm not reconciled to how good he was to me, but how good I've been to him, how much I've paid for him over the years. I've always wanted to grow old with him. Every day I have countless moments to dream about our future, what kind of wedding we'll have, and what's our name... "

Tears streaming down, Liu Yuting mood has been very stable, "but he did not say hello to me, said to go, even if he can pull me to a place where no one, good to tell me that he does not love me, I can accept the break-up, I can let him go, I just don't want to... So many years of feelings, separation must use such a way, no dignity left."

"Lao Ding, do you know? Recently, I want to understand one thing. Liking will disappear. In fact, long before we started making trouble, I vaguely felt that it was not right. He didn't want to see me. If a person had you in his heart, he would come to you. If he didn't come, don't give him any excuse. He just didn't want to see you. "