Ding Ding presses Rong Yijing's hand rigidly. Rong Yijing simply pushes her down, takes shelter and kisses her head. Ding Ding raises his arm to block her, and is easily pushed aside by Rong Yijing. His kiss falls on her cheek and lips. Ding Ding shrinks his shoulder armor to avoid as much as he can.
In the quiet room, there was only the friction sound of cloth and clothing. Ding Ding didn't make a sound. Her nose was the most familiar smell, and she was pushed into the most familiar arms. In this case, women's resistance was naturally ineffective. The ups and downs of her body swayed the alcohol in her stomach. In a trance, Ding Ding felt that she was in the sea, someone was holding her waist, and she didn't know where to go.
Rong Yijing makes her uncomfortable. Ding Ding doesn't open her mouth, but he still sees it. She turns over and her face is just buried between two pillows. Ding Ding just feels that she can breathe. Then the collision behind her makes her hang half a breath, as if she can't put it down forever.
I don't know how long after that, a familiar voice sounded: "I'm going to drain."
Ding Ding closed his eyes, his hair stuck to his cheek, and there was one person missing from the bed.
When Rong Yijing came out of the bathroom, he didn't expect Ding Ding would sit up. He was wearing his shirt and sat down in the corner of the bed. He was like a cat.
Step closer, Rong Yijing get close to the past, reach out and touch Ding Ding's head: "better?"
Ding Ding hung his eyes, covered his eyes with thick eyelashes, opened his mouth, and said softly, "No
Rong Yijing asked in a warm voice: "it's still hard? Do you want to go to the hospital? "
Ding Ding said: "can you not wear it?"
Rong Yijing: "hmm?"
Ding Ding did not raise his eyes, as if to himself, but his voice was very clear. He only said two words: "set up a son."
Rongyijing eyes suddenly across a touch of surprise color, slow half said: "men don't matter, you can't."
Ding Ding raised his eyes and looked at Rong Yijing without blinking: "I can."
She has many dark and bright pupils, like the stars hung on the top of the Christmas tree by Rong Yijing himself, but more like the unreachable stars in the sky. For the first time, Rong Yijing was dazzled by her eyes. All of a sudden, she had mixed feelings. After a while, she said, "no matter what time, you should put yourself in the first place."
He once again reached out and touched Ding Ding's head. Ding Ding couldn't turn his eyes: "you're afraid I'm pregnant."
Rong Yijing's face was still calm. A few seconds later, he said, "yes, you are still in school. Don't do things that make you scared on the spur of the moment."
Ding Ding looked directly into Rong Yijing's eyes and said, "are you afraid?"
Rong Yijing did not hesitate: "yes."
He saw Ding Ding's eyes filled with tears in an instant. Rong Yijing said softly, "I don't want you to take medicine afterwards. I don't want you to worry about things you shouldn't worry about. I want to make choices for reasons other than you and me. We are together. I am a man, and I have the obligation to reduce the risk to zero."
Ding Ding eyes with tears, did not flow down, a very light voice said: "you do not want to get married."
Rong Yijing still did not hesitate: "yes."
Ding Ding dropped his head, tears fell on his shirt, still moistening things silently.
"Do you want to get married?" Rong Yijing asked
Ding Ding instinctively shook his head.
Rong Yijing then asked, "do you want a child?"
Ding Ding shook his head again. She doesn't want to get married, let alone marry Rong Yijing through her children. She just
"I don't know what happened. I didn't want to break your principles, and I didn't want to say nothing, but I can't control it. I don't think you belong to me. Sooner or later, you will hate me more and more. I can never get married, I can never have children, and I just want to be with you..."
Ding Ding put his forehead on his knee, curled up the smallest protective circle with his arms, exhausted all his courage, and said the secret he was most afraid of being known by Rong Yijing.
She didn't know what Rong Yijing would think after hearing it. She felt that eternity was too greedy? Still feel so long, she is still not the slightest change, is still the mud on the wall of ah Dou.
Rong Yijing opens his arms and holds Ding Ding in his arms. Wen Sheng says, "thank you for giving me what I want all the time. I'm sorry I didn't make you happy too. It's my fault."
Ding Ding tried his best to endure and didn't dare to cry. Rong Yijing asked softly, "some things I think too much and don't consider your feelings. When you are in a better mood, let's talk and see how I can do it in the future, you can be happier."
Ding Ding suddenly put his hand around Rong Yijing's neck, tightly, tightly, choked: "can we not break up?"
Rong Yijing holds Ding Ding's slim body and says gently, "you didn't want to break up. You think you can just break up."
Ding Ding said, "I'm sorry, I've drunk too much and said a lot of things that hurt your heart."
Rong Yijing said: "wine is not a good thing, but I allow you to drink more at my side, otherwise it is difficult to hear my bad words from your mouth."
Hot tears flow down, Ding Ding with the strength of wine to dare to say: "I like you so much..."
Rongyijing holding Dingding, chin on her shoulder, low voice: "me too."
Ding Ding felt that she had drunk too much, but at this moment, a contradicting remark came out of her heart: you are not.
Rong Yijing won't love her as much as she likes him, but what does it matter? Originally, she liked it first, but she couldn't ask for it. Now that she has got it, Rong Yijing has never treated her badly. What is she still asking for?
Hold Rong Yijing tightly, Ding Ding's lips fall on his neck, gently, dare not force, afraid that too strong feelings will make him feel pressure.