Chapter 49

Mu Ruchen looks at Xiaoyuan's busy back, cold in his heart, warm little by little, and raises a faint smile on his lips.

"I'll help you." Muruchen enters the kitchen.

"Daddy, can you?" Asked Ogaki jokingly.

Mu Ruchen frowned.

"Just go to the restaurant and wait. It'll be hot soon!" Xiaoyuan laughed happily, "I don't know what daddy likes to eat, so I do it according to what I like to eat. I just started to learn, and the taste may not be very authentic."

Mu Ruchen sat in the dining room, suddenly felt that he was really an incompetent father.

"Daddy, come and have dinner!" Ogaki put the two plates in the past.

One dish is spareribs, one dish is vegetables, and two bowls of rice. It's really very simple, but Xiaoyuan has tried his best.

Mu Ruchen took it and tasted it. Although it was not as good as the food outside, it was very homey.

"Xiaoyuan, did you eat it?"

"I've already had it!" Xiaoyuan sat opposite mu Ruchen, "Daddy, my craft is OK, isn't it?"

"Why learn to cook?" Mu Ruchen looked at him, dark eyes, melting ice and snow.

"Because I don't think Daddy is willing to find a woman, so I'll take care of him!" Xiaoyuan laughed very happily, "after that, my task is to make daddy happy!"

Thin face, with a little pride.

Mu Ruchen's eyes are inexplicably sour.

"Xiaoyuan?"

"Well?" Ogaki answers with his delicate head tilted.

"Go and turn off the lights in the dining room and living room."

"Good!"

Although Xiaoyuan didn't know what he meant, he obediently went to the living room and turned off all the lights. Then he went back to the dining room and turned off the lights.

However, when the darkness came, Ogaki suddenly felt that a powerful embrace held him.

It's warm. It's warm.

Warm enough to make Ogaki's eyes sour.

From beginning to remember things, this is the way Ogaki and daddy get along with each other. They take care of each other and tell each other their worries. They are like father and son, but they are also like friends.

But, never hugged.

Before the onset of the disease, Dad would hold him and take him to the hospital, but never in a real sense.

At the moment, it was dark all around, and Xiaoyuan could see nothing.

But I'm happier than ever.

However, he also noticed the vulnerability of Daddy.

"Daddy, someone hurt you, didn't they?" Xiaoyuan with the most gentle embrace, tender to embrace daddy, "you still have me."

Mu Ruchen only held his son and did not speak.

In my heart, more and more guilt poured out.

"Daddy, you like anlixia!" Voice, very sure, "otherwise you won't be hurt by her, but since daddy likes it, why don't you fight for it?"

"She's getting married."

And it was because of him, because she wanted to get rid of him, that she got married.

"Daddy, don't make excuses. First of all, do you like her or not?"

Mu Ruchen was silent for a long time.

"I don't know."

He didn't like anyone, and he didn't know how to like it. Every time he saw her, he would be inexplicably angry, but if he couldn't see her, he would feel very lonely.

He never felt that way.

"Dad, don't go to other people. If you don't know your feelings, it will only bring more conflicts."

"Well!" Mu Ruchen is very obedient.

Then he let go of Ogaki, got up, turned on the light, and continued to eat at the table.

He looked calm as if nothing had happened.

Xiaoyuan sighs. Daddy's ability to disguise himself is not so high!

After dinner, Xiaoyuan was reading a book and muruchen was reading a document, which lasted until late at night.

Change into pajamas, two people lying in the same bed, and then turn off the light, lying side by side.

Space, silent.

Looking at the darkness in front of him, Ogaki was eager.

"Daddy?" After thinking for a long time, I couldn't help saying it.

"What's the matter?" Mu Ruchen immediately replied, obviously, he is also awake.

"Tonight Can you... " Ogaki a little nervous, "can you hold me to sleep?"

"Well?"

"I love daddy's hug!" Ogaki immediately explained, "tonight, I'm a little sleepless. I think if my father holds me to sleep, I'll sleep faster, right? And daddy's arms are warm and comfortable, so I want daddy to hold me more! "

With that, Ogaki felt uneasy again. He was very embarrassed when he made such a request for the first time."Daddy, I'm only five and a half years old. In terms of age, I'm still a child, and I have the privilege to act like a spoiler to Daddy, right?" Ogaki is not sure whether daddy will like his request, "if daddy doesn't like it too much..."

Words, haven't finished, small body was hugged!

The warmth of the quilt and daddy's temperature suddenly surrounded Ogaki.

"I like it," muruchen said in a low voice. "I like to hold Xiaoyuan, but before, I didn't know how to hold it. I don't know if it would be very strange, so I didn't hold it all the time. I'm sorry. Every night after that, Daddy would sleep with Xiaoyuan, OK?"

"Good!" Xiaoyuan holds daddy's neck and laughs happily.

It's exciting.

Daddy's holding him again.

So close to the distance, so warm, let him more and more reluctant to leave daddy, how to do?

Mu Ruchen leaned over and held Xiaoyuan in his arms. Such a kind distance made him feel that maybe this was his father.

He was wrong for such a long distance.

Maybe, he should hold his neck and sit on his lap like Tiantian did to him. He often acts coquettishly and asks for him. He can even yell at him when he is not happy. Maybe this is the closest relationship, right?

And sweetie kisses him in the face.

At that time, he didn't know it was his daughter, but every time he saw her, he wanted to talk with her more.

Want to meet her every request.

With Xiaoyuan in his arms, mu Ruchen felt guilty. Although he brought him up, he didn't seem to be a competent father.

After that, he decided to correct it.

Feel small yuan breathing steady, should be asleep?

So he bowed his head and gave him a kiss on his little face.

Very soft face, kiss up, feel very warm, so, mu Ruchen can't help but kiss again, and then with a light voice can only hear his own gently said, "son, good night."

In the dark, Ogaki's eyelashes trembled.

Bear for a long time, lip corners, or can't help but Yang up.

In my heart, silently also said a, dear daddy, good night.