During the holidays, as soon as she didn't go home, she stayed in her bedroom and seldom watched her call.
Frozen shook his head, "my relatives, all died in the debris flow."
Xiaoqian immediately recorded this important information in her brain.
"How old were you then?" Xiaoqian uses the tone of chatting to ask, in fact, the treatment has already begun.
"When I was 6 years old, it happened to be our traditional shampoo Festival. In the morning, all men, women and children went to the river to wash their hair. I wore a silk Qima. I like it very much, but now I can't remember the color of that Qima. I'm looking forward to the shampoo banquet held at home in the evening. I want to sing a shampoo song with my family and have a big dinner. But before evening, the debris flow broke out."
Qima is the name of Xianzu for long skirt. Xiaoqian silently hands lengyi a paper towel, knowing that lengyi has been brought into her memory. Being a good listener is also the quality of a psychologist.
"My father threw me on the roof, and he tried to drag my mother. As a result, the debris flow swept my mother away. He went to drag, and he was gone."
Frozen a cry, Xiaoqian some understand, why frozen a sleepwalking, will run upstairs, she must think she is guilty, watching parents die in front of her eyes, so small children, how can bear.
"Sometimes I think, if only I were dead, if my father didn't hold me up, they would come up together, and it would be OK."
"It's instinctive for every parent to think of their children when the crisis breaks out."
"No, I'm an unknown person. I didn't wash well on shampoo day, and I didn't pray for my family. That's why. Many people died in our village, but not in my family. My parents died, leaving only children."
Frozen one says here, already sobbing.
Xiaoqian hopes that she can cry more, which can release part of the pressure, but only crying is not enough.
Frozen one did not say very detailed, but Xiaoqian can analyze it by herself, in the more traditional village, people's words are terrible, frozen one will be given all kinds of slander, even curse.
When people have no way to convey their anger to the natural disaster, they have to find a vent. Obviously, xiaoleng was used as a vent. Everyone said that she was unknown, so as to vent her dissatisfaction with the disaster.
No wonder no one talks to her for a while. Xiaoqian suddenly wants to cry.
It turns out that she is not an autistic tendency, but a kind-hearted person who is too silent. Is she afraid to associate with others and bring them bad luck?
So, just waiting for you silently, standing far away from the crowd, looking at you, like a spectator of the world.
"What's your shampoo day?" Xiaoqian thought, is to the day of the accident, frozen a will pressure, appear sleepwalking.
"June 15 of the lunar calendar."
No, the days are not right.
Xiaoqian thought for a moment, suddenly thought of last night's scene.
"Who is the man who came to you last night?"
“”
See frozen a don't want to say, small Qian changed direction again.
"Your parents are gone. Who will raise you?"“ My uncle
"Is the man who came yesterday your uncle's child?"
"No, he's my uncle's fiance."
"What?! How old is he
It's bullshit. Lengyi is just how old now. When a man doesn't dress up as a migrant worker, he looks at 30. If he dresses up like a migrant worker yesterday, he looks at 40 at least.
"Uncle asked me to get engaged to him during the winter vacation."
"Don't listen to him. Neither your parents nor your parents have arranged the marriage." Xiaoqian can't listen to this.
No wonder lengyi has been under such great mental pressure recently. It turns out that there are still such things!
"Uncle said that I used a lot of money from my childhood. If I didn't get good grades, I would be subsidized by the government all the time. He wouldn't let me come. I don't want to get married."
Frozen at this time just had this age little girl's mood, lies prone in the small Qian bosom to cry.
Xiaoqian patted her like a mother, "not afraid, with me, he can't touch you."
"I want to work to earn money for my uncle, but he said that he has already collected 10000 yuan from the other party. In fact, we don't want betrothal gifts when we get married. Why does he want to collect money? I want to work hard."
The tutor is only a few yuan an hour now. It's hard to find. She doesn't know if she can make enough money.
"I'll help you solve this problem. Don't take this problem too seriously in your freshman year. Now I'll find a way to release your pressure. The things on your back are too heavy. If you don't release them, it's very bad for you."
"Qian Zong, what should I do, I"
Xiaoqian patted her, now the situation is not optimistic.
Frozen a thing is not a little knot, but involves the heaviest human life, if she hypnosis treatment, the effect is not much better, only such emotional catharsis is not enough.
"Damn, why can't I meet you a few years earlier?"
Xiaoqian hate to say.
After the disaster, people in the disaster area will suffer psychological damage to varying degrees. Houses can be rebuilt, but the psychological damage has not healed.
Many people will say that time can forget everything. In fact, it's not right. Some injuries can only become more and more painful with time, especially when she was a little girl. If Xiaoqian met her when she was a little girl, she might be better.
Now it's not enough to just talk to vent our emotions. What should we do
"Lengyi, did you always sit on the roof, and then you were rescued?" Xiaoqian can only randomly grasp a point, to see if you can think of a way to let frozen a sleepwalking time not to go to the roof.
"No, my house soon collapsed. Many pla uncles saved me."
It's no wonder that she has such a good impression on the soldiers. When Xiaoqian thought about the time when she was admitted to school, lengyi really respected the soldiers. At the beginning, the prime minister tortoise did so much for everyone, and everyone resisted. She was the only one who didn't move. Even if she was not a good soldier, lengyi would not hurt him.
"Can you tell me the specific process?"
"I sat on the house and felt the water getting fiercer and fiercer. I could even feel the shaking of the house. At that time, my brain was blank. I was still watching the flood. I hoped my parents could come up again. After waiting for a long time, I didn't know if they were dead. In fact, I didn't know what death was at that time." I'm still a child with limited cognition, but I don't think it's a good thing.
"Then, a plane came from the sky. A little uncle in a sky blue uniform hung down with a rope. He held me in one hand and the rope in the other. As soon as he took me away, the house was over. It was so warm in his arms."
Xiaoqian's eyes are bright. That's great. It's a turn for the better! For a better reading experience.