Chapter 501

Love song 19O, led by salamanders and sung by soldiers.

This is Liu Shuang's favorite song in his life. If there was no business, this song should have been given to them as a special gift at the wedding of lone wolf and Hu Meijing.

When Hu Meijing heard this familiar melody, her grief reached a limit. Things are right and people are wrong. Everything is over. If she wants to speak, tears will flow first.

The same melody appears in two absolute extreme occasions, how can we not let people heartbreak? Although the oath is in people, yin and yang are separated. When there is no illness to escape, when the hatred and hostility is untied by reality, what is left to all of us is the irresolvable sadness in our hearts.

The rain just came.

The drizzle like silk hides the tears on the sad soldiers' faces, and the missing of their comrades in arms are all kneaded in the song. Who said that they only have iron bones and don't understand tenderness, but this romance appears at the moment, but it is so sad.

Hu Meijing kneels on the ground, and the rain on her head suddenly stops.

Looking up, I see Xiaoqian in black holding a white umbrella to block the rain over her head. From the bottom up, Xiaoqian seems to be a protective umbrella to block her wind and rain. In a repressive environment, it seems to be the last salvation.

"Dr. Chen, what can I do? What have I done all these years?"

Hu Meijing covered her face and wept.

"You've done what he wanted you to do over the years, and you've done well."

Hu Meijing looks up at Xiaoqian with dim tears. Xiaoqian gently wipes the tears from her face.

"He hopes you can have a different life. His mother and his comrades in arms all hope so. How nice to hear this song. Anything can be abandoned, nothing can be forgotten, girl, don't cry, you are still up "

Xiaoqian reads the lyrics and looks at Hu Meijing with benevolence“ When he is fearless ahead, his faith is nothing more than to protect the safety of the people he loves. The love of soldiers is always wide. He hopes to exchange himself for the well-being of thousands of families, but I think he hopes the people he loves to be happy. Your good life is the greatest affirmation for him. "

Even in the years when Hu Meijing lost her personality, her subconscious never stopped thinking of him. Even her second personality was changed according to the gentle woman in the heart of the lone wolf.

There are so many ways to express love, the most tragic is nothing more than this kind of life, which is very strong but still has to work hard, because she knows what he thinks in his heart.

"I really don't know how to be happy, I don't know"

"You know, long love always hurts people's heart. After all, the good things in the past will never go back to you. But life will always go on. Your heart has made a choice for you. Meijing, come back to me."

Xiaoqian threw away her umbrella and stood up straight, "come on, look into my eyes."

Hu Meijing, who has been relieved by sadness, unconsciously looks at Xiaoqian. At this time, her consciousness is highly concentrated. Xiaoqian reaches out her hands and palms inward, gently touches Hu Meijing's temple, and says in a gentle voice, "do you still have unfinished wishes in your heart?"

"No more." Hu Meijing shakes her head. She feels her brain is blank.

"Look into my eyes, come on, don't move. Your sadness will turn with my eyes. When I take my hand away, you will fall forward with me."

Professor Liu is standing in the nearest place to Xiaoqian. She is quite surprised to see Xiaoqian's action. Even this?

"Come back to my arms." Xiaoqian loose hands, Hu Meijing body light, straight to Xiaoqian fell over, the whole person fainted.

Yu Mingming rushed over and said to Xiaoqian, "what did you use for her?"

It's better than a tranquilizer. You put out your hand and you get dizzy?

"Forward hypnosis, usually not so good, because she is now in an unstable state, her subconscious intended to escape sadness, so will cooperate with me, take her back, I want to carry out the final treatment."

"Who taught you that?" Professor Liu did not expect Xiaoqian to master several methods of hypnosis so skillfully, just right.

"You."

"I wrote this in my notebook?"

"I bought your book about hypnosis."

Professor Liu is puzzled. Has she ever published a book on this before? But she has a book in hand, which is being sorted out and has not yet passed the second trial of the editor. How does she know?

Watching the crowd take Hu Meijing to the car, Xiaoqian stands in the rain, silently looking at the stele of lone wolf.

"He should be able to rest."

"I don't know if I'm doing it right. Next, I'll help her to hypnotize again, so that she can forget her second personality of falling in love with the lone wolf, and wake up her second personality. According to my inference, her second personality will disappear completely, and she will gradually integrate into the second personality in the future. When she thinks about the lone wolf after ten or twenty years, the weight of the lone wolf in her heart will not be as heavy as it is now, Her focus will also be on her current family. "

Yu Guangming is silent.

Xiaoqian looks at the tombstone of lone wolf. The man in the photo looks at the world with peaceful eyes. She can't guess the heart of a person who has been sleeping for a long time. She doesn't know whether he will approve her action.

After today, there is no unfinished wish in Hu Meijing's heart. Hu Meijing, who belongs to the lone wolf, disappears completely, which is equivalent to burying her lover in a different way.

"He wants her to be happy, and you did the right thing." Yu Qingming said.

He can understand the lone wolf. What the lone wolf wanted most in his life was that Hu Meijing could live happily. Otherwise, he would not write half pension to Hu Meijing in his suicide note, but Hu Meijing is not a person who can easily let go. If she is allowed to maintain her second personality, she will spend the rest of her life in pain and memory.

So Xiaoqian's way is the best choice for Hu Meijing and her present husband, and also follows the will of lone wolf.

"Yes, the living people will be happy, but those who have died." Xiaoqian looked at the monument, thinking about her daughter.

Hu Meijing can escape from reality by alternating her personality, but she would rather bear the pain every time she thinks about it.

If obsessive-compulsive disorder is the punishment for her failure as a mother, she is willing to bear the punishment until the day when she meets her daughter again. She should never forget that she once had a sweet little angel.

This choice is not decided by one's own consciousness, it comes from the soul's involuntariness.

Hu Meijing finally chose to let the second personality and lone wolf die in this rainy day, which is a kind of love.

Xiaoqian punishes herself with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Don't forget her daughter. It's also a kind of love.

Don't say which kind of love is more profound, and don't say which kind of love is more valuable, just say that character determines fate“ Xiaoqiang, if one day you are asked to choose between "forget me" and "pain", which one do you want? "

"I don't choose any."

"Well?" Xiaoqian looks at him.

Yu Guangming's hand is on her face, and her eyes are soft.

"I'll let you choose. If you think I'm miserable and you're happy, I'll be miserable. If you think I forget you, I'll pretend to forget you, as long as you're happy. If one day, I'm like a lone wolf -- "

Xiaoqian put her hand on his mouth. He held her hand and gently kissed her on his lips.

"I just want to say that if one day you will live happily, in order not to let this tragic" if "live, I will try my best to take care of myself as much as I can. For me, you should also take care of yourself. We can all live independently when we leave each other, but in the long years, being able to accompany each other may make this journey of life more brilliant, If life gives us better choices, why don't we work in a better direction? "