Jingjing and her mother have gone out for a long time. She suddenly stops and looks back.
In the sea of people coming and going from the airport, Qiu Qiu and Bai Jin embrace each other, far away from her. Jingjing can't see their faces clearly, but she can feel that the two people are like friends, and they seem to have more than friends, like lovers, but less than lovers. It's strange.
Jingjing presses her chest. There seems to be a strange emotion in it. There seems to be a fuzzy picture in her memory.
"Jingjing, what's the matter?" Jingjing's mother asked, fearing that her daughter would rush in and think of something.
"I always feel that the person I just met is very warm." For the first time, Jingjing felt this way about a stranger.
"That has nothing to do with us. That's his girlfriend. He must have a good life." Jingjing's mother drags her daughter and says as she walks, although she feels a little guilty about the ball, people are selfish. I hope the ball can understand a mother's heart.
"Well, it's OK for him to have a good life. I don't know why. I'm a little warm and a little uncomfortable here." Jingjing has never had such a complicated mood.
However, when she and her mother walked into another exit, this feeling was left behind. Jingjing and Qiuqiu were two parallel lines after all, but subconsciously, they were very pleased with each other's happiness.
Xiaoqian stands on the other side, looking at the scene from a distance, her angle just can see the panoramic view of the ball and Jingjing.
Yu Mingliang stands beside her, holds her hand, and translates the lip language of Jingjing to Xiaoqian.
"It's very good. The girl is recovering well now. She seems to have a normal life."
Xiaoqian nods. It's good that Qiuqiu and Jingjing can develop to the present. Although they have to forget each other in the world, their subconscious will bless each other.
In bright quite feeling, said a let Xiaoqian inexplicable words“ Daughter in law, I find that your high fees are not black at all, especially compared with the 200000 just now, you are a living Bodhisattva. "
"Ah? How did you get here all of a sudden? " Xiaoqian doesn't know why.
"With you, they can buy health with money, but your money can't buy their feelings."
Xiaoqian is different from other doctors.
If you are an obstetrician, when you meet the person who delivered the baby on the road, you will be warmly welcomed by the other party. Thank the doctor for delivering the baby. Maybe you will tell the doctor how old the baby you delivered is.
For most doctors, the patient's gratitude is also a kind of professional satisfaction.
However, psychological counselors are different. Some of their patients will pretend they don't know each other on the way out, and no one wants to admit that they have mental illness.
Although these people are grateful to the counselors in their hearts, many people will be like Jingjing, either intentionally not recognize each other or unconsciously forget passively.
"I'm ok. I'm not an acting personality. I don't care too much about other people's identification. I don't see these things very well."
"Acting personality?"
"Well, like some actors, like some writers, writers and artists are more likely to have performance personality, especially eager to get others' recognition. I once met a famous writer who had a lot of glory, but she got depression because of the bad comments given by several readers, and finally jumped off a building." Xiaoqian thought of an author she particularly liked in her previous life.
"You mean these acting personalities can only listen to good words? Not a word of criticism? " Yu Mingming said, is this the legendary mind?
"You can also understand that acting personality is based on the recognition of others. She cares too much about other people's views on herself and is afraid of being disliked. Women are four times more likely than men. This kind of personality is particularly common in entertainment circles. Only two people have acting personality, but in addition to those who care too much about other people's views, Most ordinary people still care about other people's opinions, but they don't get sick. "
So Bai Jin would be so painful, just because she cared too much.
Yu Guangming smiles, she said very free and easy, but he knows that she still cares, but not as serious as the acting personality.
There is a line in people's inner world. Genius is on the left and madman is on the right. If you care too much, you will become sick. If you don't care too much, you will be cold-blooded. She just stepped on the line to save those who are either genius or madman.
If Xiaoqian really doesn't care, she won't be depressed to drink after some treatment, which is due to her ability of emotion regulation.
Yu Qingming has a sense of mission when he stands with Xiaoqian to witness her practicing medicine and saving others. His existence is to make her happy, just like Qiu Qiu and Bai Jin. It doesn't matter what others think. Her company is enough.
When Bai Jin and Qiu Qiu came back, the dirty clothes on Qiu Qiu had already been taken off, and they used several bags of wipes to wipe them off, which made them look like old friends for many years.
Going out for a trip, there were many different things between the two people. We all saw them, but everyone didn't ask.
From the beginning of not understanding and mutual exclusion, to later empathy and solidarity, as Xiaoqian said, people's feelings change every day, now is not a pair, who knows if the future will change?
The ball can't see Jingjing's figure, but he is not sad.
In the past so many years, Qiu Qiu has been imagining in his mind what kind of feelings he would have if he met Jingjing again one day, whether he would have tears when he met with exaggeration, or whether he would have no words, or be stimulated by Jingjing's indifferent reaction, and go back to drink in silence.
Today is to completely untie the knot, acquaintance light smile, and then give a sincere blessing, this is enough, he knew that she was very good, the heart of the knot also opened.
Goodbye, once like Jingjing, memory that a touch of unforgettable white skirt, after all, so far away from him, no pain, only calm.
After going back, Yu Qingming sent Xiaoqian home and immediately went back to the army. He was really too busy.
When Qiu Qiu comes back, he changes his mobile phone. The house he rented is no longer available. I'm afraid his father will tie him back again. This time is enough.
Xiaoqian had a beauty sleep at home. She woke up the next day and saw several missed calls on her silent mobile phone.
There are missed calls from Professor Liu and text messages from Yu Mingming.
Xiaoqian takes the lead in opening Yu Mingming's SMS and smiles.
Push open the door and see on the doorknob that the breakfast he sent to someone was all in thermos.
The advantage of moving to the army compound is that he can hang things on the door without worrying about losing them. He has business and can't go home. Even if he is only a few minutes' walk away from home, he can't come back.
I'm not here, I'm ready. Pour the warm millet porridge into the bowl, with the refreshing dishes of the army, Xiaoqian is ready to call the teacher back with her mobile phone.