Buddha said that Fu Tu doesn't want to stay under the mulberry tree for three nights. He doesn't want to have love for a long time. If he stays under a mulberry tree for three times, he will have feelings, not to mention people?
She and Chen Lin have two generations of father daughter relationship, a family who has been under the eaves for so long, why did she not feel sad when she heard that he was terminally ill? Is that too cold-blooded?
This is what Xiaoqian is entangled with.
When she turned on the TV, it happened that there was a story about a little girl being abused by her stepfather. Despite the mosaic, she could still feel the child's black and white. Xiaoqian felt uncomfortable when she saw it and washed her hands when she entered the toilet.
Washing for a long time did not slow down, a look up to see paint Yuxuan standing at the door, scared her.
"How did you get in?"
Lacquer rain Xuan shakes the master key in the hand, "knock for a long time, you don't open the door, think of a way by yourself -- what's the matter?"
At a glance, he saw Xiaoqian's wrinkly hand washed. How long has it been washed? Has the obsessive-compulsive disorder that she hasn't had for a long time come out again?!
"I don't know. I was just upset."
Xiaoqian shakes off the drops of water on her hand. As soon as lacquer Yuxuan sees her indifferent expression, she knows that something has happened to her. She is not in a hurry to ask. She puts the food she brings on the table and asks Xiaoqian to come and eat.
Xiaoqian eat a few mouthfuls, no appetite, paint Yuxuan see said.
"You have done hospice care for so many patients. You should know that when people face death, they will go through several psychological stages: denial, anger, agreement, depression and acceptance. But these stages are not straight-line, and some people will skip certain stages, as we know that our relatives may soon die, Do you feel bad because you know that he is ill? "
Xiaoqian is not surprised how he knows about it. The aka under Qi Yuxuan is absolutely first-class in intelligence collection.
"I'm not because of him. He has nothing to do with me. I just feel sad when I see a child in the news who is miserable." Xiaoqian argues for herself.
Qi Yuxuan shook his head.
"You only see one 'result', but ignore the 'cause'. Where can cause and effect be separated? Usually, there are so many news like this. How do you know that he is ill when he is ill? It shows that his affairs are still influential in your subconscious mind, but you are not willing to think positively. "
Realizing that Xiaoqian is staring at him with murderous eyes again, Qi Yuxuan says, "if you are not happy, you can vent your anger on me. I said it. Only those closest to you will get angry wantonly. It's OK for you to vent your anger on me and tell me the truth."
"I don't care about him! What is he? Hide my notice, call me a little wild seed, and do so many things that are not good for me. If Xiaoqiang and I were not able to hold him down, he would be out there poking a basket for me. Now that he is ill, I would never match him! "
"That's natural. Even if you want to match, your army dog and I won't agree."
Qi Yuxuan's attitude on this issue is very firm. Xiaoqian is pregnant now. Maybe there is a plan to let Xiaoqian try to match after giving birth to her baby. She just uses Xiaoqian's pregnancy to do chemotherapy. Qi Yuxuan will never agree with this kind of thing.
"It's said that donating bone marrow doesn't hurt people, but you can't do it to anyone who loves to donate, you know?"
"Nonsense! I'm not a brain wreck Xiaoqian is not angry.
I don't know if it's her illusion. How can she feel that lacquer Yuxuan is so afraid of her matching? On second thought, it's not surprising that he regards himself as his dead daughter, just as he expresses his position from the perspective of protecting her“ Who can tell me about you? The heart of long love has to encounter so many things that make you cold and thin. It makes you obsessive-compulsive. " Qi Yuxuan shakes her head and sighs that if Xiaoqian doesn't encounter so many bad things, she will grow up to be a very kind girl. She thinks she is upright, but she has to insist that she is a bad person. She has to be obsessive-compulsive.
"Aren't you the same? If you don't love me for a long time, can you be so kind to me? Why do we have such similar temperaments? There are so many people in the world who die of children. Everyone will be sad within a reasonable range, but the two of us have psychological diseases that others will not get. In the final analysis, it is also a kind of mistake to have long-term love. "
Death of a child is a very small probability, who encounter such things are very sad, but in this small probability of the crowd, Xiaoqian and qiyuxuan such reaction is small, got serious psychological problems, seemingly different performance, in the final analysis are the same, Xiaoqian's obsessive-compulsive disorder and qiyuxuan's "Empathy", this is the same kind of psychological problems.
"I wonder how you, obsessive-compulsive disorder, feel like you are related to children. Aren't you the first child?"
Lacquer rain Xuan's soliloquy let small Qian a shock, bad, he felt out her cause of disease!
With world-class authority often contacts, even if Xiaoqian tried to hide his medical history, lacquer Yuxuan still can see the problem, today's thing let him feel wrong.
"Don't make blind analysis of me, and don't apply that to me!" Xiaoqian wants to cover up.
"The lack of paternal love from childhood makes you make up for the next generation in adulthood. When this love fails, there will be psychological deviation, so father and child should be the key point to solve your obsessive-compulsive disorder."
Qiyuxuan pretends not to hear Xiaoqian's protest and makes accurate analysis.
"You'll have no friends like this." Xiaoqian was very guilty by him. This guy is really powerful.
"Yes, let's go. Follow me."
"Where to?"
"You'll know when you get there - go get a coat and put it on. It's windy outside. Don't blow."
Xiaoqian nagging in his God asked to find a coat to put on, heart said not easy Xiaoqiang busy work do not nag him, lacquer Yuxuan and took on the Tang Monk nagging work.
However, when Xiaoqian and qiyuxuan arrive at the destination, her little murmur to qiyuxuan is gone.
"Is this --?"
Lacquer rain Xuan parking, Xiaoqian look at the sign of maternal and child health care hospital outside the car window, a burst of speechless, "I just birth examination not long, you take me over to do?"
"This time I don't want you to have an antenatal examination. It's boring for you to be idle at home. I'll find you a job."
Lacquer rain Xuan led Xiaoqian directly into the dean's room, the Dean saw that he came, busy stand up.
Before he came, he said hello to them on the road, so the Dean was quite enthusiastic when he saw him.
"Professor Qi, I didn't expect you to come here in person!"
"What's the matter with you?" Lacquer rain Xuan straight in, Dean happy, Xiaoqian at a loss, also don't know what lacquer rain Xuan to do, just listen to.
"It's a great honor for us to say that! It's good for second tier cities like us to have such opportunities. " Hear two people's exchange, small Qian doubt of see lacquer rain Xuan, what opportunity?
"You'll know in a moment." Qi Yuxuan winked at her.