12 Fireflies

I am seating at the passenger seat of Shawn's car. It was dark outside and only street lights illuminate the way.

"Where are we going?" I asked curiously.

"It's a surprise." Shawn replied with a smile.

After a while of driving we arrive at a gate with a writing 'N City Wild Life Conservation Park'.

We pull in a parking lot and stopped.

"Isn't it kind of late to be at a conservation park at a time like this?" I said confused.

Shawn smiled. "Just wait, you'll see." he said.

Shawn opened my door and took my hand to help me out. He didn't let go of my hand while walking.

"It's a little dark so watch your step." Shawn said.

I nearly tripped on a rock but Shawn caught me by the waist. "Are you all right?" he asked me.

"Yes, thanks for catching me." I replied.

"Anytime." he smiled.

All the way Shawn held me in his arms while walking to guide me. Then we arrived at the edge of a lake. A crescent moon is reflected on the surface. The surroundings is silent. I only hear the natures sound like crickets and owls.

I was amazed with the scenery. I was about to comment something when Shawn gestured with his finger pressed in his lips. 'Shh.' he whispered.

And after a few seconds the place lit up. It was like stars flying around us. 'Fireflies.' I thought to myself.

My excitement and amazement is evident in my face. I was so happy that my heart felt full. Shawn was gazing at me. He was smiling.

"What are you thinking, why are you looking at me like that?" I asked.

"Your so beautiful." he answered.

I blushed. I averted my gaze from him seemingly shy.

"Thank you." I said. "For bringing me here as well. It's beautiful."

"It's my pleasure." he said to me.

It was like I was under a spell. With the fireflies flying around us and the crickets singing their own hymns. The surroundings felt perfect.

I look at Shawn's eyes. Those dark blue eyes started to shine like sapphires in the night. I am being pulled in by them. Shawn held my cheek and gently pulled me to him. Our face came closer inch by inch. I can feel his breath on my face. Then I closed my eyes and let the feelings take its course.

Shawn's lips gently touched mine. Slowly tasting and licking my lips. Then it became more passionate. The intensity increased. I can feel his hands starting to explore my back, gently caressing me. His tongue invaded my mouth. He is trying acquire every inch of me. I started to feel hot, desire engulfing my whole body. Our kiss became fiercer and wilder. I wrapped my arms around him. Touching and feeling him. I combed his hair with my hands. I felt the smoothness of his black hair. Then I felt his manhood pressing against me. He's craving for me. I felt satisfaction. 'I have you in my grasps.' I thought to myself.

I pushed him gently away. We were both panting and grasping for breath. I was blushing and felt shy.

"Um, is it okay if we take it slow." I said seemingly shy.

Shawn tried to regain his posture. "Oh ah yes. Um sorry I didn't mean to take it further." he said while trying to fix his hair. His face was all red and blushing.

I giggled. "Sorry about that. I messed your hair." I said while reaching and trying to combed his hair with my hands. I teased him further blowing my breath thru his ear lightly. He tensed up.

"There." I said after fixing his hair. "It's not as great like before but your good looking so even if your hair is a mess you will still look handsome." I smiled at him.

"Thanks." Shawn said shyly.

It was silent for a moment. Shawn was looking at me seemingly mesmerized.

"I meant good intentions towards you." Shawn said to me finally breaking the silence. "Will you date me?" he asked sincerely.

I looked embarrassed. "Um if you would like to have me as your girlfriend, then I am willing to." I said blushing.

"I won't want anyone other than you." Shawn said like the words has a hidden meaning in them.

He kissed me again but now more gentler.

I smiled internally. 'I have caught you in my net Shawn Andrews.'

***

Shawn dropped me at the hotel entrance. He opened my door and helped me out.

"When are you free next week? I will set an appointment for my real estate friend so you can see some houses and pick what you would like." Shawn said.

"I will ask Andrea about my schedule for this week. But I'm sure I'm not that busy since I just finished my winter collection." I smiled at him. "I'll call you tomorrow once I have seen my schedule."

"Great. I will make my schedule open when your free so I can accompany you." Shawn said happily.

"You don't need to. I know you are busy." I said.

"No worries. I also want to spend some time with you." he said.

He pulled me close to him. Slowly he pressed his lips to mine to give me a sweet kiss then released me.

I looked shyly at him. "There are many people here. What if some paparazzi take our pictures?" I said nervously.

"Then let them." Shawn said. "I want to let the whole world know you're my woman." he smiled.

I smiled back at him.

I looked after his car when it left.

"Well that's some public display of affection." Andrea said. She just arrived behind me.

"All is according to plan." I said to her.

Andrea and I arrived at our hotel suite. "You have been giving small gestures that only Jill would do." Andrea said. "Aren't you afraid Shawn will know Queenie and Jill are one and the same?"

"I am not trying to hide the truth about me being Jill." I explained. "In fact I think Shawn knows that I am Jill. He has his ways and means to get information. Don't underestimate him."

"Then what are you planning?" Andrea asked surprised.

"I am sure he has known about my amnesia and still thinks I have it. He is guilty of what happened to Jill. I will use that guilt against him. I will make him fall for me. So deep that when the time comes there is no turning back." I smiled.

"Are you sure you can do it while guarding your own heart?" Andrea asked. "What if you fall for him again?"

I understand Andrea's words. The kiss Shawn and I made a while ago felt like Jill was being woken up. The feelings I have buried tried to emerge. My heart clenched. I held the ring tucked under my blouse. The ring that is near my heart. Then I remember my angel.

I smiled. "I am not alone Andrea." Yes I am not alone. Andrea and Troy are beside me. They will be there for me thru thick and thin.