Chapter 144

That night, the bureau held a lively evening, and Xu Shengrui also attended.

He was in high spirits. All the staff took turns toasting him during the drinking, and he would not refuse anyone who came.

Shen Mengchen also took me to toast.

When we toasted him, he just laughed and was as happy as everyone. There was nothing special about it. I didn't think much about it.

I don't know when I was drunk. I was very drunk.

In fact, I only drank two glasses of wine that night. One was for Xu Shengrui, and the other was for Xu Shengrui to come to our table as a leader to offer politely.

All I can remember now is that I was drunk, sick and thirsty.

I was looking for water everywhere. Later, it seemed that I opened a door. I really found water. It was very thirsty

That night, I was very restless.

In my dream, I don't know what I'm doing. It's like a hard journey.

The next day, when I opened my eyes, I felt pain like a frame.

Shen Mengchen is sitting by my bed, with his back to me, his fingers on his temples and his head down.

I got up and was stupid.

I immediately understood what happened last night, with a burning face. But there was nothing particularly surprising. After all, Shen Mengchen and I had already got the marriage certificate at that time. If I hadn't repeatedly stressed that we should save the best for the wedding night, we would have lived together with all our lovers,

Maybe they have all the kids.

Just because I'm a conservative, I think women should keep themselves until their wedding night, which is the most perfect.

Shen Mengchen loved me at that time and agreed with me.

I really didn't expect that that night, Shen Mengchen would rush to take away my innocence. Of course, I won't blame him. After all, that day, we all drank wine, and we are going to get married soon.

I didn't know until today that it was not Shen Mengchen who wanted me that night, but Xu Shengrui, the man with white eyes, many black eyes and unpredictable mind.

I sat still, thinking that my innocence was taken away by such a disgusting and mean man. I covered my mouth, ran into the bathroom, and began to vomit.

It's disgusting!

The heartless Shen Mengchen made such a shady deal with Xu Shengrui for his future, and I have been kept in the dark until now.

I'm holding my head in my hands. I'm in agony!

Now when I think about it again, I think it was abnormal at that time, but I was too simple to imagine that would happen.

Think about it carefully. When Shen Mengchen got up that day, he sat with his back to me and his head stroked his temples. I thought it was his fatigue. Now I think it's probably pain. I'm ashamed to face me.

After all, his fiancee, who has been in love for several years, is still in front of him.

That day, when I spoke to him with shame, he agreed, but he was evasive. At that time, I only thought he forced me. I was very embarrassed. I didn't know that he was shameless to face me.

Now that I think about it, since I got married, he seems to have been indifferent to me a lot. He is always indifferent to me. There is basically no husband and wife life. At that time, I still suspected that he was indifferent and had physical problems.

It wasn't until I got pregnant more than a month later that I got rid of the doubt.

After being pregnant, Shen Mengchen never touched me because I was pregnant. During that time, he was very busy. He went out early and came back late every day. Sometimes he even stayed up all night. He just said that he had to work overtime in the unit.

I was pregnant and tired every day. I also believed him. Later, I knew that he was working overtime. He was just fooling around with Zhao manyun.

After such a memory, I can finally understand some of the doubts before.

In this way, Nini must be Xu Shengrui's child.

Looking at Nini, my heart twitched.

Nini is very beautiful. Her eyes are black and bright. She has two dimples when she smiles. This appearance can't be associated with Xu Shengrui's. When I look at Nini's facial features carefully, my heart is more and more startled. Let alone, Nini looks a little like the Xu family. I used to think that Nini could see a little more shadow in her facial features. I thought there was something wrong with her eyes

After listening to Shen Mengchen's words, I suddenly realized.

Nini was originally a child of the Xu family. Naturally, she looks like them.

just

Shall I tell Xu Shengrui this fact?

Will he recognize Nini? As far as I know, Xu Yue's two uncles are both famous Playboys. They have played with countless women. For women like me who have been played all night, I can't count them. If I really go to him, I don't know who I am, so I just want to go

Because I am greedy for his money to pester him.

After countless comparative thinking, I finally chose to give up.

Nini was pitiful enough. It would be too cruel for her to add the reputation of an illegitimate child. Secondly, Xu Shengrui is a civil servant. His family already has a wife and daughter. It's not a good thing for him if I poke Nini out. As far as he's resourceful, I'm sure he'll be ashamed of his future

In his anger, he destroyed Nini and me.

Now the situation is: Xu Shengrui does not lack a daughter, but Nini lacks a father.

So after thinking about it over and over again, I decided to keep it in my heart forever and let it rot in my stomach. Shen Mengchen doesn't dare to talk about it outside. After the failure of this auction, I think he will soon go back to his original unit to work. After all, he is his superior. Such a thing is really disgraceful. When he becomes a bastard himself, he certainly doesn't want others to know

.

He is a smart man. If he could say it, he would have said it long ago, and he would not wait until now to say it secretly.

Besides, to me, the less people know about it, the better. First of all, Nini is my daughter, and I don't need anyone to recognize her. Secondly, Nini is my closest relative in the world. If Xu Shengrui knows Nini's life experience, it's still unknown how she will react, and it's like this

It's not good for Nini to expose the dishonorable things. It's better to bring her up and give her as much happiness as I can.

It's just that now I feel sick at the thought that Xu Shengrui has ruined my innocence. When I see Nini, I feel sick at the thought that she is Xu Shengrui's kind of disgusting man.

Fortunately, Nini's facial features look like me, but occasionally there are places like the Xu family. I only regard her as like Xu Yue. In this way, I will feel much better. As I sat there, it flashed through my mind that night. Xu Yue and I met Xu Shengrui's uncertain eyes and gloomy face in the parking lot. On the bench of Xu's manor, when Xu Yue entangled with me, those ghost like eyes hiding in the dark

Eyes like fire.

I'm not cold, I'm creepy.

"Yuyi, Yuyi." It was not until a voice called me several times that I regained my consciousness and raised my head. It was Xu Yue's slightly gaunt face.

"Ah Yue." I was shocked to stand up, but Xu Yue pressed my shoulder and frowned: "what are you thinking? Why don't you lie down and sleep when I call you so many times? "

"No... nothing." I shook my head in a panic and looked at him in a trance: "is Nini kidnapped by the two contractors? What's the matter with them now?"

Xu Yue just looked at me, did not answer my words, looked at Nini, went to the bed, bent down to touch her little face, sighed softly, there was regret in her eyes.

His expression is so sincere, there is a moving flow in my heart, the vast sea of people, can have such an excellent man care about our mother and daughter, this is not a kind of luck.

"The two contractors did participate, but they were all instructed by others, and the behind the scenes haven't been dug up yet." Xu Yue's voice was a little dull.

"Can it be Shen Mengchen's instigation?" I blurted out immediately, he straightened up and looked at me: "do not rule out this possibility, but just one him, not enough of the dog's courage, if possible, the best root."

I listen to absentminded, depressed, slowly sat down.

"It's almost dawn. Take a rest first, and then follow me to the police station to pick up Lin Jiaojiao." He took off his suit and went to the bathroom.

Lin Jiaojiao?

Is she coming out?

My sad heart finally has happiness.

"Ah Yue." After a while, Xu Yue came out of the bathroom with his upper body bare. I looked at him and his face turned red. The man's strong chest and strong abdominal muscles are very attractive to women. I can always be fascinated by him.

"Well." He said softly, looking up at me, "what's the matter with me?"

I opened my mouth and he came to me and stood firm.

"Ah Yue." I suddenly put out my hands around his chest and buried my face in his chest. This is the first time that I have taken the initiative to entangle a man and completely obey my heart.

"What? Miss me? " Xu Yue's body was stiff. He probably didn't expect that I would have this action. He made fun of me with a hook on his lips.

"Yue, thank you." I put my face on his chest and said, "nice to meet you."

He should understand what I mean, silent, hands on my hair, stroking: "this is my commitment to you, don't care too much, I should also thank you, you also saved me twice."

Such a sentence, let me have a kind of the same is the end of the world, meet why have met the sad feeling“ A Yue, I'm willing to give you everything. I don't need any commitment, repayment or even fame from you. I know you have to marry MengYue. In half a year, I will leave you. I won't pester you. In the future, as long as you live happily with MengYue

。” I said with great sincerity, stroking his skin with my fingers and closing my eyes. Dream key so love him, I think even if he does not love dream key, they will live a happy life, not to mention the dreamer so rich, everything in the future is his.