I took a taxi back to Leng Xinjie's villa.
"Yiyi, I'm back." Leng Xinjie is sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper. Seeing me coming in, he immediately puts down his newspaper and asks me kindly.
"Well, Leng is always up so late." I sat down on the sofa opposite him and asked with concern.
"It's not too late. I usually don't sleep at this point. Besides, I don't trust that you didn't come back." Leng Xinjie smiles and looks at my face: "Yiyi, are you uncomfortable?"
I know my face is very ugly. I took a long walk outside and calmed down. Now I just shook my head and pursed my lips and asked, "Mr. Leng, I want to take a half day off tomorrow, OK?"
Leng Xinjie just picked up the newspaper's hand and put it down again. He looked up at me and asked softly, "are you asking for leave to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau?"
I trembled, knew I couldn't hide it from him, and nodded to admit it.
"Shall I accompany you?" He looked at my eyes deep, gentle, have a kind of unspeakable pity.
I bowed my head and thought about it, then suddenly raised my head and said, "OK, I'm just afraid to delay your time."
Leng Xinjie didn't expect me to answer so easily. A kind smile floated on his face. He shook his head and said, "no, it doesn't affect me. I'm just worried about your mood."
"Thank you." I stood up, head faint pain: "I go to bed first, see you in the morning."
"OK, see you in the morning. Have a good rest." Leng Xinjie said in a warm voice, "good night."
"Good night." I turned and went upstairs.
Leng Xinjie is still standing behind watching me, I heard a low and inaudible sigh.
At night, I lay on the bed and tossed, then fell asleep and had some strange dreams. I even dreamed that Nini was crying for my father.
In the dream, my heart is very painful.
When I woke up in the middle of the night, I found that my pillow was wet.
I sat up in a daze.
Suddenly, a very small voice came from the living room. It was a woman's voice.
I was surprised. At first I thought it was a dream, but after a while, the woman's voice seemed to grow louder and louder, and she was still crying.
In surprise, I got out of bed, opened the door and walked down the stairs carefully.
Sitting room is a woman beside the sofa, wearing a brown windbreaker, with a hundred fold skirt, very elegant and beautiful.
I put my head out a little and looked at it carefully. It turned out to be Sheng Siyu.
She was half kneeling in front of Leng Xinjie, holding his hand, choking, very humble and pitiful“ Brother Jie, forgive me this time. I was dizzy that day and shouldn't do anything to hurt Yu Yi. But I did it because I love you too much. I've loved you since I was a child. No matter how well qualified men come to pursue me for so many years, I refuse, just because the person in my heart is you. " Sheng Siyu, with tears in his eyes, prayed, "what my parents are most worried about is my life. They are also looking forward to our coming together, which is good for us
Family business helps too, brother. Wake up. We'll be happy when we get married. "
She squatted in front of him, holding the man's big hand in her small hand, thin and weak, with tears in her eyes. I think as long as a man looks at it, he will feel distressed and pitied.
But Leng Xinjie always sat on the sofa silent, no matter how she begged, just don't say a word.
"Jackie." Sheng Siyu called his name and looked at Leng Xinjie with a tearful face. The arrogant and beautiful woman would be so humble and sincere in the face of love, which made me feel unbearable.
I have never begged for love so humbly, but I can understand Sheng Siyu's inner pain at this time. As for Xu Yue, at the celebration meeting of Xu group that day, I knew that someone was going to let him get addicted to drugs and destroy him. No matter what the situation, I rushed to Xu Yue without hesitation, even if it was under fire
Think about what you're going to shrink back from. In fact, it's a kind of love that a woman has for a man. It's from the heart. It's so rare for a woman. I think every man should cherish it when facing such love, because for a woman, it's very possible
That's all the enthusiasm.
Can Sheng Si rain humble to the dust of love, can't exchange for men's heart. Leng Xinjie still sat quietly and looked at her calmly: "Xiaoyu, love is equal. You don't have to ask me any more. When you are really loved by a man one day, you will understand that we are not suitable. I have never loved you,
Please forgive me for telling you the truth. If I agree to you now because of pity, I will not be responsible for you and I will not be happy in the future. Do you understand? " With these words, Leng Xinjie touched her hair with one hand and took her arm, "get up, sit down, we talk equally. In my heart, you have always been my best sister. I can't marry a woman like a sister
"I'm not married."
Sheng Siyu's face turned pale in an instant. When lengxingera got up, she was shaking and weak as if to fall down. When she sat down beside Leng Xinjie, I saw her face, pale, haggard and spiritless, which was far from the beautiful woman she saw on the day when she just returned home. Now only this frustrated and sad woman, humble and begging, was left
A woman seeking love.
Seeing her, I couldn't help thinking about my love for Xu Yue and my dream key.
Once upon a time, Mengyao begged Xu Yue so humbly that he did not hesitate to put down his self-esteem and untie his clothes in front of him to ask the man for her.
Does the woman in the world have to be so humble for love!
It should be noted that men are cheap. The more women are like this, the more men will look down on her. In this way, they can't really get love. Even if they get such love, I would rather not.
The biggest difference between dream key and Sheng Siyu is that dream key can get Xu Yue's pity because she has paid. But Sheng Siyu can't!
Once a woman's feelings are really silly, why can't they understand that it's better to leave with pride than to beg so humbly. I should be thankful. Even if I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow to get a divorce certificate with Xu Yue, even if I was in pain, I was an absolute weak side. But in the face of Xu Yue's feelings, I always maintained that self-esteem, never humble to the dust
.
When I was still thinking about it, I heard Sheng Siyu crying below: "brother Jie, what's wrong with me? Why don't you love me? Tell me, can I change it? Just don't abandon me
At this point, she put his hand on her chest and cried bitterly“ Xiaoyu, it's not that you're bad, you're good enough, it's that I'm bad, it's that I don't deserve you, understand? Really, if you marry me, you won't be happy. Why do you have such an unhappy marriage? It's extremely unfair to you. " Lengxin
Jay's face was a little irritated, but he was still explaining patiently.
"No, Jackie, it's not like that. You must have fallen in love with your Secretary Yu Yi, right? You love her and don't want me for her, do you? " Sheng Siyu's head is getting hot again. She is not rational at all. She asks persistently.
I suddenly sigh, women, women, really can't be smart when facing feelings? You should know that this is what this man hates most, but she still has to ask.
Just think, even if Leng Xinjie really likes me, will he answer her positively? Definitely not.
Asking like this is asking in vain, but it speeds up the disgust of men. Sure enough, Leng Xinjie pulled his hand out of her hand, held his eyebrows in one hand, and said impatiently: "Xiaoyu, I have explained it very clearly, and I won't say it again. It's so late, you can either go back or stay
Stay in the guest room one night before you leave. "
With that, he was about to walk into the bedroom“ Don't do this, brother Jie. Please don't do this to me. You said you would give me a chance. My parents all know that. Now you suddenly totally refuse me. How do you want me to tell my parents that you are so heartless to me? " Sheng
Si Yu suddenly catches up and hugs Leng Xinjie from behind, burying his face behind him and crying bitterly.
Leng Xinjie stood stiffly, let her cry, but just stood straight, no movement.
He was silent, not comforting or answering her cry.
This is a terrible calm, a man once to this step, can only show that he has already decided!
Therefore, no matter how Sheng Siyu cried, Leng Xinjie never let go.
Sheng Siyu can't control in the man's indifference and silence, his whole body is shaking, still struggling for the last time“ Jiege, I'm so beautiful and noble, and I'm not inferior to your Yuyi. Why don't you look me in the eye and accept me? What's good about Yuyi? I've been divorced twice and have a child with me. Your men's eyes all ask
Do you have any questions? " She wailed and scolded me like a shrew, without any gentleness and nobility.
Leng Xinjie stood with a dark face. When she scolded me, he clenched his fist, but at last he let it go. He didn't care with her, but his face was more gloomy and terrible.
Sheng Siyu had no choice but to hold him and cry. She screamed like a complaining woman. At last, she was tired of crying and fell behind him. She was too weak. Leng Xinjie broke off her fingers, helped her to the sofa, with an indifferent smile on her face and stroked her head: "Xiaoyu, it's too late today. You can have a rest in the guest room here. I'll send a driver to take you back tomorrow. You should go home
Choose a happy marriage, not me. As for your parents, I will explain it to them clearly, and it won't embarrass you. "
With that, he pressed the inside line at the next table, and soon the nanny came out.
"Pack up a guest room for Miss Sheng. It's already midnight. I'll go back tomorrow." Leng Xinjie so ordered, no longer look at her, turned to his bedroom.
I quickly returned to my bedroom.
From the crevice, I see Sheng Siyu lying on the sofa, decadent and weak. She should know that there is no hope, no struggle and beg. I don't know until this moment, did she understand that love is not obtained by begging.