Chapter 365

I was speechless with my mouth open.

The warm winter sun is slanting in from the window, shining on my face, but my mood is depressed.

"Yiyi, is it inconvenient for you?" Leng Xinjie didn't hear my answer for a long time. He only asked in a low voice“ No, where are you? I'll be right there My heart was blocked. I felt sorry and grateful for him. Although Xu Yue had come in and was looking at me, what was the matter? Leng Xinjie was just my best friend

Friend, maybe this time we will never see each other again.

"I'm at the gate of Xu's manor now. If it's convenient for you, come out. I'm passing by here." He said in a soft voice over there, his tone was still as gentle as usual, which made me feel warm and relaxed.

"Well, you wait. I'll be right out." I took a steady breath and laughed as easily as I could.

"Well, I'll wait for you." He made a slight "um" sound and hung up.

Xu Yue stood against the doorframe, his eyes as light as the wind

"Who's calling?"

"Leng Xinjie." I looked at him, generous simply answer, eyes clear brew like water.

His eyes were deep and he didn't speak“ Ah Yue, Mr. Leng is going to the United States tomorrow. He won't work in city a any more. He wants to see me one last time. " My eyes were a little red, and my voice was a little excited. "I'm very grateful to him, especially for taking Nini in, otherwise I don't know

I can guarantee that Nini will be like Haohao, but we didn't even tell him when we went to pick up Nini. I should go to see him and at least say thank you to him. "

Speaking of this, I look forward to it. I hope he doesn't have any misunderstanding.

Xu Yue looked at me for a while, and suddenly chuckled, "go, do you want me to accompany you?"

"No more." When I heard that he agreed, I was so happy that I repeatedly said, "thank you, Yue. I'll just take the battery car to go out."

"Well." He nodded indifferently.

With his permission, my heart was more peaceful and I walked out quickly.

Before the battery car arrived at the gate, far away, I saw Leng Xinjie's luxury car. I felt inexplicable and felt a special apology to him.

This man, who is so good to me, is still worried about me when he is about to leave. He wants to come and see me.

How lucky it is to have a man who cares so much about me in this vast world.

"Yiyi." As soon as I came out, he rolled down the window and gave me a smile.

"Mr. Leng." I watched him smile, a little embarrassed“ Yi, have you and Nini moved in here? " His face was gaunt and lonely, and there were some blue hairs in his chin. His thick sword eyebrows were twisted slightly and twisted up like a rope. His suit was neat, and he asked me what I said

It's gentle, like we just met a few months ago, without sihaojiedi.

But I know that there is an invisible gap between him and me. At the intersection of fate, we are about to separate and move towards the direction of belonging.

"Yes." I nodded and whispered, "February 18, we'll have a wedding."

"Yes, he did." He chuckled, sighed and said sincerely, "Yiyi, I wish you find your own happiness. Congratulations."

"Thank you." I lowered my head, did not dare to look directly into his gentle and bright eyes, but said softly: "Mr. Leng, I hope you can find your own happiness as soon as possible." He put his hand on the steering wheel and laughed: "I hope so, but I don't think I can find my happiness any more in my life. My heart was given to that picturesque girl long ago. I tried my best

I want to forget her, but... "

He seemed helpless and shrugged at last.

"Don't do that." I looked at him with sad eyes: "everyone has his own destiny, but you haven't met her. Please put down your obsession and look for it with your heart. There will be some."

"I hope so," he said with a smile

But then he shook his head“ Yiyi, I once thought that if this time, you and Xu Yue are completely over, and you choose me, I will leave the company to my elder brother for management, and then, like an ordinary man, I will take you to find a quiet place to be happy and live the life you want, but my dream is still in vain, I'm really fed up with the fear that I don't know when I'm going to lose you. As a man, I think I've been supreme to you,

But no matter what I do, I can't get your heart. I've tried my best to treat you, but I still can't compare with what Xu Yue did to you. That's the difference between me and him. "

Speaking of this, he looked at me with a bitter smile: "Yiyi, you are really cruel."

"Mr. Leng." I listen to his words, the heart is particularly bitter, just want to cry“ Yiyi, I have met countless women in my life. They will even please me more than you. But in my eyes, they are always less than one tenth of you. When I look at you crying, I will feel sad. When I look at you feeling inferior and helpless, I hate that I can't become you and help you share your troubles. But I find that it's just my self indulgence, really, Your heart is not on me at all. I've completely lost. " Leng Xinjie said here is very depressed, lips smile

Very helpless and desolate“ But Yiyi, I have never regretted, I am willing to pay everything for you, even now, you are about to get married, I still care about you, care about you, even to leave, also want to see you again, even I can't convince myself

I'm not myself He grinned bitterly, but he said to me sincerely“ Jacko This is the first time that I can't help calling him "brother". In my memory, this man who can be as gentle as jade and indulge me at any time and doesn't allow anyone to hurt me is more like my own brother,

In fact, I've never had a brother.

"Yiyi, I'm glad you can come out to see me. It's good to see you. I'm relieved." After looking at his watch, he smiles like this. The loneliness in his smile is still hidden.

In my heart a special pan acid, want to cry, but try not to cry out“ Yiyi, remember that no matter what happens in the future, you should still remember to call me and remember what I said. In this life, I will always remember you, worry about you and care about you. I'll go first. Goodbye. " He was kind at last

After that, he said goodbye and rolled up the window. I opened my eyes and looked at him desperately, trying to carve this man deeper into my brain, so that I would not forget him so quickly, but it seemed that I could not. Xu Yue's handsome face kept flashing in my mind, and finally

His face completely covered the face in front of me, leaving my sigh.

This is the difference between love and not love.

Leng Xinjie looked at me through the glass window for a long time, then laughed at me, and the car started slowly.

In fact, I am a person who is particularly afraid of separation. Although my life road is not too long, I have been separated many times, but there has never been a separation that can make me feel uncomfortable and reluctant, but I have nothing to do.

I have imagined the end of Leng Xinjie and me many times before, but I never thought it would be in this way or in front of the gate of Xu's manor.

I don't know whether we will become strangers in the future, but I know that I have already lost the gentle man who paid attention to me at that moment.

I turned silently and walked to the Xu's manor. My chest seemed to be blocked up with a big stone, which was extremely heavy and uncomfortable. When I was about to enter my home, Xu Yue's villa, I sat down on the roadside Avenue, buried my face in my hands, and raised my head after a long time. To my surprise, it was so hard

This bench is actually the last time. After I took Xu Yue to the alley for a snack, he was wet by the rain beside the artificial lake. He brought me back to hold the bench I was sitting on. After a few months, I sat here again.

All of a sudden, I understand that my love for Xu Yue took root as early as when Leng Xinjie came back to look for it.

And he missed me when he was in high school for three years, and he didn't go after me directly after I went to university. At that time, he was doomed to lose me forever.

February 18, the golden day.

At five o'clock in the morning, I was pulled up by the makeup artist and started to make up.

I was so sleepy with my child that I could hardly open my eyes. I just held the pillow tightly and refused to let go.

Makeup artist helpless, only a few people put me up.

The wedding banquet is located in Juxian Pavilion, the conference hall of Xu's manor.

As early as the first three days, the media began to make a lot of reports, and the Xu manor was decorated with lights to do its best.

The wedding of Xu Yue, the only successor of the Xu family, was held in his own home, which was very particular and naturally sought after by the media.

Under the planning of Wu Xiangzhen and the consent of Xu Laozi, this wedding is not afraid of spending money and is destined to be dazzling.

But I don't know why, my heart is faint uneasy, always feel that this wedding should be low-key, don't be too high-key eye-catching, I'm afraid I can't live with it.

It's just that Wu Xiangzhen is in charge of all these things. I can't change anything at all.

The wedding is scheduled for 10 a.m.

I went back to my mother's house three days ago.

At this time, I was not what I used to be. Just after my name was engraved into the Xu family's genealogy, my status began to soar, and the Xu family began to increase their protection for me.

As the eldest daughter-in-law of the Xu family, protecting me is also protecting the reputation of the Xu family, which is totally different from the situation that Xu Yue brought me back when he signed a marriage contract with me a few months ago. I think this is the wedding with parents' blessing!