I walked slowly with a sad smile on my lips. I suddenly felt that everything in this family had nothing to do with me.
I don't have to worry about whether the family's expenses will be reasonable or not, and I don't have to think about the danger that the Xu group will face in this period of time, whether Lu Mingyuan will find Xu more difficult in this period of time, and so on.
Really, I'm too tired to think about anything.
In Mr. Xu's back garden.
"Yiyi, what's the matter with you Hongjiming just came back from a walk with master Xu. I stood by the flower bed waiting for him.
"Grandfather, I have something to tell you today." I forced a smile, solemnly said.
"Oh." Xu Hantian took the towel from hongjiming, wiped the sweat on his forehead, looked at me with a smile and said, "it seems that you have a very important thing."
"Yes." I nodded, with a serious expression on my face.
"Ji Ming, go and make me a cup of tea." Xu Hantian quietly orders hongjiming, and hongjiming agrees to leave.
"Yiyi, come on, walk with grandpa again." Xu Han waved to me and said kindly.
"No, grandfather, I just want to tell you that I want to divorce ah Yue." I stood still and said frankly.
"Why?" Mr. Xu was a little surprised. He moved his eyebrows and looked at me with concern.
"Grandfather, don't you really know?" My heart is more bitter than eating Coptis, and the corner of my lips is a sad smile.
"I don't know." Xu huntian thought about it and shook his head: "I really don't know what is worth your divorce with a Yue."
"Grandfather, in your eyes, that's certainly nothing, but from my standpoint, I can't tolerate it in any case. That's my bottom line." I stand straight, stubborn answer“ Yes Xu Hantian said with a smile, "in fact, if you look at some things from another angle, it's nothing. Yiyi, as a family leader, no matter what things happen, you should be calm, not act on your will, Zhiyi
Is that the way? "“ Grandfather, I'm from a grass-roots background and don't know much about the general principles. I only know that when a woman is born, if her beloved husband carries her behind her back and has children with other women outside, it's not forgivable, because forgiveness is meaningless. It's a matter of principle. I can only compromise to help them. " I sucked my nose and said sadly. My eyes were red. "Luo Xiaoxi is pregnant with Xu Yue's child now. She wants to be the hostess of the Xu family
And I can't have a son. I don't deserve to be Mrs. Xu. I should give up my seat. "
Xu Hantian looked at me: "this is the reason for your divorce?"
"Yes." I naturally replied, "isn't that enough?"
"No, Xu, divorced, married." Xu Hantian raised his head and looked at the sky. He carried his hands behind him. Word by word, he ordered in a deep voice.
"Why? Grandfather, it's wrong of you to do so. " I almost jumped.
What's the logic? Can his grandson betray his marriage, but ask his daughter-in-law to obey unconditionally? I'm sorry, I just can't“ I have said for a long time that you are the daughter-in-law of our Xu family who engraved the ancestral tablet. Life is a member of our Xu family, death is the ghost of our Xu family, and divorce is never allowed. Besides, our Xu family's descendants are just like your father-in-law and mother-in-law, and they have no marriage at all
When you have feelings, your father-in-law dare not divorce, not to mention you and Xu Yue. " Xu fierce day full face of serious, domineering strong ground answers a way.
I'm going to faint“ Grandfather, it's not fair for you to do this to me. " I strongly counterattacked and blushed. "You once said that Luo Xiaoxi would not pose a threat to me. You said that if she really got out of control, you would intervene strongly. But now she's pregnant, and you haven't helped me. Well, I can't have a baby. I'm sorry for your Xu family, but I did it to save a Yue. I'm not wrong, Why don't you allow me to divorce ah Yue? Do you know? Do you know how I feel when I watch Luo Xiaoxi walk around in front of me with a big stomach every day and listen to her laugh at me and taunt me? Your "no divorce" will keep me in the dark forever, which is very important to me
Please think more about my pain. "
Speaking of this, my face was full of tears. Xu Hantian's eyes were shining with sharp light and looked at me: "Yiyi, do you really think that living with Xu Yue is living in the dark? Do you really think that every woman who wants to marry in our Xu's manor can marry in at will? At the beginning, when a Yue married you, there was a lot of opposition from all over the family, because you had a history of marriage, and a Yue was the only heir of our family. How much pressure did he resist? First, he took the marriage certificate with you regardless of everything, and then he called every one of our elders. Fortunately, Nini was the child of you and a Yue, and then he got married smoothly. Now, There's a problem between you. Your first reaction is divorce. You deserve the deep love of a Yue
Is that right? Ah Yue is still in love with you after amnesia. Shouldn't you fight for something for your love? True love needs to be cherished. Marriage is not a joke, but don't divorce all the time! "
"I..." Xu's words made me unable to refute.
When I was dizzy last night, Xu Yue must have taken care of me all day and night. It can be seen from the haggard look on his face. This morning, he was also strongly against Wu Xiangzhen. When such a thing happened, he should feel bad.
But... "Yiyi, I don't allow you to divorce. It's not just from the standpoint of Xu Yue and Xu's family. On the contrary, I think from your standpoint. If you are divorced, can you still find true love in your life?" Xu Hantian continues
Chunchun is good at seducing.
I admit that he is really a good debater. I was choked by his words. But let me live with Luo Xiaoxi like this, and compete with a low-quality woman every day. In such a life, I would rather lick my wound after getting freedom than want the superficial love and prosperity. This can only be self deception
. Therefore, after thinking about it, I still insisted: "grandfather, even if I don't want to leave, it won't be long before Luo Xiaoxi forces me to leave after giving birth to a Yue's child. That woman's mind is very poisonous. She can't tolerate me. Even my mother-in-law likes it so much
She, I'm still saying that. I'm willing to help her. Please allow me
Xu Hantian hears the words and is silent for a long time. He turns his back and looks into the distance. I look at the old man's back. I remember the first time I saw him at the 50th anniversary celebration of the Xu group. At that time, he was tall and straight. Although he was nearly 80 years old, he still could not see any old vicissitudes and good spirits,
But now, his back was obviously bent down, his gray hair was trembling slightly by the breeze, looking lonely and desolate.
It should be my insistence that made him sad.
But I'm sorry, I'm just a woman. I really can't face a bad woman. I'm pregnant with my husband's child and shaking in front of me every day. After all, I'm just a woman.
"All right." Xu Hantian suddenly turned around and solemnly said, "Yiyi, I can promise you to divorce ah Yue, but please promise me a condition."
My heart hurt, or asked: "grandfather, what conditions you please say, as long as it is within the scope of my ability, I will agree."“ Good Xu Hantian nodded, "this condition is that you promise me to hold on for another three months for the happiness of you and ah Yue. In these three months, you should love ah Yue as always, and strive for your love, if three months
If you still insist on divorce after six months, I can break the patriarchal system and promise you
After Xu Hantian finished, he looked at me and asked, "Yiyi, can you promise me this condition?"
I'm relieved. It's just three months. I can bear it! What's more, he's right. No matter how I say it, I'll try my best to fight for it so that I won't regret it in the future!
"Well, grandfather, I promise you." I readily agreed.
"Well." Xu Hantian nodded with satisfaction and said with a smile, "Yiyi, our grandfather and grandson have a party. You should hold the 80th birthday of grandfather with snacks."
My nose sour, busy nodded promised: "rest assured, grandfather, you 80 years old, I will carefully hold a good birthday party, please rest assured."
"Well, thank you for my good granddaughter-in-law." Xu Han nodded happily and said kindly, "then go and be busy."
"Thank you, Grandpa." I left politely. After I came out of Xu Hantian's residence, I felt a lot more relaxed, but my heart was very painful. Looking around this park like Xu's manor, the prosperous grand occasion when Xu Yue married me three years ago is still in front of me. I have lived here for more than three years, and I'm very happy about it
I have deep feelings for every plant of my family, which is also the reason why I tried my best to reform and maintain it.
Only three months. In three months, I will divorce Xu Yue and leave here completely.
After leaving here, maybe I will never have happiness and love again, but I have to make such a decision.
I believe that as long as Luo Xiaoxi is pregnant with Xu Yue's child, no matter how hard I have made for our love and marriage in the past three months, the final result is definitely divorce.
Because I will not choose to wait on my husband with such a woman, this is me!
When I think about it like this, I feel attached and reluctant to give up. But compared with my dignity, I have to give up again. In the afternoon, I was sitting in the red wall pavilion to deal with my family affairs. When the housekeepers who came to sign my name saw me, their eyes were strange. I knew that Wu Xiangzhen had already taken Luo Xiaoxi into the house, and Luo Xiaoxi was pregnant with Xu Yue's child. The news must have affected the whole manor
All the people know. I smile bitterly at the corner of my lips, but I don't know what to do. As always, I am doing my own work.