"Yiyi, what do you want to eat, now you have to think about it!" Leng Xinjie seems to be aware of what I want to say, eyes in front, quietly interrupted my words, light asked.
I was interrupted by his calmness and could not speak.
Maybe we all know it.
He should not want me to say it at will. He is afraid.
In fact, I'm also afraid, I'm afraid that this abrupt statement will belittle the memory.
Yuji hot pot.
As the name suggests, it is a hot pot restaurant that eats fish.
We asked for a private room, I specially ordered a large reservoir fish and some side dishes, steaming hot pot placed on the table, straight white smoke.
"Do you want some wine, brother?" It was snowing again. I thought about the cold weather, so I consulted him.
"Well, have a bottle." He wiped his hands with a hot towel and readily agreed.
"Waiter, a bottle of Maotai." I went to the door and told the waiter.
The waiter promised and immediately brought a bottle of authentic Maotai.
"Yiyi, this wine is very expensive." Leng Xinjie leaned back against the soft chair, looked at me and joked.
"No matter how expensive the wine is, the friendship between you and me can't be compared." I said with great sincerity, opening the bottle and pouring the wine for him myself.
He enjoyed my service generously.
After three rounds of wine, I covered my face flushed by the hot pot stove, sat upright, and seriously said, "brother Jie, we'd better be friends. Being friends is the best choice between us."
He was drinking a mouthful of wine into his mouth. He didn't even have time to take away the glass, so he looked at me: "is that what you said to me today or the last time you asked me out?"“ Yes I nodded solemnly and said frankly, "brother Jie, please forgive me. The person I am most sorry for in the world is you. But there is no way. I have really tried. I tried to accept you, accept this relationship, and even try to promise you to go home with you to see my parents. But there is no way. I can't do it. Really, I can't do it, I always can't abandon him in my heart. It's not that you are not good enough or excellent enough, but that you haven't met the right person
I'm not the only one. Meeting me is only a mistake for you. It's a big mistake. I shouldn't delay you any longer. In this way, I will feel guilty. "
I said it in one breath, and it turned out to be extremely fluent. I think this passage has been practiced many times in my heart!
Love is really wonderful and unpredictable. Only when you meet the right person in the right time can you make people feel excited and painful. Even if you are injured, you will go on your own way.
This is my sorrow“ Yiyi, do you refuse me in this way? " Leng Xinjie seems to be expected. He has a twinkle in his eyes, but he shakes his head: "no, you are too hasty. I won't agree with you. You don't see the truth at all. I know you have feelings with Xu Yue, but do you know? Luo Xiaoxi's baby has been nearly six months, only a few months will be born. Do you know what it means to have a baby? It means that Xu Yue has an illegitimate son, his existence
And the trouble is unimaginable, and the damage to you is also incalculable. At the beginning, you decided to divorce Xu Yue, isn't that the reason? Why suddenly change your mind now? I can't figure it out! "
He can't accept my refusal, staring at me with red eyes.
But I have made up my mind“ Yes, I know, so I divorced without hesitation, but divorce doesn't mean I'm going to enter the next relationship. I don't want to do it now, and I can't do it now. I don't want to go against my heart. No one can tell the future
。” I felt difficult to breathe. I covered my heart with my hand and looked at him pleadingly: "brother Jie, let go. It's good for you and me. You're a diamond God. You're a lot of girls chasing after me. You should find a better and more perfect woman than me. You should know that I can't bear any more. If I promise you, it will only hurt you
You, I'm doing it for you. "
Speaking of this, I feel sad in my heart and shed tears. Leng Xinjie seemed to understand my heart, and suddenly sighed: "silly girl, I know what you are thinking in your heart, but I tell you, I Leng Xinjie's wandering in the world depends on my own heart. I never care about whether you can have children or not
Like that year, I decided to abandon my ancestral property and go to the cartoon industry. Then I succeeded. Now I choose you, which is also my decision. I have never been a man of high spirits. You should believe me and believe that I can bring you happiness. "“ Jackie, it's not like doing business. Many business can be solved with money, but emotion can't. really, believe me, I've tried my best. I'm sorry. " I wiped my tears with a tissue, choked and stood up,
Pick up the menu and walk out the door.
This time, he didn't stop me. He just sat down and watched me pay the bill. He picked up the glass on the table and drank it all.
I didn't go back to the private room after I bought the bill. I went straight outside. Now that I've decided, I don't want to give him any more illusions. It's better to be completely clean.
But, after a few steps, I went over my head and came back.
Today's cold Xin Jie has drunk a lot of Baijiu. If he drives like this, it will be very dangerous. I can't leave him here alone. If what happens, I will not forgive myself for life.
So I shake out my cell phone to call Zhanjin, but then I find that I don't have Zhanjin's phone number.
What shall I do?
I didn't want to go in to face him again, but I couldn't walk away like this, so I looked around and hid in the public car canopy.
My eyes have been staring at the door of Yuji hotel. I must watch him come out to ensure his safety.
I've hurt him. I can't let him have an accident again. Otherwise, my conscience will be at ease!
In the sky, the snowflakes were floating, and there were few pedestrians. I stood in the awning, only for a while, my feet were so cold that I lost consciousness.
But I didn't give up, just stood stubbornly, waiting for him to come out.
I don't know how long after that, I finally saw him stagger out. From a distance, I could see him blushing and full of wine.
My heart immediately clenched, obviously he drank a lot, so certainly can't drive.
Just as I was thinking about it, I saw him walk askew towards his luxury car after a hiccup, and start to pick out the key on his body. After a while, I saw him find the key and stagger towards the driver's seat of the car. However, he was askew. One of them was careless and his foot slipped. He fell on the snow.