The light in my eyes dimmed down, and I said "thank you" listlessly. I turned and walked towards the room.

The waiter came in with the food, put it on the bar, turned to me and said with a smile, "Miss Yu, Mr. Xu hopes you can have a rest early after dinner. Today, he can't come because of something."

have you got anything to do? Can't come?

I leaned my head slightly against the screen of the bed, and the corners of my lips were cold with sarcasm.

After the waiter left, I stood up.

Anyway, I have to eat. I haven't had a drink of water all day. My body is my own, especially women. I have to cherish myself.

Thinking about this, I went to the bar and picked up the food to eat.

"Ah Yue, I'm leaving..." after dinner, I sat at my desk and began to write to Xu Yue.

I don't want to use wechat or send messages to him. I'm afraid I don't even have the courage to say goodbye to him. I can only write.

I just wrote a few words and felt it was not very good. I tore them with my hand.

"Ah Yue, I know you are busy. I went back to the capital first. Nini missed me..." after I wrote these words with trembling hands, I felt too insipid and tore them.

After a while, there were piles of paper on the ground, accompanied by a bunch of paper towels, which I used to wipe my tears and nose.

Later, I found that I could not write this letter well. My hands were always shaking, my nose was running, and my tears were running, as if I wanted to dry all my tears.

Finally I got up and walked back and forth in the guest room.

Hands press the remote control, and the TV turns on.

"Miss Shen Xing, the new love of the president of Xu's group, has just returned from studying in the United States..." her finger unconsciously pressed the entertainment news of city a, and as soon as it was opened, there was a picture and sound of entertainment and jubilation.

My blood clotted and I stood still.

On the TV screen, Xu Yue and Shen Xing are standing in front of the media for an interview. Both of them are smiling, like a couple in love.

It turns out that they've been on for a long time. All the people in city a know it, only I don't.

If you think about it again, Xu Yue never said that he would keep it from me.

Ha ha, I'm really a fool. I'm a complete fool. Under such circumstances, I have to be his lover for half a year to meet his physiological needs. What am I? I'm really cheap. How cheap is it! I covered my mouth with my hand, inhaled, one, two, three... But I was still restless. Later, I opened my mouth and bit the flesh of my palm, biting it hard, until the pain came from my palm to the bottom of my heart, and then attacked my limbs

Clench your teeth, pour a glass of cold water to drink.

The strong chill finally brought down the heat of my heart, and my mind gradually became clear.

After a while, I went to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water, and then came out calmly.

Then I began to write that letter seriously“ Anyhow, it's my greatest happiness to meet you in my life. When I was bullied by Shen Mengchen and was desperate to hold Nini, I didn't know what kind of life I would have lived if I hadn't met you. I really appreciate your love for Nini and me over the years. I'm sorry, I can't be your lover for half a year. Please forgive me if you can't forgive me, Please forgive me for Nini's sake. I'm going back to Beijing, and I'll never come to city a again. I've tried my best to love you in the first half of my life. I've tried my best to give you happiness. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Finally, I sincerely wish you find true love. I wish you happiness forever and have a noble son early,

To you. In addition, I would like to say that I do not regret saving you at all, as long as you can be happy forever, I will be satisfied.

Writing: Yu Yi!

The plane was flying in the clouds, and the night sky outside the sunshade was still bright without any haze.

I was sitting in the first class, clasping my hands and looking down at the city.

Goodbye, city a

Goodbye, Xu Yue, my love.

Goodbye, the past

The plane gradually away from a city, I fell into a huge nothingness, the body kept shaking, only feel so cold

"Do you need an extra dress, miss?" A stewardess came up to me and asked me with a smile. When I looked down, I saw that I was wearing a coat, so I shook my head with a smile and closed my eyes.

Don't think about it, don't worry about it any more. How nice!

My lips showed a sad smile.

"Mr. Yu, it's only five o'clock in the morning. What's the matter with calling me so early?" When I got off the plane, I called Yu Chunan. She was still in a dream and asked vaguely.

"Manager Yu, the company is ready to move immediately." I looked up at the rising morning light from the sky and said decisively.

"What?" Yu Chunan jumped out of bed and said, "Mr. Yu, isn't this company just moved?"

"Yes, but now I'm moving again. I hope I can move more thoroughly this time." I replied calmly.

"And... Where to move?" Yu Chunan was stunned for a long time and asked helplessly“ The West. " After answering only two words, I solemnly said, "manager Yu, we must take measures to protect our secrets in this move. Except for the technical backbones, all the others will be dismissed, but we will pay enough money for settling down. Everything will be done according to the labor contract

Do the same thing. "

"OK... OK." Yu Chunan agreed helplessly there.

I hung up and walked out of the airport in the cold morning light.

In the early morning, the courtyard was still shrouded in fog and frost, cold and mysterious.

When I opened the door and went home, the housekeeper was surprised. I didn't know where I was coming from. I didn't bother to explain.

I went to the bedroom first.

On the soft bed in the bedroom, Nini was red with a smile of satisfaction on her childish face. Maybe she was still playing with her dear father in her dream.

My fingers touched her face.

"Nini, I'm sorry, mom can't give you a complete home. You'll be displaced with mom in the future." I murmured, tears dripping on her face.

I gritted my teeth and stood up. First I took a shower. Then I went to my desk and wrote a letter to Xiaoyu. I asked the housekeeper to give it to Xiaoyu at daybreak. There was a card with tens of thousands of yuan in it. It was my salary and bonus to Xiaoyu.

After that, I went to the study, cleaned up the design drawings and some important things, packed them, and then went to Shunfeng express to pack them.

After all this, the day after tomorrow is already bright. Xiaoyu has taken Nini to the kindergarten. I'm going to the hospital, too.