"Yi, Nini." Before the darkness came and I was about to lose consciousness, I was full of the shadows of Yi and Nini. I realized that I would never see them again in this life. At that moment, my heart was aching and desperate.
I haven't given them enough happiness. How can god treat us like this?
I can't die, my Yiyi, Nini is still waiting for me, I can't die!
I try not to sleep with my eyes open. My heart seems to be plucked. It's not the fear of death, but the sorrow of being away from my loved ones.
"Yiyi, I'm sorry. I'll go first. You need to take care of our daughter." Later, I couldn't support it. When I finally lost consciousness, I yelled and fainted completely.
"Ah Yue, ah Yue, where are you?" When I fell into the unknown darkness, my whole body was cold, my consciousness was tired, and I wanted to go to sleep, there was a voice in my ear constantly shouting: "ah Yue, don't sleep, I'm coming, wait for me." The voice is constantly telling in my ear, constantly disturbing my consciousness of sleeping in the past, such as singing and crying! This is a woman's voice that I think about day and night and engrave into my soul. I don't want to see her sad and try not to sleep in my heart
Li comforted her: "don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm waiting for you, don't cry." Later, after I recovered my memory, I learned from Chen Shizhang that that night, Yu Yi was frantically looking for me, and everyone gave up searching and rescuing me, but she didn't give up, didn't give up, and persisted in the dark mud rock flow, braved the heavy rain,
Firmly believe that I am not dead, step by step to find me.
We are interlinked. Finally, with her efforts, we found the place to bury our car.
I know that at that time, she relied on my telepathy, and I was not so.
That night, my brain is full of her figure, in the last moment of life, all her looks and sounds, I am not willing to leave her, desperately supporting.
In the boundless darkness, I really heard someone calling my name. The voice is very familiar. It's her, my wife, Yuyi.
The voice calling my name is Yuyi. She is looking for me. I hear it.
Her voice supported me not to sleep in the end, she let me through the difficulties.
But soon after I was rescued, I forgot everything.
"Brother Xu Yue is finally rescued." When I was carried out, a girl rushed at me, her face full of mud and tears, and I tried to look at her with wide eyes.
Is that her? The woman who keeps calling my name in the dark?
My eyes are used to the darkness. When I see the light, I see this face for the first time, with tears and surprise. Although my face is covered with black mud, I can see it clearly.
She held my hand in tears.
It must be her. She's always calling my name.
I opened my mouth to speak, but my throat was dry and hoarse, and I couldn't say a word.
Then someone quickly came up to drink water for me, and I fell asleep.
For a while, I didn't have any memory and my brain was blank.
I only know that girl, the girl I saw on the first day of my escape, called me brother Xu Yue with tears. As for her name, I also forgot.
It's all forgotten.
My memory fell into nothingness, nothing.
I often have a splitting headache. When I have a headache, I just want to bump my head against the wall. I'm extremely sad.
Clearly in the dark, I can remember what, but when I see the sun, my brain is only a dark.
"Brother Xu Yue, drink water?"
"Brother Xu Yue, I'll feed you porridge."
"Brother Xu Yue, it's time to take medicine."
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Every day is that beautiful gentle girl to take care of me, she said her name is Xiaoxi, no memory I only remember the name.
One day, when the door of the ward opened, a woman ran in and cried to me, "ah Yue."
Who is she? Why I don't have a little impression of her, so strange.
Looking at her, I didn't even understand why she was crying.
Then she told me that she was my wife and we had our daughter Nini.
Nini, I know. It was said by the girls who took care of me and the women who claimed to be my mother. They also brought Nini to show me.
Nini looks a lot like me, I admit it.
But this woman, crying that she is my wife's woman, looks so painful that I don't have any impression and can't admit anything.
Later, she went away in grief.
After a period of time, she began to take care of me, but somehow, her breath made me feel strange, afraid and even resistant.
During this period of time, I have been used to a smell: with a little flower fragrance, light, very good smell. As long as I smell it, my headache will be relieved, and my nerves will also be relieved.
I only know this kind of breath is called "Xiaoxi.".
Therefore, whenever I have a headache, I will call Xiaoxi's name, hoping to smell the smell.
At that time, I didn't know that it was a kind of poisonous hallucinogen, which was deliberately given to me for the purpose of completely losing my memory.
Later, the woman who claimed to be my wife came and Xiaoxi left.
She has been taking care of me and talking to me a lot.
But at that time, I was immersed in Xiaoxi's breath and couldn't extricate myself. Especially when I had a headache, I wanted Xiaoxi to come with me like a drug addict and let me smell her to relieve the headache.
Such a move completely hurt my wife, Yu Yi.
I sometimes see her tears secretly, very sad.
At that time, she asked me, would I like to go home with her? I have no hesitation to choose to promise.
Even though I lost my memory, I still had basic knowledge.
I have a home. I have to go back to my own home. We are the family.
After that, she took me home.
At first, I was really disgusted because she didn't have the breath I wanted, and when I was suffering from a headache, she couldn't bring me the feeling I wanted.
During the time when I went home, my card anger became very strange, often headache, upset, inexplicable card anger.
Until one day, when I was angry with her again, she ran into the study crying.
Her back, silent tears, somehow moved me, it seems that some buried feelings were pulled out. At that time, I have been away from Xiaoxi for many days. It seems that my headache can start to stabilize without the smell. Then I find strangely that with the decrease of headache, my physical strength is recovering, and I have a certain feeling
It seems to be recovering.
Of course, it's this woman, my wife. That night, I felt guilty for her for the first time.