"No, it's convenient." I was going to refuse, but was surrounded by an inexplicable fear, suddenly issued such a few words.
"Let's talk, shall we?" When he heard my reply, he immediately asked.
"But we don't know each other. What can we talk about?" I sent a message feebly.
"Are you happy now?" He sent a few words inexplicably.
"Not happy." I didn't even think about it. I answered directly.
"Why?" He asked with concern.
"I don't want to say that." I scratched a few more words.
"Well, I'll tell you, I'm not happy now, especially lonely." He said over there.
"It seems that we are all frustrated." It turns out that there are lonely people like me in this world, and my heart is better somehow.
"Yes, that is to say, we all have a tacit understanding." He sent me a line, "I'm at the airport now."
"Are you on business?" I just remember what he said when he was in front of Tianxia line that he was going to go far away tomorrow.
"Well, I have a task to finish." After thinking about it, he didn't hide anything from me and said directly.
I was slightly surprised: "are you a public officer?"
"No He answered two words quickly.
Well, since I'm not going to tell him everything about me, I don't want to ask him everything. That's fair.
"I'm only in business, but sometimes people can't just do it for their own interests, right?" After he stopped for a while, he took the initiative to tell me.
"Yes, there are too many helplessness when people live." I replied“ Yes, you are too right. People can't just live for themselves. Sometimes they have to stand at a certain height to consider problems in front of morality, responsibility and love. People can't be too selfish. " He sent such a seemingly helpless message every other moment
News.
I thought about it and said, "you don't look like a pure businessman. Businessmen usually put profit first, but you have different ideas."
"Maybe." He replied faintly.
"But it also shows that you are a person with depth and sense of responsibility. I think your business will be bigger and bigger." So I said.
"Really?" He seemed very surprised and quickly sent out two words“ Yes, I've met many businessmen. In their eyes, interests are above everything, even for the sake of interests, regardless of means and against their conscience. But from your words, you are not such a person, but such a person with a higher level of connotation
To be able to do great things and shoulder heavy responsibilities is really promising. " I said so.
"So that's how you see it?" He sent a surprise expression, very happy to my recognition“ Yes, I always think that a person can only go further and get more if he has both virtue and material. A person who wants to achieve a great cause can only go higher if he wants to go deeper and further. A person who has no virtue will only be punished in the end
His greedy bath has constrained his future. " I seem to have a lot to say and wonder why I want to say so much to a stranger.
Later, I thought that just because he was a stranger and didn't know me at all, I didn't have to worry about what he would think of me, or I would be angry because of what I said, so I dared to say what I thought from the bottom of my heart“ You're right, you know? I've been struggling all this time. In fact, I'm just an ordinary person. I want to have a family and live an ordinary life, but I can't help myself. Some time ago, I almost gave up everything. I just wanted to live the life I wanted, and even doubted about it for a time. But today, after hearing what you said, I've strengthened my belief, I think what I'm doing now is meaningful, although I've lost a lot for it... "He said
It seems to go on.
I quickly sent a comforting expression in the past: "as long as you think what you do is meaningful, then stick to it, one day, others will understand you, don't give up easily."
Like a tacit understanding, he sent me a few short words: "OK, thank you so much. It's my luck to know you."
I think he's exaggerating. He smiles and continues to talk.
I didn't ask him what he was worried about or what he was going to do. Naturally, he wouldn't tell me. We just chatted like this. Unconsciously, I talked about my loneliness, panic and helplessness. He also gave me a lot of comfort. Gradually, I found that we have many resonance points. As long as we talk about any topic, we can communicate with each other
It's like something.
The frailty of my heart faded a lot, and my heart was quiet for no reason.
Unconsciously, we talked late into the night.
Then I said good night, turned off my cell phone and fell asleep in bed.
The next day, I got up a little late and went for a walk in the back garden as usual to give my child prenatal education.
When I walked slowly along the back garden to a corner behind the villa, I heard a sob. I was startled. It was a woman's voice and I hurried over.
Under a big tree, Xiao ran was squatting there, holding his head in both hands, sobbing from time to time.
My heart throbbed and I went up at once.
"Xiao ran, what's the matter with you?" I approached her and squatted down in front of her.
She was startled and looked up at me.
"Yiyijie." She sobbed and cried. She took my hand and burst into tears. "What should I do? What shall we do? "
Looking at his painful face, I understood everything. I went to the back wall and moved a low stool to sit side by side with her.
"Xiao ran, I'm just looking for you to have a good talk with you. It's time and quiet now. Let's have a good talk." I whispered to her.
"Well." She wiped her tears and nodded.
"Xiao ran, tell me, what are your concerns now?" I sat down and asked.
She raised her confused eyes, looked at me helplessly, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid now, I'm afraid that if I go on like this with the lamb, I won't be able to end."
"Why can't it end? Just let it be. I'm sure Chen Shizhang won't let you down. " I said softly“ No, he won't let me down, but his mother won't let me into his house, because she thinks I'm not worthy of their family's life experience. If the lamb is just a man from an ordinary family, I will be desperate, but now, I can't
At this point, she shed tears of pain.
"Ah I sighed and held her hand: "once, I was in the same state of mind as you. I thought it was impossible for me to marry Xu Yue, but later, Xu Yue still ruled out everything and married me, just..."
Speaking of this, I was silent. It's just that the ending between Xu Yue and me is not good. I can't convince her with my examples.