I listened to him and looked at him puzzled. It seemed that since he was sober, he would often say something that I didn't understand, but I was used to it.
"Yiyi, I ask you a question, can you answer me truthfully?" After a while, Leng Xinjie put down the flowers and asked me.
"Yes, please." I see his thin face covered with a layer of light, very dazzling, this is the most energetic moment I have seen since he sobered up, immediately agreed.
After pondering, he looked up at me and asked, "Yiyi, have you ever loved me? Even for a minute. "
I was stunned. After a long time, I suddenly looked him in the eye and said seriously and sincerely, "brother Jie, I always think you are my brother, just like my own brother, always."
"Is it?" The light in his eyes dimmed, but he still insisted: "even after you lost Xu Yue and divorced him, did you not have a little bit of my heart? Don't you ever think about marrying me? "
After he asked, the light of his eyes fixed on me, as if waiting for a sentence.
My fingers clenched.
At this moment, my mind is very clear.
I didn't forget my promise to Leng Xinliang, and I didn't forget my promise to Xu Yue. I wanted Leng Xinjie to see the facts clearly and give up. Of course, I wanted to comply with my own heart.
At this moment, I must firmly and quietly tell him the truth, only in this way, he can learn from the bitter experience, come out of this quagmire, and completely start a new life.
"No, not at all. If I have any behavior that you misunderstood, I apologize to you." I looked at him and answered aloud.
I think he heard it very clearly. I can never give him a little hope, even if there is no more fire. Of course, what I said was true. Even in the capital, after my divorce from Xu Yue, I followed Wang qihan back to Wei's home, although I promised to give him a little hope in his pursuit
He is a fair and just opportunity, but it is also against my heart. In fact, no matter when, my heart is full of Xu Yue's shadow, always.
I can't cheat myself, and I don't want to cheat him!
After a while, the light in Leng Xinjie's eyes all went out, and the corners of his lips showed a smile of self mockery. Suddenly, he burst out laughing, and two tears came out of his eyes.
I looked at him with pain, and I was also very sad.
Life will have many friends, but there are friends such as Leng Xinjie, I think it is God's favor to me.
I'm really disappointed with him and can't give him too much. If there is an afterlife, I hope he can take the initiative from the beginning, so that he won't miss it again.
But in this life, we are doomed.
After laughing for a while, he put his hand on his forehead, closed his eyes slightly and said to me, "Yiyi, I understand. Thank you for your confession. Go out first and let me have a rest. I'll see you when I have something to do."
"Brother Jie, will you promise me to live healthily and happily from now on?" I looked at him and asked uneasily.
"Yes, you can rest assured that I still have a big unfinished business. I won't be so passive and decadent, and I'm also afraid of death, right?" He said with self mockery that tears were still hanging from the corners of his eyes, but a smile was already on his lips.
Suddenly, I saw the gentle and graceful young master again“ OK, I believe you. You can have a rest first. Don't let me have any mental burden. When you are better, I'll push you outside in a wheelchair to relax. " I believe he understands and will pass this pass. He nodded and agreed and left
get out.
I'm really tired. I just want to go back to my dormitory and have a good rest.
"Yu Yi." But when I just went out, a person walking in front of me gave me a headache.
It's Wu Xiangzhen.
"Auntie, why are you here?" I asked in astonishment, really lamenting how she came here.
Wu Xiangzhen held two heavy bags in her hands, which seemed to be full of many things. As soon as she saw me, she would smile and blame: "Yu Yi, it's not interesting that you don't bring me here."
When I heard that, I couldn't help laughing and angry. She thought I was a tourist here for fun!
"Auntie, I have something to do here. What are you doing here?" I quickly reached for what she was holding and asked in a puzzled way.
She avoided her hand and said, "no, no, you're pregnant. How can you carry things?"
"Ma'am, let me mention it." My hand failed, so I had to give up. At this time, Leng Fei came to take Wu Xiangzhen's things.
"Be careful, it's soup. Don't spill it." Wu Xiangzhen looked at Leng Fei and told her in a hurry.
Cold coffee listen to busy with hand steady, like protecting baby.
"Auntie, what are you doing with the soup?" When I heard this, I asked curiously.
She's from Yuncheng town to the provincial capital. It's a long way to go. Did she bring it to Yuncheng town after she cooked the soup“ Of course, it's for you to drink. If you are pregnant, you have to make up for it, otherwise malnutrition will be troublesome. " Wu Xiangzhen immediately took it for granted and said seriously, "I tell you, I've been cooking soup all morning. That's good
It's not easy to cook. That's why Xu Yue sent a car to deliver it. "
"Auntie, you cooked soup in Yuncheng town and sent it here?" I was so surprised that I couldn't speak for a moment. It's too pretentious.
"Yes, I borrowed it from the kitchen of the guest house. It took me a lot of time." Wu Xiangzhen nodded, took my hand and looked at me: "Oh, what a pity. Look at this yellow and thin face. It's malnutrition. It's strange that I'm careless."
As soon as I heard this, I realized that this was the disaster caused by malnutrition. I suddenly gave a cold Brown look, but I couldn't say it was funny.
Leng Fei turned her head immediately after I glared at her, pretending not to see her.
"Let's go and have some soup. It's not good if it's cold." Wu Xiangzhen took my hand and walked forward for fear that if I went a step late, I would be unable to absorb the soup because I was too late.
I had to follow her to the dormitory.
As soon as she arrived at the dormitory, Wu Xiangzhen took the bag in Leng Fei's hand and took out the thermos inside. I saw that there were four thermoss in it. They all looked heavy.
This is to feed me as a pig!
Now I realize that it's hard to escape today!
Sure enough.
Wu Xiangzhen started to wash her hands first, then pushed me to the table to sit down, and then took out the thermos bottles one by one and put them in front of me. Unexpectedly, I saw that there was a label on the thermos bottle with words written on it. She looked down and looked at it carefully. After reading it, I almost laughed. It turned out that all the labels were the names of the soup.