I got off the elevator and walked out quickly.
As soon as he went out, he saw that Wei Peishan's car had entered the traffic flow, while Xu Jiaze stood on the street and watched Wei Peishan's car slowly disappear in front of him, leaving only a deep sigh.
"Mom, Dad." At the gate of the hospital, Nini poked her head out of the car and yelled at me and Xu Yue.
"Nini." Xu Yue listened, quickly walked over, opened the door, picked up Nini, and talked with her intimately.
I went to Xu Jiaze.
"Uncle." After standing on the street for a while, Xu Jiaze drooped his head and turned to go. I went up and stopped him.
He turned around and saw that it was me. His eyes were full of surprise. His eyes fell on my stomach. Then his eyes flashed black and joyful light.
"Yiyi, thank you." His voice trembled, a little excited.
Thank you? I was stunned.
What does he want to thank me for? Since he left home at the last family meeting, he has been absent from everything that happened later. Normally, he doesn't know anything.
"Uncle, can I talk to you?" I asked softly after thinking.
"Yes, yes." He immediately nodded and agreed.
"Uncle, did you really become a monk in the temple?" I looked at him and asked earnestly.
Xu Jiaze was shocked and sighed: "this is really true."
"Uncle, so you must forget all the past and live alone in the empty door, and then you'll get rid of all the worldly things?" I looked at his sad face and continued to ask.
He listened, eyes dodged my eyes, eyes are a confused color“ Uncle, you are not fit to be a monk. You'd better come back. " I looked at him and said sincerely: "aunt's illness is very serious. No one can guarantee what will happen to her. At this moment, you should accompany her and make her happy.
”If he really became a monk and didn't listen to things outside the window, he would not know what happened to the Xu family. Now, obviously, although he is in the Zen temple, he still cares about things at home and knows a lot about me
I know.
But Xu Jiaze didn't talk about his own affairs, but instead talked about me and Xu Yue.
"Yiyi, I'm really glad that you finally have a Yue's child again. Thank you for giving a Yue a chance, and thank you for trying to maintain your marriage. Unlike me, I have suffered two women. "
I pursed my lower lip. My marriage with Xu Yue made me smile bitterly.
He should not know that Xu Yue and I are divorced now, and I don't want to say anything more. He is an elder who can't handle his own feelings well, let alone talk about the feelings of his son and daughter-in-law.
But when I married into the Xu family, he was one of the few family members who were good to me. At least, he always supported me and Xu Yue. Therefore, I am grateful to him“ Uncle, all feelings in one's life are taken and maintained by oneself. If you have a firm attitude and will, no one can break you up. Of course, there are some objective factors, but that's not the main reason. The key lies in the fact that
You yourself I thought a lot and said with emotion: "you can have a short-term peace of mind if you want to get rid of the world of mortals and hide in the empty door, but it's just an appearance and it's deceiving you. Just like now, the reason why you still come to the hospital to see your aunt is because of the hidden guilt in your heart? Although it's a little late, it's not too late to make up now. Otherwise, when all regrets are settled, even if you are in an empty door in the dead of night, the guilt and regret hidden in your heart will still jump out
We don't want to do much good in our life, but we want to have a clear conscience. Therefore, you'd better think about what I said Xu Jiaze listened to me carefully. A few complicated emotions flashed in his eyes, and finally sighed: "Yiyi, I've lived my whole life, but I'm not as clear as you can see. Don't worry, I'll think about it. It's really that I'm too selfish and narrow-minded
。”
With that, he turned to go.
"Uncle, time and opportunity will not wait for you. I hope you can make a decision as soon as possible." I said solemnly behind my back.
He body trembled, suddenly turned around and said: "Yiyi, Xiang Zhen may have thought clearly, she doesn't need me to accompany." I shook my head and said, "that's better. If you come back to take care of her who is seriously ill, make up for the emotional deficit of her life, and leave a step for herself in the future. If she really thinks through everything, it won't be too difficult for you. It's the end of her life
At this age, there's nothing I can't let go of. I always believe that people are good. "
Xu Jiaze listened to me carefully, looked at me thoughtfully, nodded and said, "Yiyi, I'll think about it when I go back. Thank you for your advice."
I smile.
He turned and strode away, brisk. I was surprised to see his back. How can I feel that his back is much stronger than before? Although it is also so tall and thin, the former height is more empty and thin, like a bamboo pole, and now it is also like a tree trunk
Although the trunk is thin and weak, it is much stronger than bamboo.
And although his complexion is not as white as before, it's much more black and red, but isn't his black and red skin just a healthy color.
It seems that he may have succeeded in detoxification!
If so
The corners of my lips showed a slight smile.
"Yiyi, what are you grinning at?" While I was standing and Hu Sihai was thinking, Xu Yue came over from behind with Nini in his arms and asked.
I looked up at Nini: "Nini, mom is going to buy chocolate. Shall we go to see grandma?"
"Good." Nini was held in her arms by Xu Yue and nodded with a smile: "Mom, your efficiency is really low. I've been shopping for grandma for such a long time, and I'm tired of waiting. Fortunately, my father came to accompany me."
I smell speech to smile to smile, immediately apologize: "sorry, Nini, mom immediately to buy."
Then he went to the small shop next to the hospital“ Yiyi, don't buy it. I have chocolate in my car. It's specially bought for Nini. It's imported from Germany. Let Nini take it and give it to mom. This hospital's small supermarket is privately contracted. I'm still worried about being unqualified. " Xu Yue stopped me,
Speaking behind me, I was right. Then I looked up and saw Xu Yue's car was parked in front of me. Leng Fei was sitting in the cab. I went up to open the back compartment and took out a box of exquisite chocolate and handed it to Nini.
Nini put her hands in her arms.
"Let's go up and see Nini's grandmother." I smile to Xu Yue“ All right Xu Yue also answered with a smile, and we walked upstairs together.