Chapter 1389

Lu Zichen's face covered with frost: "don't worry, this time, she will never come out."

I nodded.

Later, I didn't know until I gave birth to my child that Jing Jiajia had been released from prison more than a month ago. After she was released from prison, she didn't repent, but vented all her hatred on me.

After she got out of prison, she went to city a and was waiting for an opportunity to revenge me, but because Lu Zichen was always by my side, she couldn't find a chance at all. On the day of my marriage with Lu Zichen, she had been wandering outside, especially when she saw the picture of me wearing a happy wedding dress on TV. Jealousy made her completely lose her mind, leaving only revenge in her heart. But at that time, she was

There's no chance.

Only when Lin Zihao and Zhang Zishan got married did they finally find the chance, but they were stopped by Guan's mother.

At that time, she was enraged and threw Guan's mother into the stream. Guan's mother was rescued and sent to the hospital for rescue. But the fact is that Lu Zichen asked the hospital to do her best. However, three days later, Guan's mother died.

I was afraid that all the above ways would affect my mind. I didn't tell it until I gave birth to my child and was in good mental condition. Jing Jiajia threw Guan's mother, who raised her, into the river to die. She deliberately harmed me and was sentenced for life. When she went to prison again, she was already mad. Three months later, she died in prison. As for how she died, no one knew, and no one asked

After all, it's all her own business.

Because of the fright, my pregnancy has become extremely difficult, and I often have nightmares, the card gas is getting worse and worse.

Later, the doctor diagnosed me with postpartum depression.

I often cry at home, always worried that someone would harm me and my children.

Sometimes I would hold the road and forbid him to go out to work in the morning, let alone leave me.

If he is a little disobedient, I will fall on the bed and cry.

Lu Zichen loves me so much that he can only do his best to take care of me.

It's been more than a month.

When my stomach was more than four months old, Lin Jiaojiao came to take care of me. One day, she took me to the hospital for examination. The doctor said that my fetus was malnourished and small.

Now my mood came again. I was in a panic all day.

Lu Zichen was even more nervous than me, and suggested that I go to the hospital. Lin Jiaojiao, a passer-by, kept comforting us: "don't worry, I had four babies. It doesn't matter that I have experience in this field. Besides, it's only more than four months now, and it's OK to take good care of myself later. You don't know. Wow, I gave birth to the third child at that time

At that time, I didn't care much about it. I just ate what I wanted. Later, my third son was the fattest, the smartest and the tallest

Although I listened to it, I felt more depressed. I felt my stomach and wept every day.

Lu Zichen was so anxious that he lost his mind. He asked a psychologist and a nutritionist. Of course, the psychologist he asked could not tell me, otherwise I would be more sensitive.

He himself is guarding me every day. In fact, I am also very worried about his situation. After all, he has lost Wu Li's right and left arm and has to accompany me every day. The company has a lot of things during this period. He is very busy every day and comes home

It's not peaceful. What makes me feel a little relieved is that during this period of time, I learned on TV that Wu Li has returned to Malaysia since she left ainier company. Now she works as the deputy general manager of her home company. She is in a good state of life and seems to have made a good boyfriend

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For her change, I feel sincerely happy, fortunately, she did not like Jing Jiajia as stubborn and destroy themselves.

But my depression seems to be irreparable. Once, he came home a little late, and I was so worried that I was angry with him. When he came to comfort me and hugged me, he broke a pot of flowers that I like very much. At that time, I cried. He was so scared that he had to coax me in a low voice

I didn't let go until I had a good laugh.

And I grow up with my belly day by day, more like a fragile porcelain doll. I focus all my attention on the baby and him. Every time, as long as I think he's a little bit cold, I think he doesn't love me, and doesn't want me and my children, so I pull him to cry, or cry in bed with quilt covered. I must ask him to say all kinds of good words to me, until my doubts are completely eliminated

I'll give up.

After that, he became thinner and thinner.

One day, when I woke up early and sat at the head of the bed looking at his face, I was surprised to find that his face was thinner than when I was married. The beard on his chin grew out and I didn't have time to shave it. My eyes were all sunken.

At that moment, I woke up completely and vowed to change this situation. In the morning, I took the initiative to change a set of beautiful maternity clothes, and walked slowly into the garden for a walk. Looking at the green trees, luxuriant branches and leaves, and the flowers, I felt as if I had passed a unreal world that did not belong to myself, and I was very proud of myself

I feel so strange.

I'm only conscious that I have to change myself, otherwise I and Lu Zichen will be destroyed!

The first time, I quietly took the initiative to call the psychologist, and then, every morning when I was not at home, the psychologist would come on time.

After ten days in a row, my mental condition gradually improved. At this time, because Zhang Zishan was pregnant, Lin Jiaojiao couldn't take care of me completely. She always ran two ways. My mother also spent a lot of time to take care of me because I was pregnant. The company's affairs were higher than her. After I was more than four months, I had to go to work

She came less.

When Zhang Zishan learned of my illness, she suggested that she move to my home to raise the baby together.

I agreed.

This is not only convenient for Lin Jiao Jiao to take care of, but also more company.

Sure enough

After Zhang Zishan came, my depression got better and better. Later, the psychiatrist didn't let her come.

Zhang Zishan laughs every day and remembers some wonderful things with me from time to time. Later, when I am in a cheerful mood, I can eat a lot.

Lu Zichen is happy in his eyes.

One night, when Luzi came back in the morning, he wanted to stop talking.

I felt that he must have something, so I began to press him.

At first, he didn't say it, but later, under my repeated questioning, he finally told me that he was going on a business trip for three days tomorrow. After that, he looked at me carefully and asked if I would let him go. If I didn't want to, he would cancel.

When I heard that, I agreed without thinking.

At this time, I was six months pregnant.

I readily agreed to let Lu Zichen some surprise, he still seems to be indecisive, but I smile to ease his heart, just encourage him to go on a business trip. Later, he didn't think I was telling lies. After telling Lin Jiaojiao and the nanny again and again, he left.