i see!
Hearing Qin Guozhu's words, the smile on Xu Shaotang's face no longer exists.
It seems that Qin Guozhu will teach him a good lesson again.
"Is there nothing you want to tell me about this?" Qin Guozhu looks at Xu Shaotang quietly.
Xu Shaotang put his hands together and said with a bitter smile, "Mr. Qin, there's really nothing to say about this! I can't help it. "
If possible, he doesn't want to be Qin Zongheng.
But now it's useless to say anything. The heart devil is the heart devil. If something already exists can be let out at any time, it's not called the heart devil.
"Lao long said," you've got to the top of the horn. "
Qin Guozhu sighed softly: "the death of vertical and horizontal has nothing to do with you! On the contrary, no matter he or I, I should thank you for tearing him down as soon as possible and not making a big mistake! "
"Mr. Qin, I understand that."
Xu Shaotang scratched his head helplessly and said with a bitter smile: "but it's another matter whether you can understand this truth and defeat this heart demon. You are not a monk, and you still can't understand the problem. I can't explain it to you clearly. Let me tell you this, I know a man in heaven, and it took him nearly 20 to 30 years to defeat his heart demon. ”
at this moment, he is wondering about the future of the dragon. Yesterday, the Dragon general said that he would let Qin Guozhu teach him a good lesson. He thought that the Dragon general was just joking, but he didn't expect that the Dragon general really told Qin Guozhu about it.
If he had known it would be like this, he would not have told the Dragon general.
If Qin Guozhu didn't know this, he would have learned a good lesson now.
"Will it take so long?"
Qin Guozhu was slightly surprised and said: "I also said that I would help you break this heart demon as soon as possible, so that your cultivation can go further! Now we are all pointing at you to deal with those immortals and those creatures that suddenly appear! "
Xu Shaotang said with a helpless smile: "how can it be so easy? This is the only way to become a saint. If it is so easy, there will be so many saints! Mr. Qin, I don't think you should teach me this lesson. I'll try my best to defeat this evil spirit myself. "
Qin Guozhu nodded and said, "well, I don't know much about you people. I won't give you any lessons. Let's talk at will."
"Mr. Qin, are you still trying to teach me Xu Shaotang can't laugh or cry.
What's the difference between this and class?
"I said," why don't you know good people? "
Qin Guozhu glared at him and said: "what's not in class is just chatting. If it can help you to solve this knot, it's better. If it can't, I won't talk about it any more."
"Well, all right!"
Since Qin Guozhu said so, what else can he say?
Anyway, this meeting hasn't been served yet. He's sitting outside. It's better to talk with Qin Guozhu. It's best if it can help. He doesn't have to.
"Actually, after my death, I thought about a lot of things."
Qin Guozhu said: "for a long time, I met the same situation as you."
"I understand." Xu Shaotang nodded and said, "are you thinking that if you didn't get drunk at the beginning, if you didn't say that to him, or if you didn't have so many worries, and if you were more powerful to Xia Jiuli, he would not go that way?"
"Yes
Qin Guozhu nodded slightly and said: "I was very remorseful during that time. I often sat alone in my study in the middle of the night and wept silently at his photos. I always asked myself if I didn't tell him our worries, would he not go on this road of no return? To tell you the truth, I even thought about why I didn't try to protect him after you exposed his identity. I won't take this old face anymore and go to ask the boss for mercy. For my sake, the boss should give him a way to live! "
With that, Qin Guozhu's eyes suddenly moistened again.
For the first time, Xu Shaotang heard Qin Guozhu reveal his true feelings in front of him. He never knew before that Qin Guozhu had even tried to protect Qin Zongheng.
Maybe the one sitting in front of him is no longer Qin Guozhu who works hard for his country, but an ordinary father.
Any father may have such an idea, even if his children make mistakes.
"How did you figure it out later?" Xu Shaotang asked softly.
"The last time I went to Gu Yuan to see him."
Qin Guozhu gently rubbed his eyes and said slowly: "at that time, I said a lot in front of his tombstone, and also expressed my guilt. When I left, I suddenly saw the name on his tombstone, Qin Zongheng!"
"Just seeing his name, I figured it out?"
Xu Shaotang looks at Qin Guozhu with an incredible face. Is it too simple?
After staring at Qin Zongheng's tombstone for so long, how could he not defeat his own demons?"Yes, that's his name!"
Qin Guozhu long spit out a foul air, "because he called Qin Zongheng! Because he is Qin Zongheng! "
"Even if he's not the man of the hand of God, he'll go the wrong way! Because he is Qin Zongheng, he is a typical idealist. He has lived under all kinds of auras since he was a child, and he has grown up to be the most outstanding figure in the capital. He has long thought that he can use his intelligence to change everything into what he wants! "
"However, he did not know that when the manpower was poor, some things could not become what he wanted!"
"And he is a stubborn man. If he wants to die, even if I don't want to fight for this old face, he will die! If he wants to live, I believe that even if he is torn down by you, he has a way to live, but he has broken his own way in his heart! "
"Yes
Xu Shaotang nodded and said, "with his wisdom, he should have thought of arranging his own retreat."
"So you're not to blame for his death, and I'm not."
Qin Guozhu said earnestly: "if you get into the top of the ox horn, you have to feel guilty for his death. When you have nothing to do, you might as well think about what I said to you! You are a smart man. I hope you can figure it out earlier. If you can't figure it out all the time, you can go to Guyuan to see him when you have nothing to do. Maybe you will figure it out just like me. "
"Well, thank you, Mr. Qin."
Xu Shaotang gently nodded, Qin Guozhu's words, really let his mood have some waves.
"I don't want to say anything extra. Let's go out and sit down, or the girl will come back and say that I'll talk to you all day long!" Qin Guozhu slowly stood up, shook his head and said with a bitter smile: "the girl is not staying. The girl went home last time with a dead look. Now, I feel that her face is about to blossom..."
Just as they were about to leave the study, there was a quick knock on the door, and Qin Qianyu's anxious voice: "grandfather, something happened!"