Chapter 272 - I am going to be really very pissed!!

A part of Charan was scared that if guilt kept building up like this, one day Shreya would really run away from them in order to keep them safe. And that was something he cannot afford to happen. After all, he had seen what guilt does to Shreya when it came to her parents…

"I'm so sorry, Charan… I don't know how we really missed it. It was I who sent you guys there… and it happened in one place I was sure you would all be safe… if something had happened to your family… I really don't know…"

Shreya kept mumbling like a broken record all over again as if she never heard Charan consoling her… she really did not hear him. All her head was filled with all the worst-case scenarios all over again… just like the day they had separated.

That fear was paralyzing to Shreya to the point she cannot think of anything past them… or even hear anything.

"Maybe I should have never gotten close to you and Akira… then none of this would have happened… Akira wouldn't have been taken on the very first day we ever met… I don't even know why someone in my situation will even start a relationship in the first place… why do I have to be so selfish?"

Her ranting went on and on to the point Charan really couldn't take it anymore… Her thought process was exactly where he feared she would end up. He was not sure she even realized that she was actually talking out loud about everything she is thinking.

Charan at one point just pulled her away from him and crashed his lips against hers…

Shreya, at last, shut up and realized her surrounding… her eyes widened in surprise for a second before she closed them returned the kiss. She poured all her emotions she had bottled up in the past months and past days into the kiss…

Her lips were eager and absolutely desperate against his… And Charan matched her perfectly. When he tasted the saltiness of her tears, he unconsciously softened and gentled his movements.

They, at last, pulled away only when they both needed air… even then, Charan kept her close to him without really letting her pull away from him.

He gently wiped away the tears drying up on her cheeks… he then stared at her watery eyes said earnestly, "Shreya… at no point in time I am ever going to think that 'if only I have never met you' or 'if only I have never known you'… You will never know what you brought into my life or Akira's for that matter… so, don't ever say that again… or I am going to be really very pissed!! And you do not want to see me getting pissed!!" His voice, at that moment, was stern and overbearing as if he was educating a child.

The tears she had stopped on her eye sockets tumbled down as she heard him.

She no longer had the ability to think… her emotions were overwhelming her to the point she felt she would go crazy…

She really loved these two to pieces and she would do absolutely anything to keep them safe all their lives… but she did not know how to do it and that helplessness made her heart feel as if someone was twisting them with their bare hands…

With her chaotic emotions, she leaned over and bit on his shoulder blades in hope of getting some semblance of sanity… She poured all her frustration and helplessness as she bit him…

She really really hated how much she loved him and how much she needed him…

Charan on the other hand just let her have her way as always. He knew she was struggling with herself and she needed a place to vent her emotions… and he was happy to be that person even when it pained for him to see her like this.

He knew a part of it was because of how she lost her parents that she had so much insecurities in her and no matter what he said or did, those scars are not going to go away from her in this life… He understood that and so he can be patient with her… at least for now. But he did not know how long that was going to last…

Because every time she behaved like this, it almost felt as if she was regretting their meeting and their relationship and that thought brought along a whole lot of pain to him as well.

Shreya, at last, pulled away when she tasted his rustly blood… She pulled away and at last her eyes cleared. But she did not meet his eyes… just bit on her lips and muttered, "Sorry…"

Her lips still had some red blood on their corners. Charan wiped them away and asked softly, "Are you okay now?"

Shreya nodded her head diligently before leaning on him limply.

"I am sorry I am such a mess… I was just so scared. I thought I was going to lose you guys… and I couldn't do anything because I had sent you so far away from me. I thought something would have happened to you because of me… I thought I would never be able to see you guys again… the thought that you guys were so far away from me and suffering because of me and all I could do was to stand here and wait… it was antagonizing… I thought I would go crazy… I couldn't even think straight… everything was getting so hazy in my head at one point that…"

Shreya poured but then she did not know how to continue after that.

These two days had been hell for her would be an understatement. She did not even know how she had survived these two days… she had still not fainted was her sheer grit and determination.

Charan gathered her and rocked her like a baby… he let her ramble on and on to the point she did not have the energy to say anything more and at last her eyes drooped down as she fell into slumber.

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He did not even bother moving her to bed… he did not have the heart to. He just let her sleep on top of him and looked at her smiling all night long.