19 After I lef

If you are wondering why I did such a thing, well because, I've said it before, Yoshino is the only man that I see myself having children with.

I can't betray him, the way he betrayed me.

I love him too much.

I don't know if I told you this before but I don't like sex.

Back then when I did it with Yoshino, I could barely handle it and just thinking of doing it with another man?

Letting another man inside me, after so many years?

Can you imagine how I feel?

Just thinking about it is scary.

I can't.

I just can't allow another man inside me.

To start over again, the whole process?

I'm sorry I just can't.

But yes, Hikari truly was the light of our lives.

His smile, his laugh, his round body all of him was perfect.

I truly love this baby and much as I love my triplets.

He grew quick, started talking and he showed us love every day.

I am truly happy that I brought him into this life.

But someone else was having a tough time.

After I left Yoshino and his family were looking forward to the baby but things didn't work out.

Misaki and mama Mei, would always visit and gossip about Yoshino to me according to them, this is what happened after I left.

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Yoshino and Erina were happy, very happy.

And her stomach grew slightly, then she lost the baby?

Yes, she did.

She fell down the stairs at school and the doctor told them that she needed to remove the fetus.

Now to my understanding, how could she be pregnant right after she finds out that I was having Yoshino's child?

Correct!

The bitch was never pregnant, to begin with.

I knew this.

Mama Mei and Misaki knew this and this was a fact that Kae knew too.

So the four of us knew she faked her pregnancy, why she did it?

You know that reason as well as I do, but if you have just joined us and you don't know what the fuck I'm talking about, well here's a very quick explanation of what happened.

That bitch wanted my man for his money!

Well, she has him now, it's no more a want. (Rolls eyes)

She faked her pregnancy to get him.

According to mama Mei, Yoshino cried that day when he heard about it and he became depressed for a while.

A month after I gave birth to the triplets, Misaki came to visit and told me Bitch nee-san is pregnant.

A few weeks later when mama Mei came to visit her grandchildren, she told me Bitch nee-san had a miscarriage.

So here's the thing right…

My twin and Yoshino are friends, close friends or well at least my brother is still his friend since I asked him not to abandon Yoshino.

So my brother tells me that Erina is pregnant for real this time, 3 months pregnant.

Then…

She aborted the child, how he knew?

Because she had these bad stomach cramps and had to go to the hospital.

Doctors told her she wasn't cleaned out properly.

Cleaned out properly?

Yeah, the person that did the abortion, did a pretty shitty job at removing the fetus.

Again how my twin new this?

The girl he used to fuck in high school told him.

Erina got what she wanted but refused to give Yoshino what he wanted.

Anyways…

Years later Yoshino got into an accident one day and he was badly injured.

After that, they continued to try for more children but sadly, she never fell pregnant again, why?

Well because...