On his birthday that year, she gave herself to him without reservation.

He remembers that at that time, he was as excited as a young man. He was reluctant to touch her, but he couldn't help being moved by her.

That night, he gently loved her, let her from a girl into his people.

Still remember, she was too small to accommodate his huge, she held him, the pain of the eyebrows are wrinkled up.

At that moment, he really loved her. For the first time, he felt that he had human feelings. It was not heartless, but heartache.

That kind of feeling, let him be very flustered, he is not used to that kind of feeling.

He can go to spoil a person, will spoil each other lawless, but not willing to love a person.

Because heartache means that the other party is likely to become his weakness, he can not have weakness.

As a member of the night family, once there is a weakness, it means that in the competition with other people, it is easy to be choked.

And he has responsibility, but also with his mother's expectations, he can't die, how can he have weaknesses!

What's more, at that time, the competition of their generation was very fierce. He almost became a chess piece and was abandoned and replaced. So when he was lingering at that time, the feeling of heartache was pressed down by him.

In order to prove that he is not distressed, he wants Li Zhen very much. He doesn't even look at her expression. He loves her and lingers over and over again.

That girl is also a spoony persistent, painful tears fell out, Leng did not let him stop.

She was in great pain and followed his rhythm to the end.

When he heard something wrong with her voice and turned on the light to see, the silly girl was devastated by him.

Red eyes, as if by a great grievance, because of too much pain, teeth are hard to bite the lips, the body is also full of sweat, the whole person is a little shivering.

He was shocked. He was shaking his hands, wiping her tears and kissing the blood from her lips.

"Does it hurt?" He remembered that his voice was shaking when he asked.

"It's OK. It doesn't hurt. It's OK. The book says it will hurt. Junqing, I'm not afraid of it. I'm willing to give it to you."

At that time, he went to the bathroom as an excuse, almost embarrassed to hide himself, he covered his eyes and cried.

It was the first time he cried. For a girl, he was Xie Lizhen.

That year, she was 17 years old, and he was 27 years old. He was ten years older than her, but he was crying in the bathroom.

Because he was really at a loss and didn't know what to do.

But let him let Li Zhen go, he can't do it, the habit is terrible, even if it's not love at the beginning, then he can't help falling in love with it!

It's hard not to love such a beautiful and innocent girl.

She is really stupid, clearly pain into that, but also consider his feelings.

Later, he didn't want her. He just wanted to spoil her. When he was with her, he could even forget the darkness of the night family.

Unfortunately, no matter how beautiful it is, it is destroyed by him.

Later, she wanted to marry him, and he always told her that she was not old enough to get married.

She said she could have a wedding first and then get a license.

He always feels wrong.

later, he said she would return to Xie, and she agreed. It was just a concealment of identity, and all kinds of things, so that she really turned into a bubble like a mermaid and disappeared in his world. No matter how he looked for it and how he suffered, he could not find it.