Chapter 6440

Shangguan Shaoheng's eyes seemed to have an illusion. He seemed to see shuixuan'er smiling at him.

Shangguan Shaoheng's excited hands were trembling. He wanted to speak, but he didn't dare to speak. Recently, he was always prone to hallucination. He was afraid that the hallucination would disappear as soon as he opened his mouth.

For Shangguan Shaoheng, he wanted to see shuixuan more, even if he was hallucinating.

Looking at the real appearance of shuixuan'er, Shangguan Shaoheng's heart was trembling.

Shangguan Shaoheng's lips were trembling with tears in his eyes.

He had never been like this before, but when he looked at Shui xuan'er, he couldn't help crying. He wanted to say sorry, but his words seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't make a sound at all.

Shangguan Shaoheng has to use a lot of strength to speak.

He controls his emotions. He dares not bring tears in his eyes. Once he brings tears, his vision will be blurred, and he can't see the person in front of him clearly.

"Xuan er Yes I'm sorry... "

Sorry, three words can't make up for the damage he caused to her. Although he didn't mean to forget it, if he was on guard against the queen, if he didn't see the queen, if he was more alert and more attentive to shuixuan'er, he would not let Wu Jian take medicine on him, and he would not forget Xuaner.

So he's still sorry for xuan'er.

He knew that no matter how sorry he was, it was useless.

His xuan'er is gone!

He wants her to live, to live, to do whatever she wants, he will accompany her. If she loves him, he will give her more love.

"Xuan'er, xuan'er..."

Shangguan Shaoheng still couldn't help reaching out to touch it, but when he touched it, he found that the illusion disappeared.

"Xuan'er, xuan'er..."

Shangguan Shaoheng, as if stimulated, began to look for shuixuan.

In his panic, he accidentally knocked over a box on the table.

The box fell to the ground, making a crisp sound.

Shangguan Shaoheng was so nervous that he wanted to pick it up. He cherished shuixuan'er's things.

When Shangguan Shaoheng lowered his head to pick it up, he saw a piece of brocade in the box.

The book of Chen Xin written on the brocade is the book of Chen Xin written by Shui xuan'er before she went to war.

Seeing that it was Shui xuan'er's handwriting, Shangguan Shaoheng opened it with trembling hands and began to read

After seeing half, Shangguan Shaoheng's tears fell down uncontrollably.

Xuan'er, his xuan'er

After seeing it, Shangguan Shaoheng put the brocade in his heart and pressed it down.

Like this, he can feel better.

He was shaking, and so was the whole person.

In a few days, Shangguan Shaoheng also lost a lot of weight.

Shangguan Shaoheng knelt on the ground, pressed brocade in his heart, and whispered a voice, "xuan'er, xuan'er I'm sorry... "

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I don't know how long it took for Shangguan Shaoheng to calm down, but his voice was hoarse.

When he wanted to stand up, because he knelt for a long time, he was numb when he stood up. Then he trembled and almost fell to the ground.

But even so, Shangguan Shaoheng took the brocade and protected it carefully, as if he was protecting something.

He didn't know how many times.

Later, he carved Chen Xin's book on the stone wall with a knife.

Word by word, as if with Shangguan Shaoheng's blood engraved on it.

Every word of Shangguan Shaoheng was glued with the name of shuixuan'er.