121 the little fairy

Everything was completely silent as I looked at her and talked to her

Except for my heartbeat. and my high breathing sound. I felt like I was about to die

Or about to kill her

I didn't know why the hell she was doing this

Why is acting like this?

Why is she getting so weird?

I was just as angry as a monster that a weak beggar has taken his Prey.

But when I looked at her eyes that were bright with tears.

She looked like she was about to cry

I felt like I was drunk like I had some hard alcohol in my System.

But is it wine or is it my heart that became so fascinated by her?

Now I believe the saying that the strongest Titans in front of those who he loves becomes full of kindness.

I fell for her and that's it.

Yama is no longer a stranger anymore. She's a person that is close to my heart

But why is she acting like this?

Why, for every step I take to get close to her, the further she walks away from me

Is she trying to tell me she doesn't want me?

But her eyes say otherwise

There's a strange secret her that I don't know?

"Why are you doing this?"

She looked at me and didn't say anything, she stepped forward with a quick step trying to avoid me or avoid my question

"shadow steps."

I stood in front of her and put my hand on her neck

Her neck was soft and beautiful, but at that moment I was so angry

I wanted to get rid of that pain inside my heart

I looked into her eyes

"I'm gonna end this, I'm gonna kill you and relieve my mind of that question."

She looked into my eyes with a look that I couldn't understand

Is it a look of pain or a look of regret? I didn't know what that look meant

But surely in her dwelling death and life I wanted to tell her.

What's going on?

Are you afraid of me?

Do You feel like I don't deserve you?

You have to make me understand

I don't understand why you're looking at me like that

I know she has a lot of secrets

"Kill me so I can rest from this torment, kill me so it's over." She said with fear and confusion

Her tears were falling on my hands.

when I heard her confused and scared words

I took my hand off her neck and put her down

I looked at her sad face and she looked at the ground

I put my hands on her face and wiped her tears lightly

I don't know why I felt like my heart was breaking as I saw these tears

Fuck feelings

Fuck love

she kept moving as she stared at me she looks hacked deeply into my heart.

It's like my heart's fortresses is nothing in front of her

With her red eyes that look like vampires

But before she walks away, I said to her in a loud voice that echoed everywhere

"I'm always here for you, so if you decide to talk, I'll hear you what you have to say"

"But I don't know whether I'm always gonna be here for you or not"

She said it and wiped her tears and went to the building she lived in

I watched her steps until she completely disappeared as she entered her building

I went to another building

The Legendary Creatures Building

When I got inside. there was something different from the last time I was here

There was a giant tree that appeared in the middle of the monster forest.

And The dragon egg colour changed to golden.

And it has a mightier aura than before.

I didn't go near it, but I went to that giant tree and sat down

I look at everything around me as I thought about everything that happened.

I needed to sit with myself a little

I don't really know what my feelings are and I don't know what to do with this girl

She's the only one who's in front of her I get this weak . And theirs is nothing I can do about it.

I've never been so weak in front of anyone before?

She became my weakness and I don't like weaknesses

But I love her

Damn it

My mind was going around in Circle, right now I'm left confused

Like a lost child, who got Separated from his mother, now he doesn't know what to do, he doesn't remember how to get back home.

Does he move from where his mother left him or wait for her to come and find him?

He's Confused just like I'm right now.

As my eyes are closed and I'm lost in my imagination

I'm calm because There's no one here who wants to kill me or slay me

I felt like I was about drift off to sleep my body was getting heavy

So I opened my eyes

I found that white tiger was in my arms

he started Licking me with his sticky tongue

It was touching my face

I felt like the tiger was taking that pain from my body

Status

Name: Without

Specialization: Assistant Monster

Level: 200

Type: Unknown

Note: You can't Summon that monster for a year

This monster was a heavenly monster

Why it has no name now and why I can't summon him for a year

Why?

My mind was asking a lot of questions

But suddenly this tiger got up and stared at me hard

Then he approached the big dragon egg

He sat next to it and an aura started entering his body

He was looking at me quietly

suddenly as I'm Drowning in thought I heard a voice

"master, where are you?"

That's Dime's voice, I have been missing her Annoying voice for a long time

So I got out of my inner domain

"I'm here, where you've been all this time."

When I finished saying that sentence

I found a bunch of energy forming in front of me

A little fairy showed up in front of me. with black wings

She had black eyes and yellow hair

She was charming and fast.

And suddenly she stood in front of me and looked at me in confusion

She stood with ego looking at me with great confidence and self-love

Like she was the most beautiful girl in the world

She said quietly

"Master, you can't recognize me."

No way it is

"Dima."