184 strangers

After I opened my eyes and came back to reality

I was shocked

I felt like the whole world was raping my mind at that moment

But a scream was inside me, no one else heard

My head was about to explodes from the inside?

what happened. Every logical part of my mind has exploded

Is my mother really dead?

Is this trip gonna come to nothing at the end?

My mind was distracted

All Because I looked at Rokan's memory

He was now in my inner range

My brin was in pain

What do they mean by the land of the immortals?

And how can anyone recover the souls of the dead?

Are these guys stupid

how will I bring death to the land of the immortals

Everything is now simple enough

I'm going to kill the demons King

And then I'll kill the old man who keeps fucking my mind and my thoughts

And then the king of kings who made all of this possible

"master, I didn't think you'd get to Rokan this fast"

Dima started praising me as she jumped on my head

But I didn't notice what she said after

I was thinking about everything

Happened so far

I know the king of King's relationship with the old man

Are they there in the other world?

Or do they want to get there

And why would I bring death to the land of the immortals?

Why I'm always asked to do sick and tiring things

Things that kill my soul and take away my ability to think

I wasn't giving Dima any focus

But I heard the last sentence she said before she disappeared

"master, don't believe every word you hear from them"

I looked around and found that the blood league was all asleep

Except for Shard who was sitting watching everything

Shard always feels like he's responsible for us

The Big brother who wants to protect everyone

I moved a little further

And put my head on the ground to rest my mind and sleep

But the world doesn't want to give me peace even in my sleep

Because I remembered my old life

When I was a terrible criminal

I remember my old face that looks different from the face I have now

The face that was ugly and sad

If i compare it to King Darius face, I will find no difference

We had the same sadness in our eyes

We both kill to keep on living

But He found a goal and it's the doors of light

He kept on Chasing them until he died

I'm just sick and I still am. I have no purpose

I have no ambition

I'm nothing

I'm just dust in this air

Everyone will forget about me and all they will remember is the dust that got in their eyes

And suddenly I remembered the the girl I mentioned before

The only girl I ever loved in my past life

And her heart that I could feal from a great distance

I was completely overwhelmed when I first saw her

But I don't know about her

Because I let her go without talking to her

Without moving towards her

I only kissed her once before

But I'm not gonna tell you when did I kiss her

I kissed her after a lot of whiting

After we're now in new places and new roles

It's my turn to ruin her life and her role to end my ugly life

I'll let your intelligence guess who she is

As I'm thinking about this my mind went To another time and another place when I met Yama

I remember the first day I saw her like it was yesterday

When she saved me from death

I remember how we were fooling each other in the name of love

I remember how fooled love in the name of hate

And I remember how hate will end everything

My heart was shaking

With every picture that was coming in my mind

The picture of my father who died in my hand

And my mother, who I don't know if she's alive or dead

Did I change

Or is there a malignant disease in my blood that will end by killing my character and personality

By destroying everything about the past me

Then build a new person

A different person

I opened my eyes quietly

To sense a weak feet approaching me

The place was quiet

The sky was clear

And the breeze made trees make some beautiful noise

"Don't come any closer if you don't want to die."

I told that the person that was approaching me

Then A female voice that sounded

"You seem to be afraid of death, why are you running away, afraid of forced recruitment or afraid of killing humans?"

The female voice said

Then I felt her sitting on the floor

I stayed quiet for a little and then I said

"And if I was afraid of dying, why would I sleep in the open?"

"So you don't want to kill humans"

I didn't answer her

"I also hate killing humans, why treat the friends of yesterday like the enemies of today, this is just terrible."

She continued on saying

"I heard that all demons who went to human land were killed by someone called the Joker."

When i heard my name

I asked her

"What do you think of what this Joker did?"

"i think that he's the hero of the humans who saved them from the darkness of demons, and I think the children and everyone is cheering his name now and they have the right to do so."

"Though he killed your own kind, you still say that ."

I'm just telling the truth

"What would your reaction be if he came to you and killed everyone you love?"

"Before he kills anyone I know I'm gonna give him some red roses and ask him with a nice smile to forgive us."

"And do you think he'll pardon you because of some flowers?"

"I'll hope so, i imagine so i try to believe in him. Do you think he'll forgive me and my father and mother's soul?"

I thought a little

And I said

"I think he will do it."

She laughed so hard after I said that

I Smiled I'm a little bit

Because I felt like I knew this girl

"Why are you sad"

"Because I don't know what will happen when I get to the end of the road I'm on."

"So don't think about the end of the road, just think about how to get there, and when you get there, try to change everything you don't like."

"And be careful because now you're on the boundaries of the Dark Mountains, whoever goes in there, never returns its the land of giants and strange monsters."

She said that then she stood up

She said with avvoice that I will never forget

"Thank you, human, for giving me hope for the return of the peace"

When she said that, I was shocked

She knew from the beginning that I was human

She left without me even seeing her face and she not seeing mine

I was sleeping with my back to her while she was sitting

Just a couple of Strangers talking

nobody knows the story of the other

But Now the journey to the Dark Mountains has begun