Lina
Since I was a kid, I've been waiting for my dad with my mom
Dreams have been making me stay up all night , looking at the sky and praying to see him
To touch him to hold him, I felt like I wanted him to carry me
The kids around me all had both parents. I was the only one without a father
All their father's played with them
And I didn't have a father to play with me
I was dreaming of the day I'd meet my father
I hope he's handsome to deserve my beautiful mother
But to Be nice from inside and out
To hold me in his hand and call me, my angel
But after I met him
My mother was killed because of something he had
Since that day
My life has changed
Everything's changed
I started running away
I started hiding
I hated my father since that moment. I didn't want him to return any more
He took the smile off my face
Until I met the Joker
He took care of me. He taught me how to live, not by words, but by actions
He held my hand and took me out of danger with a smile on his face
He was looking after me and telling me
That the strong people are the ones who survive
So I got stronger so I can stay by his side
I loved him more than anything in the world
I loved him more than anyone I've ever known. I liked his courage, his intelligence, his wicked behavior, his strange behavior
The blows that hacked my body were really painful
But what was more painful than it was the Joker's desperate eyes
He doesn't know what to do
He can't do anything
He sees me die in front of his eyes
But can't save me
It's the second time I see him like this
I wanted to tell him that it wasn't his fault
He made my miserable life happy for a while, so I was grateful to him
I was happy to have him around, making my dark life beautiful and nice
He made the world full of colors in my eyes for the first time
When he was smiling, I felt alive when he was talking to me, that was all I wanted
When he was carrying me and taking care of me when I was sick, I felt like I was in heaven
He was the one I've been waiting for since I was a little girl
He is everything to tome
When I looked at his naked muscle-filled body, without him noticing i smiled
He was full of scars and traces of war. His body was sexy and powerful
I remember all the moments we shared together
How happy i was with him
Now, when I look in his eyes that is sinking with grief. I Can feel my weakness and I wanted to cry
I want to tell him not to be sad that I didn't die because of him
I don't want him losing himself because of me
And because of this fucking traitor
I didn't think it was important that I went to my thoughts to be him.
I didn't expect him to be like this . There's something wrong here
There's something different about him
His eyes and the way he looks at me
Is there someone who can act that good?
But who cares now?
I don't know how much hole he had made in the leader's heart
But I'm sure that's old enough to swallow the world
A degree that made his eyes never close
As I remember everything
I still don't know what I can do right now
Can I stand on my feet and head over to him and whisper in his ear?
Don't be sad it's not your fault
I was happy enough with him and I don't want much
He's the only one who made me smile with all my heart
I'm not asking him to save me
I'm ask him to save himself
I didn't expect that after I got the map part to stop moving
For Zed to stops, too
The leader stopped moving and talking as well
The only one who came near me laughing and talking
As He telling us that this was his plan from the beginning to get here for the remaining part of the map
I was surprised by those words. I couldn't believe my ear
And I couldn't believe myself
Am I dreaming?
Is this just a nightmare?
I thought it was a joke
But it wasn't a joke
It's true
A fact I knew after he told me that he was taking me and the map part with him
A fact I knew after I spit in his face
His looks changed as if he was a different person from the beginning
As he hacked his black dagger in my body
I knewIthis wasn't a dream because of the pain and fear I'm feeling right now
The traitor from the very beginning was Shard
The Basterd that fooled everyone
That son of a bitch made us think he's the big brother who was scared for us
But actually
He was just a crazy lunatic. I didn't think he was gonna do this.
I was looking at the leader as I was thinking about all of this
How does he feel now?
He's definitely in pain
But I couldn't think of anything else after that
Because the pain in my body was stronger than any other pain
I was so hurt why I do I always have to hurt like this
Why can't I rest?
Why?
after I completely lost all my energy
As blood came out of my body with my last scream
Everything suddenly turned black all around me , there's no more light around me
Darkness is the worst thing in this world
And death is worse than it because it's complete darkness forever
A sign came up in front of me
\u003cthe retrievel is complete.\u003e
Done.