195 the death envoy

You'll feel lost sometimes. you will feel like you don't know where are you going

Sue moves without a reason

You'll get tired so you will look at the road behind you and you won't know where are you now?

Desperation will control you then destroy you and embody your soul and even destroy your dreams

You and who you are as a person?

You'll say why me?

Do the world will respond by saying fuck you and everything dear to you. You will be defeated

But here where everyone show what they are made off their true metal

Are you going to stand up and fight or will you continue to kneel on the ground l?

Will you be a Warrior Or a coward farmer?

All humans inside them both the Warrior and the farmer

We are the ones that choose who we will become

Dreaus's eyes were closed at this moment

The sun was in the middle of the sky

Bright Red

It made blood color reflect on this world

The world around me was so weird

It could make the heart of the strongest warrior tremble by the look of everything around me

My eyes are now filled with admiration

The red sun made blood even reflect onand the flowers in the ground

On the cloud that roams the sky

The breeze was so intense at that moment

And leaves were flying everywhere

I was in a lot of shock from what I saw. Fifth specialty

\u003cDeath Envoy.\u003e

\u003cDo you want to choose darkness or light?\u003e

And before I did anything

A sign came up again

\u003cYou can choose both.\u003e

I don't understand anything

Then an explanation came up for the specialization

\u003cDeath envoy specializes death chooses one person every 100,000 years who as an Envoy that controls death. You can control both darkness and play with light energy of. The death envoy has a new level of power to unleash on the world, he can make the whole world under his feet, he is the Ambassador of Death in this ara."

\u003cYour body can accept both light and darkness. And that never happened since this world knew death \u003e

"I can control light and darkness."

And then the sign came back

\u003cWill you choose light or the darkness?\u003e

\u003cYou have 30 seconds to decide\u003e

One

I've been drowning in darkness since I knew what life is

Two

I've never seen light in my life

I didn't know what it is

I never touch it

I didn't feel that it was something that I could see

Four

Six

Until I saw my mom and dad

Until I moved into this world

some light appeared in my life

15

16

Darkness is my permanent friend, my sincere friend

I've known it since I was a little kid

This is where the darkness took over my world and wielded it with a fist of iron and it didn't want to let go until light appeared

Light is a strange visitor who comes in every once in a while then disappear and I don't know when or if it's coming back

20

21

I don't know what to chose

I'm closer to the darkness

And the light represents in my life everything that's beautiful

My father my mother my team and Everything

darkness represents murder, blood and the truth of the world

The absolute truth of the world

Death

25

Okay

28

"OK, I will control both light and darkness."

I waited a few minutes. But I didn't feel anything

suddenly

My whole body started shaking

There was pain in every part of my body

In every small and large bone in my body

Everywhere there was a great pain

It was controlling my entire body

I felt like I was gonna die

I felt like dark And white energy

Go into my body

I felt like there was a fight in the middle of my heart

There was a Big fight. The pain in my body was so bad

But I endured

I pulled Darius into my inner range

And after I did that

I couldn't take it anymore

The pain was breaking my chest

Some blood was coming out of my mouth

And I started screaming I felt like my inside is being crashed together

I started screaming because I couldn't take it anymore

Fuck that is so much pain

I've never felt such pain in my entire life

And after a full day of pain, I passed out

Without good, there is no evil

Without evil, there is no good

Light needs darkness

And darkness needs light

But I need both

When I woke up, I had a heavy feeling in my body

I took a mirror out of my range

But what I saw made me feel more surprised

There were parts of my hair that turned white

My eyes got a little red

And my features have changed a little

I put the mirror In my range again

And a sign came up

\u003cyou have acquired the two first skills for death Envoy.\u003e

\u003cRevitalizing the dead.\u003e

\u003cand the shadow manipulation.\u003e

The first skill explanation came out

"Revitalizing the dead: the second skill that has stages , you can revive 20 dead people an use them."

"Shadow manipulation: you can take out a similar Shadow of a person for 10 minutes, with 50% of their original power."

'These skills are really strong'

But suddenly, a sign showed up again

\u003cyou have reached level 250.\u003e

"The Chaos Ring Mission properties has been activated."

What?

I couldn't think until another sign came up

\u003cfirst mission.\u003e

\u003cKilled a girl in the demon world."\u003e

\u003cYou'll find her location on the map.\u003e

\u003cThe mission's award.\u003e

\u003cRaise 60% of your experience .\u003e

\u003cand the rare speed antidote.\u003e

A map of the demon area appeared

With a red dot on it

I don't know what's going on. What should i do. 

I'm lost

Lost