219 confused

Who's that guy who just showed up out of nowhere

And he stabbed the girl

Why would he say that she's his  sister

I'm totally confused 

Why can't they believe that I'm the Joker?

Why everyone claims that he's powerful. And that There's no way someone like me could be him

I didn't want to be a criminal

I wanted to be a hero

But now I don't know what I want anymore 

A big fight started between the big guy and the guy who just showed up

After the girl's body fell on the floor

With out a soul 

They both said a lot of words

But I couldn't hear what they were saying

And suddenly I looked at Commander Hassan who was smiling with a big poison

Then he looked at me and said

"I think it's time."

With his hand up to the sky like an artist

He lifted his right fingers to the sky

And A large group of black arrows fell

On the head of the big man with the sword 

An arrow of them

Turned into a tall person with black hair

And in his hand, was a dagger he attacked the huge person who i knew his name was Shard because of the words they had in the fight

Shard looked back and said with a voice filled with fear and confusion

"How did he bring you back to life"

Commander Hassan, next to me, was looking at everything with a strange smile

"What's going on here?"

I said that and I headed to him at a fast pace

He looked at me and threw a punch at my body 

I fell to the ground in confusion

He said as he laughed 

"Just enjoy the show, you son of  bitch. I don't want to hear your voice."

He said that and He started laughing again 

He raises his hand and said 

"It's time for you to show up, Lina . Your part is up."

From the sky, Celine showed up

But she had both he eyes 

She was flying in the sky professionally with wings that was made of ice.

By moving her hand out of the ground

A bunch of snow landed on Shard body.

"good"

He said that, looking at everything that was happening around him. 

"Tell me what's going on here, commander. Okay, you told me to say I'm the Joker and I'm the Joker."

"Do you really believe that you are the Joker, you know nothing about this world, the Joker doesn't live inside anyone, the joker is the definition of death." 

He said that as he laughed. 

Then I felt a black sword penetrating my body quickly.

Then he went on saying 

"I'm the Joker. Did you miss me?"

He said that, and a big aura of energy started pushing everyone in the place.

Everything around me was shattered by the pressure of his power. 

I looked in front of me, and I found the old man Venus in front of me.

I looked at him again. Because I can't believable what's going on. 

I found his shape changing again .

But this time his hair turned black. 

And his eyes turned red. 

He was looking at me with a smile . That smashed everything inside me. 

I felt like a bug or a mouse in front of this horrible entity. 

Is this is the Joker? 

But where is commander Hassan? 

Shard looked in my direction.

I didn't understand anything.

He started moving the sword into my body. 

Why does all this suffering happen to me?

I've never done anything bad in this world 

"I told you to always look at the glass half full what's is happening  here that you were part of my little revenge plan."

He said that whispering in my ears 

I looked at the face. Of the young man that looked about the same age as me

"Why did you disguise yourself in the appearance of this old man and why did you tell me all this stuff?"

"This old man was always hunting my dreams , and I gave you some of my memories to believe that you and I are the same person, so  he should show up in your life to do you feel confused."

He said that then he started laughing so hard

He looked at me with empty eyes

As I fell to the ground

Then I heard Shard voice saying

"Finally you showed yourself, little brother"

Why is this happening to me?

I'm starting to remember for the first time things from my previous life

I was just a thief A Rapist

From another world

I wasn't from this world.

I was kidnapped by a guy named hogan four years ago

He wiped my memory and cursed me with some skill

All of this came in my mind scene after scene.

He was torturing me and trying a lot of things on my body.

I'm just some fucking asshole

I'm not the Joker

Damn it

I wasn't the Joker from the beginning. I'm just a little toy in his hand

I was never a hero

I don't deserve to be.

Rami

And Tama

We were all just toys

All this was just a trick

Joker laughs were all over the place

He took out a Big black wings

And appeared out from these wings

Was A little fairy 

She's my master Dima

"master, please save me."

I said it with all my power

She came close to me

She looked like She was about to cry when she saw my in this condition 

I felt a little hope

"Who did this to you? Don't worry, I'll save you and I'll cut the hand that came near you"

She said that she put her hand on my head

And a small sword appeared in her hands 

But a moment later 

I felt a huge pain in my right hands I looked at it to find that it was cut off completely 

It was the small sword in her hand that did that 

I felt so much pain in my body. 

"My hand, me, you cut me…"

I said that, and I felt a lot of pain fear And confusion

I started crying and screaming . "What's going on?"

" Is that your hand I apologize, it seems like I felt a lot of enthusiasm just now"

She said that, and I dropped her little sword on my other hand. 

Please have some mercy. 

Why is this happen to me

I screamed again because of the extreme pain.

"I'm sorry, my student, I didn't mean to make you feel like this , OK I'm going to go now because I have to take part in the battle, why don't you rest your head?"

"Please, I don't want to die. I'll be your loyal servant ."

"But you're not handsome enough my disciple"

I looked at the little sword in her hand that turned to my head. 

Is this the end? 

Am I going to die here with all this pain?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Why haven't I gone yet? Why all that pain?

"I apologize, my disciple, my sword doesn't want to pierce your head completely, I'll take it out and let you go to hell alone"

I don't see anything. I just feel pain. 

I heard the Joker voice saying 

"dima, stop playing and come here." 

I'm just a toy. 

I wasn't anything but a toy in his hand. 

Please. 

I just want to die. 

I just want to…