115 PAIN IN HER HEAR SUPERSTAR CEO's ADORABLE WIFE

"Don't mention it boss, you were the one back then helped me and I owed you my life for that..."

"Mmm... You can leave first... I am not in very good state..."

She said gloomly

"What happened boss?? you do look pale... is every thing ok?"

Jars became worried when he saw her in this state..

"Nothing just I am here to visit his grave... it's been a year , my heart feels heavy when ever I think about him..."

Her eyes moistened and her voice became hoarse and she felt that she was getting unable to talk now...

Jars looked at her and ge became sad as well "Boss... I'm sorry for your loss .. I know how much you loved him you told me back then that you are going to elope with him where no one can find you... and where only the two of you can live together... but I didn't expect..."

He was still talking but Stella stopped him and said

"Jars... I want to live alone can you please,... if you don't mind please leave me alone..."

She mustered all her courage to say that

Jars still wanted to ask her that whether she is fine or not... but since she requested him he has to leave her...

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It's been 10 minutes , Stella kept crying and crying God knows how much she tried to control her tears but it was falling automatically...

She cried hard for half n hour and then finally she collected her self and left to the market...

She bought a lot of things like toys, dresses , books, bags, pencils, shoes for kids ...

She wants to give them so that they can be happier...

By the time she came it was already 5 O'clock in the morning...

She felt exhausted so she tried to sleep a bit but it was all in vain

When ever she closed her eyes she saw her self with him...

She saw his dead body in a hospital mortuary...

He died on 5th January but she was able to see him on 25th january because she was in come for 20 days

His body looked pale...He was very soft when she touched him.. he was like a flower petal she shrieked when he saw him laying there... She had to come back and to marry Sebastian after that... She tried her best for forget him...

She wanted to bring his body back here and wanted him to be cremated here...

she had only 7 days left to go back to home... She was totally out of her mind at that time, she needed some one to console her to love her... but she can't tell any one because it was a secret...

She thought... "God... you took my brother away, and made my life miserable, but you gave him back after a long long time... but what about him... Can I get him back too?? Please God I want him back... I can fight with any one if I get him back... if my family did not accept him then I'll leave the country and leave every one to just to be with him... I LOVE HIM..."

Once again she started crying she felt that some one has taken away a part of her body... Her chest was suffocating, She felt piercing pain in her heart...

"Why... Why everyone wants the thing which I want... "

She felt like her heart was bleeding... as minutes passes by