164 I LOST MY RIGHT TO LOVE YOU SUPERSTAR CEO's ADORABLE WIFE

"It's not any nonsense, it's bitter truth of my life... I was molested 2 years ago... I lost my dignity and my right to stay beside you I lost my right to love you , I love everything related to you, I don't deserve you... So please let's suck up with our agreement and get divorce after 5 months ok..."

In his Heart Sebastian knew that the reason behind her refusal, he knew clearly that the child and his father was the reason... but he never in his dream had thought that she was molested by some one...

He looked at her and hugged her and said "What if I say... that I , my self is not pure and have faced the things years ago , what if I say that before you, I already slept with some one else..."

"Uhh..?" Stella replied in confusion while her head was still buried in his shoulder

"Yes...I was drugged at that time and I don't know what happen next... I just know that I did "that" with some one else..."

He, then pulled her out from his embrace and wanted to say some thing but Stella spoke "Do-Don't , Don't say that , just to make me feel ok... okay?"

He caressed her cheeks and said "Do you think I was that bad to talk to you rudely and to hate you..."

She shook her head and said "I don't think so.."

"Yea right..? I just wanted you to resent to my brother and lead a good and happy life since I don't deserve you any more... I did every thing I can to you... I threw you out of our room on 1st night.. I thought you are so full of dignity and you will leave me on your own... on our engagement I said so much bad and hurtful words just because I want you to break thus marriage , I did all things, all those bad things to hate me from bottom of your heart.. because I didn't deserve you any more... I ..I wanted you to have all best things in your life but in the end you married a trash man like me..."

Stella was stunned by his sudden revelation, she never thought that all those things he did because he thought that he was nit worthy of me... he loved me so much and hurt me willingly to send me away... And here i was thinking that he loves some one else and i am the one standing between them

Sebastian continued "I never have courage to express my love to you , In past you were being surrounded by lots of boys and with their gifts and love letters.. I always wanted to give you what you like, but I always was afraid that what if you reject my gift as you always did with the other boys... you always said that you don't want any thing from me and won't accept any gift from me, even of I tried you always lectured me to save money as we didn't get enough from our family...and once I saw you throwing the chocolate I gave you in dust bin while saying that I gave you such trash to eat... and many more"

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Stella was stunned she never would have thought that he will see her throwing that chocolate in dustbin...

He continued "Then I decided to give you gift in different ways.. I kept buying gifts for you... and told you that , it was from my fan and you always happily keep it to yourself... I felt little disappointed but yet happy that atleast you keep my gift even in another way..."

She was so much touched by the effort he made for her, by the things he did for her and even know he didn't mind making her his , when she lost her 1st...