Chapter 92 - What About Being a Woman

The next day, he got up in a daze and didn’t even eat breakfast. Wang Weixi went straight to the company.

He went to the office listlessly, but when he entered, he saw Tong Siqi.

She seemed to be in a good mood, leaning against the sofa and drinking tea gracefully with a smile on her lips.

Only now, she, in Wang Weixi’s eyes, was very glaring.

Thinking about that year, however, he was filled with guilt because of what had happened to her.

He always had these contradictory emotions. It was also because of this contradiction that others saw his weaknesses, giving them an opportunity to hurt him. Wang Weixi knew this, but there was nothing he could do.

Some things, once owed, can never be changed. Love debts are such things.

Even though they loved each other before, it was no longer the same.

Feelings can fade with time, but injuries are unforgettable. It remains in people’s memories.

“Why are you here?” Wang Weixi asked lightly as he closed the door.

Tong Siqi raised her head and looked at him standing there. It had only been a day since she last saw him but he seemed to have aged several years. Under his glasses were thick black circles and his face was sallow. Even his usually clean-shaven beard had grown out at the moment. It was a mess.

Tong Siqi frowned and asked, “Why do you look like this? If you’re worried about your wife, do you have to make yourself like this?” Seeing Wang Weixi in such a state, Tong Siqi was actually angry and distressed. But she didn’t want to show it. She even thought that if it was really because of her that the husband and wife had a problem, causing Wang Weixi to be so gaunt at this moment, she would really jump for joy.

Wang Weixi stood there, just looking at her curiously as if trying to see something on her face.

Tong Siqi gently smiled. “Why? Is my face that pretty today?”

Wang Weixi shook his head, walked over and said, “I was just wondering why you come to see me every day when you hate me so much? Why do you have to force yourself to show such indifference? Don’t you get bored when you see me? Won’t you want to kill me with a knife? How can you sit quietly in my office and have tea? Why?”

Tong Siqi slowly tasted the tea before finally appreciatively saying, “This tea is good.”

Wang Weixi had already taken a seat across from her. She could see that today’s Wang Weixi was no longer the gentle Wang Weixi. “Something must have happened to make him suffer, right? It’s really good that there are things in this world that can stop Wang Weixi from being hypocritical and gentle.”

“Why don’t you answer me?” Wang Weixi asked gruffly.

Tong Siqi put down her cup and looked at Wang Weixi with amusement. “But don’t you think it is a very happy thing to look at the pain of people you hate? I feel very satisfied and happy whenever I look at your struggling appearance, your pained expressions, your haggard appearance, and the panoramic view of all this.”

Wang Weixi looked at Tong Siqi incredulously and said, “Do you hate me so much? Would you like me to die?”

Tong Siqi stopped smiling and looked at Wang Weixi as she said, “Yes, I hate you, but I don’t want you to die, because I prefer that you live miserably rather than die.”

Living miserably…

Wang Weixi smiled wryly. His whole life, in addition to his mother, he had only loved two women. One hated him and hoped his life was so miserable that he was better off dead, and one loved him, but he had caused her to be hurt. Wang Weixi, you are really guilty…

“I know. You can rest assured that even if you don’t do anything, my current state is enough to make you feel satisfied. So, don’t send flowers to Kexin anymore.” Wang Weixi lowered his eyes as he said this dejectedly.

Seeing his sad expression, Tong Siqi cocked her head and asked curiously, “What’s the matter? Can’t I even be friendly to her? She didn’t misunderstand our relationship, did she? If this is the case, Wang Weixi, you are really pitiful. Is your wife so distrustful of you? Or did your sister-in-law discover something?”

Wang Weixi frowned and looked at Tong Siqi, who was obviously feeling schadenfreude at the moment. He suppressed his anger and said, “Tong Siqi, why didn’t I find out sooner that you are such a person?”

Tong Siqi sneered and did not refute him.

“Don’t worry, it’s not because of this. My wife trusts me very much. I just don’t want you to do these useless things and bore other people. If my sister-in-law really gets tough, I’d get really worried about you.” He didn’t know why he used Chen Keren to pressure her, but at the moment he just wanted Tong Siqi to show a little respect and quickly leave his office.

“Did you think I’d be afraid of her?” The corners of Tong Siqi’s mouth curled up in a bitter smile. Her heart was cold. Unexpectedly, Wang Weixi already hated her to this extent…

However, wasn’t this exactly what she had wanted to see? Didn’t she want to see him not only feel guilty for her but also hate her, put him in this contradictory mood while watching her little revenge?

This kind of revenge was quick, wasn’t it? It was like going to bed with a woman and using the low method of drugging her to make her yield her own body but would never make her readily pander, would it?

As she thought of this, a satisfied smile appeared on Tong Siqi’s face.

Wang Weixi laughed twice and then faintly said, “I don’t want to leave any room for myself. Naturally, I know that you are not afraid of anything. However…” As he spoke, his eyebrows began to pucker slightly. The faint smile on his lips faded and turned into a lonely expression. “Please don’t hurt Kexin. She is very kind. She and I have been together all this time and she has never asked for anything. So, I don’t want her to suffer any harm.”

As she listened to Wang Weixi, Tong Siqi smiled sardonically. When he mentioned the woman, his face was full of tenderness, but seeing him like this made her want to hurt the woman more. “It was she who took away everything that should have belonged to me… It was she who took over your tenderness, and it was she who made us meet in such an awkward position that we could not have a second chance.”

“How could I hurt her? She and I have no cause for enmity. You think too much. I was only concerned about her health so I sent flowers to her. Wang Weixi, I am not as dirty as you think.” Tong Siqi chuckled as she said these words as light as a cloud.

Wang Weixi frowned and looked at Tong Siqi in front of him. Now she was such a stranger to him. “How much do you hate me? How much do you hate me to make you what you are now? What should I do to turn you back into the innocent Tong Siqi?”

“Don’t look at me with such sympathetic eyes. I don’t need your pity.” Tong Siqi looked down, picked up the cup and continued to sip tea.

Wang Weixi shook his head and said, “I have no sympathy for you… I just… I just feel guilty, just regret…”

Only this, Wang Weixi didn’t know how to say it because it was clear to him, what Tong Siqi wants, it was very clear. It was just to be with him, to renew their friendship. But it was doomed love, how could it continue?

What’s more, the two of them together was no longer possible.

“It’s getting late. I have other things to do. I’ll go to your chairman’s office first. Give my regards to your wife and tell her that I will definitely visit her when I have time.” Having said that, Tong Siqi smiled and slowly got up.

Wang Weixi frowned. “She wants to see her? Tong Siqi, what exactly do you want to do?”

“I hope you can remember my words and do not hurt her,” Wang Weixi added again.

Tong Siqi smiled contemptuously. “Are you that scared of me? Or have you concluded that I will definitely hurt your wife?”

She lowered her head slightly and looked at Wang Weixi in a condescending manner. Wang Weixi pursed his lips and did not deny it.

Tong Siqi snorted coldly. “In fact, you are right. How can I watch you be happy when I want to take revenge on you?”

Wang Weixi suddenly looked up and looked at Tong Siqi incredulously. At the moment, she looked cold, just like Death.

“You can hate me, but you and Kexin are both women. How can you have the heart to make her sad?” Wang Weixi couldn’t help but get up and look at Tong Siqi in front of him.

Tong Siqi frowned, then laughed in disdain. “What about being a woman? We are not only both women but we also love the same man, but so what? She can have the happiness you gave her, why should I live in hatred? I won’t forgive you, and I won’t let you be happy. She is all you have, she gave you your present life, she made you forget me, so I want to make her sad. In this way, you will suffer, and you, Wang Weixi, will remember me forever!”

Outside the window, the originally sunny day suddenly turned dark. Dark clouds rolled down one after another, and a strong wind swept across the ground, swirling with several fallen leaves. A gust of cold wind blew in and the curtains drifted up with gusts of cold air.

Originally it was a sunny day, but now it was so dark. Just like a person’s mood.

Wang Weixi looked at her and said, “But it was you who wanted to leave back then. I didn’t want you to leave at all. It was you…”

“So… why didn’t you even try to save it? Wang Weixi, even if I said so, did you really not care?” Tong Siqi looked at Wang Weixi scornfully. Yes, she had wanted to leave, but did he really not care about that? Even if he didn’t care, how could she not care?

“Because you were my favorite man, how could I not mind the thought of me being touched by others? How could I hug you again as if nothing had happened?”

Wang Weixi clenched his fist. “At that time… you didn’t give me a chance to stay… did you?” How did you want me to interpret your resolute expression?

Tong Siqi turned around and stopped talking, trying to calm her emotions. Then she turned around, stopped for a moment, and then left quietly.