Chapter 101 - Not Enough

“Stop this deal? Do you think that I will agree to it?” Under the light, Tong Siqi sat on a pure white sofa, shaking a glass of red wine in her hand, her long skirt dragging on the floor. She smiled, looking at Yi Duanfang who was opposite her.

Yi Duanfang’s brows wrinkled, and his tone was not good, “What does this mean?”

Tong Siqi grinned, “The game has already started, I didn’t ask you to stop. So what can you do?”

“I didn’t request you to stop,” Yi Duanfang said with a low voice, “I just want to tell you, I am not afraid of you telling Weixi that I like him. You will never use me to hurt Chen Keren and Chen Kexin, as well as Weixi.”

Tong Siqi sipped her red wine, and said with a smile, “Is that so? That is to say, even if I told him, you don’t care? Well, I did have some guilt at the beginning, but now I feel like I did something right.”

Yi Duanfang suddenly stood up from the sofa and asked, out of control, “Did you really tell Weixi?!”

It seemed that Tong Siqi was satisfied with his reaction, and she stared at Yi Duanfang with some interest, “You don’t care, do you? You should thank me for revealing your secret.”

Yi Duanfang looked at Tong Siqi with anger, and facing the calmness of Tong Siqi, he finally despaired. He made the wrong judgment… He shouldn’t have looked for her since the beginning.

But… Did he know?

“Weixi… Did he think I’m disgusting…” Yi Duanfang asked suddenly.

For so many years, he had been guarding this feeling until now, and he had never shown it at all, because Yi Duanfang was afraid that Wang Weixi would regard him as a pervert and was afraid that Wang Weixi would feel disgusted and would distance himself from him. He was afraid that their brotherhood would vanish overnight.

“Yeah, very disgusting.” Tong Siqi replied without thinking.

Yi Duanfang looked at her. He couldn’t believe how cruel this woman was.

“However, I didn’t say that you liked him, but that you were gay, and that I saw that you were dating a man, so you are afraid of what I will do, therefore, you are being controlled by me.” Tong Siqi was very satisfied with the series of reactions that Yi Duanfang showed. The thrill of revenge hit her brain, but her heart told herself that this was not enough. She needed to see Yi Duanfang’s pain, to see everyone who Wang Weixi cared about suffering in pain. In this way, she would achieve her goal.

She knew what Yi Duanfang’s fear was, so she knew what could make him feel pain. What mattered was not whether she really did it or whether she was lying to him, but whether he believed it or not.

In this sensitive period, Yi Duanfang had no doubt at all. Before he came here, he called Wang Weixi, but Wang Weixi did not pick up. He wouldn’t have thought that Wang Weixi had broken his mobile phone, but he thought Wang Weixi must know something such that he was not willing to pick up his phone.

Hearing Tong Siqi’s words, Yi Duanfang was stiff for a long time. He felt unlucky and sad. Just because he was gay, Weixi already hated him so much?

“Just because I liked you…”

“He said that you were different from other men. You were always so coquettish, and you don’t like to keep close relationships with women. And you haven’t been looking for a girlfriend for so long. It turned out to be a problem with your sexual orientation.” Tong Siqi constantly aggravated Yi Duanfang with words.

Yi Duanfang gazed at the floor with glassy eyes, and he stepped back a few steps. “Weixi had already noticed it? But why didn’t he realize that the man I liked was him?”

“He also said that he actually hates you for dressing like this, and hates the smirk you show to everyone. Your weird dress evokes a sense of disgust. But you look very pitiful, as if you have no friends except him, so he is too embarrassed to ignore you. In fact, he is bothered by you very much.”

So far, Yi Duanfang did not know what else he could listen to.

“Enough! Stop talking! Stop talking…” He screamed exhaustedly.

Tong Siqi raised her eyebrows and smiled, “What’s wrong? You came to the hotel so late, isn’t it just to listen to these words? Don’t you really want to know the answer? I’m telling it to you, why won’t you listen?”

“Enough, it is enough…” Yi Duanfang whispered.

“Oh? Enough? How is it enough? I haven’t said the best part. He also said that he had wanted to fix you up with his sister-in-law. It’s no wonder that his sister-in-law looks at you with strange eyes. It is possible that she already knew that your sexual orientation was not normal. Wang Weixi almost thought that it was love, and almost sent his sister-in-law into the fire pit.”

Tong Siqi said with great interest, it seemed that she was repeating the classic dialogue of a wonderful novel, completely disregarding how these words affected Yi Duanfang.

And Yi Duanfang finally took a heavy step and left Tong Siqi’s room.

In the hallway, the lights were glaring, and Yi Duanfang’s mind was in chaos. These few steps seemingly took a century. He only knew that many people were greeting him, but he did not look up, keeping silent, and walked all the way back.

Finally leaving the hotel, he felt cold. He stood there, looking at the lonely moon in the air. “Why didn’t it rain tonight? I could do with a spot of rain… Let the rain pour on me, let me never see the sun of tomorrow.”

He had been enduring it for so many years, yet he had never escaped today.

There was a bitter smile in the corner of his mouth.

“That’s good… In this case, at least I know that he hates me so much…” Yi Duanfang said to himself in pain, tears falling on his cheeks.

Perhaps sensitive people were so stupid that they had no ability to distinguish between fact and fiction. As if in this world, only their words couldn’t be believed, and what others said was always right, and their own feelings were wrong.

Getting in the car, he held the steering wheel and his hands slowly tightened.

“Did he hate me? From now on, how should I face him? He must not want to see me again…”

Thinking of this, he suddenly wanted to hide in a place that no one could find him.

Not only him, but also Chen Keren… Keren… It turned out that she hated him because of this reason. Yeah, he was so annoying…

In this lonely night, he finally lingered on the edge of despair.

In this late night, he didn’t know where to go, he started the car, and he began to drive aimlessly.

“Tomorrow, starting tomorrow, I will not appear in front of you anymore.” Yi Duanfang thought, and his tears rolled down his cheeks.

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Tong Siqi stood upstairs, looking at the small Smart, and the smile at the corner of her mouth finally disappeared.

Yi Duanfang was in pain. She knew it very well and she knew what her pleasure was at that time, but when everything was over and everything was settled, she suddenly felt tired.

Unrelated people were always involved in her revenge. Was it wrong to love someone?

Throwing back her head, she drank all the red wine in the cup.

Recalling that many years ago, the arrogant Yi Duanfang said to her that he absolutely wouldn’t allow anyone to hurt the people he liked, she felt that he was so ridiculous.

But for so many years, he had stayed with Wang Weixi, and he never changed, he was never unwilling or impulsive, he had always hidden his feelings.

Compared to him, what were her feelings for Wang Weixi?

A man really had that kind of feelings for another man?

Looking up at the sky, although the stars were faint, it was still beautiful.

“When will I stop?” She was thinking, but she could not get an answer.

“Not enough! It is not enough! Wang Weixi, I want you to suffer all the time. I want you to be crushed by guilt forever.”

“Yi Duanfang, don’t blame me, blame the fact that the person you like was Wang Weixi, and blame yourself for wanting to do everything to protect him. I just hated this feature of yours, hated you for this great love, hated that your love made me feel ashamed.”

“It’s not over… It’s far from over!”

Turning around, entering the room with an empty wine glass, Tong Siqi walked quietly into the bathroom, took a shower, and then lay tired on the bed and fell asleep.

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“I suddenly came over like this, will he be worried?” Suddenly, Chen Kexin asked with some concern.

Chen Keren didn’t speak, but she was thinking helplessly. “Will he be worried? If he was worried, why didn’t he return a call?”

Chen Kexin actually knew it, but she was worried because she didn’t pick up Wang Weixi’s call, so was he angry?

Did he know that she was here? Or because of worry, was he looking for her?

“If you are worried, call him,” Chen Keren said.

In fact, she was not worried whether Wang Weixi was worrying about Chen Kexin or not, instead, she was worried if he was having dinner with Tong Siqi tonight.

At this time, Chen Keren was very contradictory. On one hand, she wanted to believe in Wang Weixi. On the other hand, she was worried that everything was just self-deception.

Chen Kexin picked up her mobile phone, and after some hesitation, she finally decided to send a text message to Wang Weixi.

After thinking about it, she messaged him saying, “Dear, I played with Keren until too late, so I am staying here tonight, don’t worry.”

However, after the text message was sent out, she got no reply.

“Is he sleeping… Or… is it not convenient to reply to my text message?” Chen Kexin looked at her phone.

Chen Keren suddenly understood that Chen Kexin had the same concerns…

“It must be too late, he must have already slept…” Chen Kexin said faintly, but her tears rolled down.

Chen Keren didn’t speak. She didn’t know what could make up for Chen Kexin’s fear and emptiness at this moment. What she could do was stay with her quietly.

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