Chapter 124 - Apology

Chapter 124 Apology

Sitting in front of the French window, Tong Siqi rested her head in her hand and looked at the shining lights outside the window. “A few days later, It’s time for me to go. Wang Weixi, will you come with me, or just stay there lonely?”

“I suppose you won’t be happy about any choice. If It’s true, I win. Wang Weixi, I have told you that I will try my best to let you never find happiness. Even let others pay heavily with their blood!”

Thinking of this, she thought of her brother who was waiting in the hotel.

Suddenly, a familiar figure showed up in front of her.

Tong Siqi turned around and watched that dismay face with a soft smile. “Finally, you come here.”

Wang Weixi nodded and sat opposite her.

At this time, Tong Siqi was neither cool and unmoved as usual nor abnormally shy like that day. The person sitting in front of him was a delicate little woman, which made Wang Weixi felt so confused that he could not figure out what kind of character was the true one to her.

“What happened? Why do you have to see me today?” Wang Weixi asked directly, for he did not want to waste much time with her.

Tong Siqi stared at him. Her eyes were full of misery. “That sounds you are mad to see me, why?”

Wang Weixi said nothing, which meant he acquiesced in her words.

Tong Siqi laughed with profound resignation and said, “I see. You still won’t believe me even if I tell you that I am regret.”

Wang Weixi did not expect that. He lifted his eyes and found her eyes were red. That was to say, she must have been crying.

“What did you say? You regret it?”

“Yes… I want to tell you that I am so sorry for everything that I had done to you…”

Wang Weixi watched Tong Siqi without saying anything. Feeling puzzled, he wanted to know what had happened that made her changed so much.

Tong Siqi knew what he was thinking. She felt ridiculous that she was regarded as a hypocritical person. “Wang Weixi, now you know how to wary of me. How smart you are.”

“What happened?” After thinking for a while, Wang Weixi still asked with concerns.

This time, she froze. Because Tong Siqi never expected Wang Weixi would ask this. Anyway, because of that, she did not need to act anymore. But Tong Siqi really stirred a little. If Wang Weixi still concerned with her, probably she might change her mind.

“Why do you ask that? Nothing special. Can’t I apologize to you?” Tong Siqi asked in reply, with tears.

It was the look that she used to have when she was stubborn about something. Anyone who saw it would take pity on her.

Wang Weixi said gently, “Don’t force yourself, I know who you are. You definitely won’t be like this if nothing happened. I am sure something has happened unless you won’t contact me.”

Indeed, from the just beginning to now. No, from that afternoon when she called him to now, she always acted strange, which let Wang Weixi feel confused and worried.

Of course, Wang Weixi was just simply worried about her, and he did not have any special feeling toward Tong Siqi as early as she showed up again. He knew very well that his first love, the woman he used to cling to, was not her.

Tong Siqi lowered her head and fell silent. After a while, Wang Weixi noticed her tears.

She reared her head again, a stubborn smile on her face.

Wang Weixi frowned and said, “What actually happened?”

Tong Siqi took out a portfolio from the bag. After receiving it, Wang Weixi noticed that The First Hospital of City A was written on it. He looked strangely to Tong Siqi, who was just smiling with tears in her eyes.

After he opened and carefully checked those test papers, his face became livid. He was shocked, staring at Tong Siqi.

Tong Siqi shrugged and said with a sense of self-deprecating, “Duanfang once told me that one day I was bound to be punished in the end. Guess what, it happens. I lost all my happiness since we broke up. I thought I would be relieved from retribution, but I didn’t realize that retribution really came so fast. My relief is death.”

Wang Weixi trembled. “But…”

Tong Siqi looked at Wang Weixi, who was staring at test papers.

“But what? ‘But you still have a chance to live.’ Is that you want to say?”

Wang Weixi clenched those papers and still frowned, looking at Tong Siqi. Her face was pale.

When it came to this, she was also inevitably felt afraid.

“But as the doctor said, it has reached an advanced stage, only leaving me two months. I don’t have time dealing with you. Wang Weixi, are you happy now?” suddenly, she asked.

Wang Weixi looked at her in shock because he could find fear and mockery in her eyes.

He shooked his head and said seriously, “Tong Siqi, you know I am not that kind of person.”

Tong Siqi nodded and said hopelessly, “Yes, I know. But it is too late to realize that and accept that, isn’t it?”

Wang Weixi wanted to say something, but he failed.

“Thinking about the past few years, I have tried my best to get even with you and tried to be higher than you. I wanted to see how painful you will be and let you suffer all my misery. But…”

Wang Weixi felt a little bit empty. He looked at Tong Siqi, who looked gentle and sensitive. “She is like a blooming epiphyllum, soon dying at the next second.”

“Until now, I realize how stupid what I have done to you. I know I am not qualified to blame you on that thing, but I was silly for being mad at you. You know what? I learned how to make up and adapt to clothes that I don’t like, all these things I have done are just waiting that you can love me again. However, finally, it turns out that I hate myself more. Wang Weixi, if I didn’t act that awfully, would you come back to me?”

…

“That year? ” He nodded with resignation and said, “If it were in that year, I definitely would. I am willing to remedy all of my faults. You are right, you have every reason to hate me because it’s me who made you feel painful. Also, I regret that I failed to ask you at that time. Nevertheless, It’s all over. Siqi, I can’t do anything for you now…” Wang Weixi said. His face was full of pain.

Tong Siqi nodded, with tears falling down. “I know. I know you. I am sorry, Weixi, for making you painful. I am so selfish that God wants to punish me…”

“There must be some way, Siqi, there must be a method. Don’t give up, please. You can go to America or any other country. There must be hope somewhere.” Wang Weixi was hurried, but actually, he didn’t know how to face such a delicate, hopeless girl.

Tong Siqi shook her head and said, “No… no way. Weixi, you know that there is no hope for a brain cancer patient, especially in the advanced stages. And actually, I don’t have any reason to live…” She lowered her eyes with her eyelash wetted by tears. What a delicate beauty.

Wang Weixi frowned and looked at her.”It is my fault to let her suffer so much. If I abided that promise at that time, it would definitely not happen. Probably she was full of happiness now.”

Guilty gradually speared all over his mind.

“I’m sorry…” Wang Weixi said.

“It doesn’t matter, I brought it all on myself. I only hope you and others around you can forgive me, a dying one, will you?” Tong Siqi suddenly took Wang Weixi’s hand and beg to him pathetically.

Wang Weixi looked at her, full of misery. “I won’t blame you, and no one will blame you. I am so sorry. It’s me who makes you suffer this…”

Tong Siqi shooked her head and said, “Please, don’t say that, Weixi. I want to have dinner with you, would you agree?”

Wang Weixi nodded. At this point, what else could he do?

Quiet night, under the enchanting moonlight, these two people shared the harmonious atmosphere spread on the dining table, which was due to their excellent acting skills.

However, acting was always just acting.