Chapter 151 - Here You Are!

In this prosperous big city, Chen Kexin looked around and felt helpless for the first time.

Once and once again, she came to their frequently visited places alone from morning till dusk. However, she could not find any trace.

She listlessly looked up at the sky.

The pale moon was not bright. A few stars shone faintly. Sometimes, the moon was covered by dark clouds. The sky was always overcast. As strong winds blew, it was colder and colder.

Chen Kexin stood outside the cafe she met Wang Weixi for the first time. She was a little lonely, but she was unwilling to go back like this.

It would probably rain tonight. The air was damp and cold.

Chen Kexin held her mobile phone and called Wang Weixi once again. However, it was still turned off.

Chen Kexin squatted there helplessly and ignored curious eyes. At the moment, she only knew that Wang Weixi disappeared and left her no clue. He hid in a place she could never find, so she vainly regretted.

She was unwilling to give up because she knew that not only she was sad right now. He must be sad too, but he was unwilling to be laughed at.

Chen Keren and others anxiously waited for Chen Kexin’s return. First, it was not fine. Second, she was pregnant. However, Chen Kexin was so stubborn that she was unwilling to leave.

“The coffee smells good. Let’s go in.” A man and a woman went into the cafe, laughing and chatting.

Seeing their smiles and shy looks, Chen Kexin remembered her first meeting with Wang Weixi. He seemed to have said the same thing. Despite she did not drink coffee, she wanted to follow him in. She was enchanted with his gentle smile and shy look.

After withdrawing her smile, she stood up and touched her belly. “Baby, let’s keep looking for your dad.”

Having walked a lot, she did not know where to go, but she had to move on.

Now, there was only one place left — the room in a hotel they rent for the first time.

“Shall I go there?” Chen Kexin hesitated. When the engine sounded, Chen Kexin unconsciously changed direction and headed there. It was a turning point in her life.

Even if he was not there, no, he must not be there, she would go there. Anyway, she wanted to visit it again.

…

On the way, the rain suddenly began to fall. At first, it fell drop by drop. Then, it was faster and faster. Dark clouds covered the moon and stars, so the sky was pitch black. Dark clouds gathered, lightning flashed, and thunder rumbled. The rain was getting heavier. After a short while, the rain was pelting down.

She parked outside the hotel and got off hurriedly.

She wandered inside and laughed at herself. Others must have occupied the room. It could be tired businessmen, sweet lovers or lovers for one night. Anyway, it could not be Wang Weixi or her. Whether she passed the first floor or the second floor, only her aimless figure was left.

She turned back to leave.

All of a sudden, she saw him.

He wore a plain white suite. His thin face was clean-cut. Dark eye circle was visible under a pair of black-framed glasses. With a beard on his chin, he looked a little older. Having disappeared for a long time, Wang Weixi finally appeared in front of Chen Kexin. He caught her off guard, but she was excited.

Looking at wet-haired Chen Kexin, Wang Weixi felt unspoken awkward.

They said nothing but looked at each other quietly, to see if they became sorrowful or ugly; if they looked awkward, disgusted, or excited.

Chen Kexin was excited, but Wang Weixi looked awkward. He thought that Chen Kexin would never want to see him again. After realizing that, he turned away without hesitation, like a runaway rat.

Chen Kexin saw Wang Weixi ready to go before she reacted. She immediately went forward and stopped him. Wang Weixi looked at her with confusion. They stared at each other without speaking, despite both of them understood the bitterness in their eyes.

A moment later, Wang Weixi mumbled, “What’s up… ”

Upon hearing that, Chen Kexin felt that it sounded amusing. “Wang Weixi, are you just going to run away?”

Wang Weixi forced a smile, “I’m not running away. I thought you never wanted to see me. I just stay far away from you as you wish…”

Chen Kexin said as she shook her head, “Wang Weixi, I don’t think so. Don’t you know me at all? Don’t you think that I can let you go? How can you… can you leave like this?”

Wang Weixi ironically asked, “What can I do? Chen Kexin, please tell me what I can do to make you not hate me, forgive me, and get close to your villa and look at you from afar? I know it’s all my fault, so you’re unwilling to see me and forgive me. Can’t I stay far away from you? What can I do to satisfy you?”

Thinking of the humiliation he suffered these days, Wang Weixi could not stand it anymore. His concessions incurred more insults. Although he looked fine, he sometimes wished he had not met Chen Kexin, and she was born in an average family. He did not complain of Chen Kexin, but he did not want to stay there anymore.

Now, he was confused at Chen Kexin’s sudden appearance. Moreover, he was painful at her words.

“Wang Weixi… Are you blaming me?” Chen Kexin retreated and choked.

Wang Weixi said nothing but shouted inside. “No, I’m not blaming you. I don’t know how to face you.”

Chen Kexin thought his silence was acquiescence. Chen Kexin could not bear such cruel acquiescence anymore.

She suddenly paused. Wang Weixi watched her and said coldly, “Please rest assured. I won’t appear in front of you. I won’t embarrass your Chen family. I won’t… appear in the city again.”

“Do you hate me…”

Wang Weixi laughed awkwardly, “How can I hate you?”

He was perplexed because he was deeply in love with her.

Chen Kexin nodded and said, “I know, I know… I shouldn’t come to find you. Wang Weixi, I’m bitchy! I shouldn’t be here! Well, go, you’d better go… as far as you can.” She sounded increasingly cold and faint.

Wang Weixi lowered his head and dared not to see Chen Kexin. However, his heart beat faster and faster. He increasingly wanted to hold her in his arms.

Chen Kexin was heartbroken as a dropped glass bottle. It broke into pieces and could not be pieced together.

She watched Wang Weixi and waited for his last explanation. She hoped that the man she always loved was brave and considerate, but not the stupid and coward man now.

Finally, Wang Weixi still said nothing. He even did not look at her.

Tears ran down her cheeks.

Chen Kexin finally decided to give up.

She said desperately, “I told Mom that I’d take you back. I also promised to Duanfang. I figured out that my baby couldn’t live without a father. However… I’m just making something out of nothing.” And then, she turned away.

As the elevator just arrived, Chen Kexin got into without thinking.

Only Wang Weixi stood there.

“My baby… couldn’t live without a father…”

The corners of his mouth raised.

When he realized it, he raised his head and discovered that Chen Kexin had gone. He hurriedly ran out.

At the entrance, he saw Chen Kexin drive away Chen Keren’s car.

Wang Weixi hurriedly drove to follow her.

The dispirited Chen Kexin never wanted to see him again. She thought she would rather not have him back if only because of the baby.

Wang Weixi followed Chen Kexin like crazy. Until Chen Kexin’s car was out of oil, they finally stopped at a hill.

The rain began to fall more rapidly.

Chen Kexin got off and staggered in a zigzag. As lightning flashed and thunder rumbled, she looked increasingly thin and weak.

Wang Weixi ran forward to stop her.

Now, Chen Kexin’s face was covered with rain, but the tears could also be clearly seen.

Wang Weixi held her in his arms, while Chen Kexin forced him away, shouting, “Go away…let me go…”

Wang Weixi held her tightly, “No, I won’t. Darling, sorry… sorry…”

“Boohoo…”

…

Like this unexpected rain, love was mixed with too much sorrow. When the sun shone again after the rain, everything would become clearer.

When you were looking for someone, perhaps she was looking or you. Perhaps she would sigh, “Here you are!” Therefore, as long as you seized the opportunity, you could firmly hold happiness again.