Xu rongxiao goes to the study and turns on the light in the room.
There are still some baby pictorials in the study. There are many things about children in every corner of the house.
Now, it seems, it's so ridiculous.
She went to the desk, turned on the computer, waiting for the computer boot time seems long and hard, but also put out a lot of her inner suffering.
She is going to write three e-mails, one to Mu Qingqing, one to Gu Jiangcheng and the last to Ou Ziqian.
Mu Qingqing must have seen that newspaper. No matter whether Mu Qingqing likes song Jingyi or not, she needs to explain it to her clearly.
And Gu Jiangcheng, she recalled those days of Gu Jiangcheng's care and support for her, guilt and moved feelings gush out, slowly write down his heartfelt words.
"Mr. Gu, I'm sorry to disappoint you. I quit my job. Although it's not my intention, I'm always caught off guard by the fate. I can't change the situation. I have no choice but to accept it silently.
When I entered Shengze on the first day, I was determined to make some achievements and work here forever. You take care of me in my eyes, you let my ability to get play, is your considerate so that I can work happily.
Today's changes, I did not expect, if brought losses to the company, I would like to apologize 120000, please forgive me, I can no longer work for the company, can no longer solve your problems.
Mu Qingqing is my good friend. She will continue to work in Shengze group. In fact, she is very talented. If you give her a chance, she will play very well, so I hope you can take care of her.
Finally, thank you
Xu rongxiao worked hard to finish the letter, and her true feelings were all between the lines.
Thanks to Gu Jiangcheng's protection, although some people in the company were dissatisfied, her time in Shengze was really her happiest time.
She finally knows that there is no love, she has other things to support, love is not the only, so many people in the world do not love, do not live well?
When she thought she could do the same, she found that her imagination was too simple.
There are always people who can't see her. There are always people who try to harm her.
The letter to Ou Ziqian, she considered for a long time, ten fingers on the keyboard to knock up.
The computer screen was typed word by word, and every word in it seemed as if she had exhausted all her strength.
"Ziqian, count the time. We have been married for three years. Now, it's a miracle that this marriage can last for three years. I regard you as my life's reliance, but you trample on my feelings mercilessly.
In the past three years, I have lived like an ant every day. No one cares and cares. Once I thought that I would find lifelong happiness if I married you, but later I understood that I was wrong.
Love is illusory, and you get along with every day every moment is true, marriage to you is a shackle, I can not retreat, can only harden the scalp forward. Once I fall in love with someone, it may take hundreds of years to forget him. Since I have loved you deeply, it is impossible to be attracted to others.
This time, I think I have to explain to you. Believe it or not, it's your business.
Mu Qingqing is my best friend. I can't watch her get hurt, but song Jingyi chases me. I have no choice but to promise him a one month deadline. During this one month period, he will try to chase me. If I can't fall in love with him, he won't pester me again.
A few days ago, it happened that the deadline of one month had expired. Song Jingyi didn't pester me anymore. He thought it was over, but I don't know who framed me and exposed our photos to the media. I just want to say that I have nothing to do with song Jingyi.
Gu Jiangcheng is my boss. He takes care of me and is good to me. It's just because we used to be students from a university. He is my elder martial brother. Even if he has any ideas about me, I just regard him as my good friend and have no other thoughts.
As for Xia juexi, I have no younger brother. He is just like my younger brother. Will anyone fall in love with his younger brother?
I have finished what I should say. Once marriage was a prison for you. Now you are free. From now on, there will be no more entanglement with Xu rongxiao in your life. From then on, we will say goodbye forever.
Take care. "It's dawn."
While she was writing, she suddenly found that her cheeks were wet. She was shocked. She lifted her eyes and wiped the last two words.
Then the whole person was so tired that he fell back and collapsed.
Finally, she forced to click the mouse, and all three emails were regularly released in a month.
After finishing all this, she felt as if she had finished a huge task, and was deeply relieved.
She looked at the photo of Ou Ziqian and her on the desk. They almost never took a photo. Even this photo, he was also unsmiling and cold.In the photo, Xu rongxiao smiles brightly, grins to show his white teeth, looks at the camera and holds his scissors hands foolishly, while Ou Ziqian wears a suit and looks impatient.
Xu rongxiao's index finger touched Ou Ziqian's face in the photo, opened his mouth and said two words without making a sound. The lip shape was "goodbye."
Without marriage, Ou Ziqian will be able to return to the old one.
And Xu rongxiao, also want to have a relief, she is in urgent need of a relief.
She put down the photo, got up from the computer desk, all weak, forced to support the wall, went to the kitchen to find a fruit knife, carrying the knife to the bathroom.
Xu rongxiao filled the bathtub with hot water. He put his hand in with a smile and felt that the water temperature was almost OK. He didn't even take off his clothes, so he lay in.
Sitting in the bathtub, Xu rongxiao looks at his left hand, which still has a little trace left when he cut his wrist in the past.
She gently stroked the scar and felt a little bit like a thug. Now, she wants to leave a mark on it again.
Made up his mind, Xu rongxiao narrowed his eyes, held the fruit knife with his right hand and clasped it on his left wrist.
She had nothing left, and her loved one hurt her so badly that she could not survive.
No matter what difficulties she encountered, she would die if she died. Anyway, it's no different for her to live and die now. It's better to die happily.
Thinking of this, Xu rongxiao held his breath and rowed the knife hard.
All of a sudden, blood flow out, bright red sticky blood beads along the white arm to stay in the water, in the clear water melt open.
Her hand dropped down, the blood instantly and the water in the bathtub as a whole, the whole bathtub a red, bloody smell overflowing.
Once moved, moved, loved, and hated, she worked so hard for a long time, but in the end, it was nothing.
Finally can be freed, so painful to live, as happy to die!
The door was suddenly pried open.
"Mr. Gu, the door is open." A man exclaimed in surprise.
Gu Jiangcheng then came in. He was followed by several people. When he came in, he saw that there was no one in the room.
His face was ugly, his eyes wandered around the room, his hands clasped tightly around his trousers, and an ominous premonition kept haunting him.
Gu Jiangcheng strides in and shouts: "rongxiao! Are you there? "
No one answered him. The house was as quiet as if no one existed.
"Mr. Gu, there is light in the bathroom." A man pointed to the bathroom and said to Gu Jiangcheng.
He went to the bathroom door and knocked, "rongxiao, are you in there? I'm Gu Jiangcheng
There was no sound inside. Gu Jiangcheng turned the doorknob and opened it all at once.
He opened the door, saw a scene inside, and suddenly froze.
The blood in the bathtub stung his eyes. Xu rongxiao was pale. She was lying in the bathtub with her eyes closed. She didn't take off her clothes, as if she had really gone to sleep.
"Make an emergency call!" Said the man beside.
Gu Jiangcheng rushes over and looks at Xu rongxiao painfully. His hands don't know where to start.
"I'm here. Why don't you wait for me?" He asked her in a trembling voice.
"Pick Miss Xu up quickly! The water in the bathtub is still warm. It hasn't been long since she cut her wrist. Pick her up quickly! " Beisy said to Gu Jiangcheng.
He was so nervous and confused.
Gu Jiangcheng quickly took her out of the bathtub, "wake up, rongxiao!"
Beisy took a long piece of cloth and wrapped it around the outside of Xu rongxiao's wrist, where the blood was gushing. It looked very frightening.
"Mr. Gu, save time and take Miss Xu downstairs." Beisy looks at Gu Jiangcheng and Xu rongxiao painfully. If Xu rongxiao really dies, it will be a big blow to Gu Jiangcheng.
Gu Jiangcheng listens to her words, nods and bumps out of the door with Xu rongxiao in his arms.
He was too afraid that she would really die. If such a thing happened, he would live a precarious life.
The ambulance didn't arrive for a long time. Gu Jiangcheng got on his car impatiently and asked beisy to drive.
He held Xu rongxiao in the back seat and held her tightly.
"I'm sorry I'm late Don't die, please Gu Jiangcheng chin against her forehead, feel the temperature of her body is slowly getting cold, his heart is like a knife.
Xu rongxiao's lips are pale and his body is almost transparent.
"Ou Ziqian told me that you wanted to resign, but I didn't agree."
"I've seen all the news in the newspaper. When I call you and you don't answer, I know something must have happened to you. That bastard ozhiqian, how can he do this to you!"
Gu Jiangcheng warms Xu rongxiao with his body temperature and holds her tightly in his arms, as if she would disappear as soon as he let go.Beisy was driving in front of him, looking at the two people behind him through the rearview mirror. He was also worried.
"I've been looking for you everywhere. I've taken people to pry open your door, but you've let me see you like this!"
In his impression, the strong woman who does not give up and always gives people a kind of positive and energetic, just like a lifeless doll lying in the bathtub.
At that moment, his heart seemed to die together.
"Promise me not to die and leave me. From now on, I will protect you and never let Ou Ziqian hurt you again! I won't leave you alone again! "
Gu Jiangcheng holding her face, like coax loved one, "I will take good care of you, cherish you, Ou Ziqian that bastard, I must let him pay for what he did!"
Beisy sighs and worries about Xu rongxiao.
Something must have happened to her to die.
What does she want, that is to say, what's wrong with this woman who has always been strong enough to think of using death to solve problems?