Chapter 34

Originally, I wanted to find someone to talk about my grievances, but at the beginning, I hesitated and didn't want to talk about it.

I always remind myself that I can't trust others so easily. I believed Fang zhe too much at the beginning, and then I killed my mother. I can't make such a mistake again.

Qianfan's message came back: "why don't you talk again?"

I thought about it and replied: "originally, I had a lot to say to you, but you are too mysterious. I don't know whether to say it or not. I don't even know whether you are male or female. You said we met, but you refused to say who you are. I don't understand. You are willing to lend me money. Why can't you tell me who you are?"

The other party returned the message for a long time, "I'm a man."

So I quickly fill my mind with the men I used to be familiar with, and analyze which of them is Qianfan.

After thinking about it for a long time, none of them is like Qianfan. At least in the absence of IOU and other documents, they can't lend me 50000 yuan anonymously. Those men I used to know can't do it.

Don't say I don't issue IOU. Even if I write them IOU, no one will lend me 50000 yuan. Those people are either too poor or too stingy to be as generous as Qianfan.

"Guess who I am?" The other party sent another message.

I made a sweating expression: "how can you guess, you don't want to say it."

"I'll give you a hint. Guess."

I said: OK.

In fact, I'm looking forward to it. I really want to know who this mysterious Qianfan is. Why does it know so many secrets about me.

His tips came over, only four words: Zhushi No.1 middle school.

These four words made my heart jump up. The first reaction in my mind was Fang Zhe. At the beginning, Fang zhe also used these four words to remind me of him.

"Fang zhe?" I shivered and typed the two words.

The other side also sent a sweating expression, "I knew you would guess Fang Zhe. Is Fang zhe the only boy in Zhushi No.1 middle school? Although he is the school grass, other boys should have a little sense of existence, right

He said so, I was a little confused, "are you really Fang zhe?"

"Fang Zhe is a liar, I'm not. Don't compare me to him. " He replied.

"And who are you?" I asked.

"No.1 Middle School in Zhuhai City is not just a boy named Fang Zhe. Think about it again."

But the life of No.1 Middle School in Zhuhai City has really passed for many years. It's too hard for me to recall those youth things.

Life is hard, this is a world easy to forget. Everyone is working hard for life. How can we have so much time to recall the past.

"Forget it, if you don't say it, I won't guess." I gave up decisively.

"So easy to give up?"

Then the other party sent a picture of a group of people sitting on seats in the school auditorium, which should be watching a performance. There are me and several other boys in the photo. One of the boys in a white shirt is particularly eye-catching. It's senior Jiang Yuxuan.

There are many memories like being opened a mouth, a lot of the past suddenly surge.

At that time, in addition to Fang Zhe, the devil of the world, there was another person who was also a man of the hour, and that was Jiang Yuxuan.

Both of them are good-looking, but Fang is domineering and arrogant, while Jiang Yuxuan is the opposite, gentle and graceful.

Every time he gets a result in the exam, Fang Zhe is in the bottom row, but Jiang Yuxuan is always the first. So they both have a lot of fans, and I'm one of them, but I'm crazy about Jiang Yuxuan.

I am crazy about Jiang Yuxuan not only because he is good-looking, but also because he is good to me.

I can't remember how Jiang Yuxuan and I got to know each other. In a word, we became friends later. He was one grade higher than me. He often helped me with my lessons. Delicious chocolates and all kinds of things I like to eat often appeared in my desk. They were all given by Jiang Yuxuan.

Once I said to him by accident that I like a new school bag of ADI, but it's very expensive. It costs more than 1000 yuan. As a result, the bag appeared in my desk box the next day. In those years of youth, a gift of more than 1000 yuan is comparable to a diamond ring.

Later, I would tell Jiang Yuxuan everything. I called him brother Yuxuan and he called me Yaya. We are brothers and sisters, but in fact, I know very well in my heart that I don't just regard him as my brother. I have a vague love for him, but I don't dare to say it. I'm afraid that once I say it, even my good friends won't have to do it.

So the girl's mind so hidden, I was a sophomore year, Jiang Yuxuan suddenly transferred to school, did not say hello to me, suddenly disappeared.

For this reason, I cried for a long time. For a period of time, I felt that the whole Zhuhai No.1 middle school was empty. Later, when I was in the third year of senior high school, the pressure of college entrance examination increased, and I slowly came out of the lovelorn period of self directing and acting, and slowly forgot Jiang Yuxuan who was wearing a white shirt.

I didn't expect to see his picture again many years later. Although it was just a group photo, I recognized him at a glance from a group of people.I seriously distracted, silly looking at the mobile phone screen, the other side sent several messages, I did not return.

The last message of qianfanfa is: do you remember who I am?

I excitedly answered three words: brother Yuxuan?

Then he didn't return the information for a long time. I was a little nervous, afraid of guessing wrong and disappointment.

He finally returned the message, "yes, still remember me, Yaya, long time no see."

My tears came down all of a sudden. It's really Jiang Yuxuan, the object of my secret love in my youth!

I still can't believe, "are you really brother Yuxuan?"

"It's me, Yaya." The other side replied.

Although he admitted it, I still asked, "why didn't you tell me directly at the beginning?"

He replied, "I thought you could guess, but I didn't think you could. I thought you forgot me."

To be honest, before today, I have almost forgotten this person. The sudden appearance of Jiang Yuxuan is a rare surprise in my life.

I have a lot of questions to ask him, such as where has he been in recent years? When he left school, why didn't he say goodbye to me. Where is he now, and why do you know that Hu Wei and Zhang Guilan didn't save my daughter? Why do you know Fang zhe lied to me?

There are too many puzzles in my heart, but these questions need to be typed one by one, which is too time-consuming. I started the video call directly, and I want to ask him directly by voice.

But to my surprise, he refused, explaining that he was not very convenient for the video.

I immediately realized that he should be married, if he and I video, his wife will be angry, so he said it was inconvenient.

I fully understand that, and I don't want to destroy the happiness of other people's families. If I say that's OK, we'll have a text chat. Where are you now?

His answer surprised me even more. He said he was in Zhushi, the same city as me.